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very random thoughts

[remanence-of-love]

[telleling]

I am afraid

[telleling]

Find someone who isn’t afraid to admit that they miss you, who knows you aren’t perfect but treats you as if you are, who’s biggest fear is losing you, who says “I love you” and means it with all of their heart, someone who believes leaving and giving up isn’t an option.

[poems-and-word]

“Sometimes people are beautiful. Not in looks. Not in what they say. Just in what they are.”

— Markus Zusak, I Am The Messenger (via books-n-quotes)

[telleling]

Depression is: you feel physically tired and mentally drained but still work like a workaholic.

Twitter

[telleling]

We only remember mental health when someone (famous) commited suicide.

[theprocast]

“When the present one day becomes your past, never forget that it shaped you. Never forget that it made you beautiful.”

— Ranata Suzuki

[theprocast]

“When the present one day becomes your past, never forget that it shaped you. Never forget that it made you beautiful.”

— Ranata Suzuki

[telleling]

I hurt myself. I cut. I punch.

I am so afraid people will find out because I don't want people to judge me.

[telleling]

Deleting pictures for me is probably the hardest thing to do bc I'm a memory hoarder

Twitter

[love-diaries]

“Just because things are bad now doesn’t mean they’re going to be that way forever.”

—

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ن

[somepiecesofmyheartandsoul-deac]

“And on nights like this, I must write letters to you that I cannot send.”

— Lukas W. // Unsent letters

[telleling]

I am depressed

I never talked to people about my depression, because I feel like everybody has their own struggles.

... and I feel like my struggles are nothing compared to other people.

I blaim myself, with all the pain I am feeling.

So I keep quite. I keep it to myself.

Because I don't want to bother other people.

[vomitingwords]

And sometimes we tend to keep a lot of things to ourselves, in order for us not to hurt anyone else.

Silenced Thoughts //ma.c.a

[telleling]

I didn't, know my silence hurt the ones I love more.

[theprocast]

“You’ll never read the pain I wrote for you.”

— Ranata Suzuki

[telleling]

Sinaktan

Nag-away kami. Dahil sa ugali ko.

Sinaktan ko ang sarili ko.

Mahapdi ang bawat balat,

Masakit ang kamay,

Masakit ang paa.

Puno ng luha ang mga mata.

Nangihihina ang mga tuhod

Sinaktan ko ang sarili ko dahil sa sobrang sakit ng nararamdaman ko

[telleling]

11:22pm

it is the time of day where you find yourself worth it, useless etc etc...

you blame yourself 

& i blame myself

for every pain

for every argument

for every nonsense fight

and i cry

i cry

then

i hurt myself