just venting @tell-ee-why3 - Tumblr Blog

Helloo, W here, 27 depressed fuck with a food thing and who doesnt know how to be alive anymore. Diagnosed with bpd. I "relapsed" so im back again.

Massive tw for ED suic*de SH abuse and all that jazz. I do reblog thinspo so if its triggering for you feel free to block, I get it.

Please if you dont have an ED just leave. Minors please dont interact, I dont want to further influence you down this rabbit hole.

And if you’re still reading this, you do have an eating disorder no matter what your stupid little brain tells you and you do deserve to recover ❤️

Feel free to reach out if you need to vent, even if we never talked before, this is a safe place for everyone ^-^

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Those pills are getting more and more tempting

Another gut wrenching therapy session

I'm fucking up everything, I'm so tired

I'm such a debbie downer, but I am really tempted to just of, I have enough pills to do that

I'm so done with life, I'm so done, I just want to end it, I'm so tired of trying, I don't have anything more to give

I am so close to just ending it I'm so tired

I just got a 1000 € charges wtfffff

there is no future in which I am there

Thinspœ

„Suicide is selfish“ let me be selfish for once in my life.

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

I want to die so much, I shouldn't be guilt trapped into being alive

I don't have any energy left to spend on being alive

just venting