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Nothing, but everything

Birth dates weren’t something any of them cared. Not at all. Achievements were much more important, but since Souji got sick, Hajime thought more about the beggining than about the end. Especially because he was in deep denial, always telling himself that Souji still would get better and at least have strength to fight beside him again.

If not beside him, at least fight again for the Shinsengumi.

Although it was unfair believing that Souji didn’t spent every minute of every day in bed fighting. Fighting to live and be able to die fulfilling his duty. Hajime understood that without the other ever mentioning, because he was the same. They were different in many aspects, but in some… They were the same, and that’s exactly how he felt everytime Souji and he crossed swords, or fought side by side.

Since Ikedaya though, one of Souji’s swords broke, and Hajime kept an eye for something new. Until he found it, just the day before, and since he was coming back from a mission, he bought it.

No, they didn’t make much money, but Saitou knew how to administrate his money at least. Also, he never cared about possessions besides his sword. And it had been a while since he bought one… His worked completely fine and he was proud of it.

Quietly, he walked inside Souji’s room. It was night, so it was no surprise that he found the other sleeping, but looking really tired and, somehow, peaceful at the same time. Yukimura must have been doing a good job keeping an eye on Souji.

Hajime put the new sword beside Souji’s futon, next to his left hand, since that was the place Hajime used to lay next to him. However, that night he was feeling like just guarding Souji’s sleep, especially when a storm began and made him remember when the other told him he was born in a stormy night… Probably much like that one, and made Hajime wonder how different his life would have been if Souji had never been born.

Not a thought he appreciated. Not at all. But while thinking, his hand grabbed one of Souji’s and he caressed it with his thumb, really slowly while realizing that living without was completely possible for him, but…

“I love you. I don’t want to live without you… So, keep fighting, Souji.” Hajime knew he was asking a lot as he planted a kiss in the other’s forehead, but it was the least Souji could do after making the younger captain fall in love with him.

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Birthdays… Who would really care about birthdays in that era? Souji definitely not. Their responsibilities were much more important for care with dates or something like that. It seemed like ages since Souji celebrated his last birthday. His mom always made candys for him and after he was left by his sister on Kondou’s dojo, the older one always tried to give him a gift or something in that date, mostly bringing dangos. The last gift was Souji’s sword, the only sword was left after Ikedaya.

But since he was sick, Souji forgot about his own birthday, it wasn’t important when everyday he fight for his live, to be able to cross swords for Shinsengumi again, to fight beside Saitou one more time.

“Hajime-kun…”

He called for the other during the sleep. It had been a while since he saw the other samurai, for some reason Hijikata started to give a lot of missions to the other, and because of this, Saitou spent much more time out of the headquarter than in there. And it didn’t help a lot in Souji’s recovery. He missed the other, his presence, his voice, his smell, the blue of his eyes… Even the way he give scolded him for not eating or to being out of the room at night.

Souji didn’t woke up when Saitou came inside of the room, but even during sleep, somehow, he could feel the other around him, giving that sensation of comfort, the warm feeling he knew so well. When the storm began, Souji shrank a little inside of the blanket, hiding his face. He was born on a storm day, and during all his childhood he was afraid of storms, afraid of the sound of the thunders.

He sighed feeling the heat of Saitou’s hand, waking up little by little while feeling the slow caress but so comforting. He sighed again, opening the green eyes and looking at him with that feline smile after the kiss. “I thought you knew me more Hajime-kun… I’ll keep fighting. For you… for us…”

Souji grabbed his hand and led it to his lips planting a kiss. “I love you too.”

#Souji's Birthday #mibunookami #//omg I love it ;u;#//Saitou is so cute!!!!!!#submission

お誕生日おめでとう~

It was a warm morning. One with completely blue skies and nothing out of the ordinary. Hajime woke up and his routine was the same from the day before. Shower, brushing his teeth and having breakfast alone, because his mother was at his aunt’s house and his father had already left for work. He ate with Shougo trying to steal his socks and bag, so Hajime wouldn’t be able to leave.

“Next time, I will leave you with Souji and Ren.” He told the husky puppy. Not a real puppy anymore with seven months and… Well, Shougo got really big, really fast… Much like Souji. But still had that puppy spirit.

Hajime usually was really distracted, and couldn’t remember dates as well as he remember his schedule for a day at school. That was exactly the reason why his cellphone was ringing impossibly loud while he put on his shoes and Shougo started barking to his school bag. Everything was too loud for that time in the morning… Hajime took his bag from the dog’s mouth and searched for his cell inside, finding it easily and looking at the screen.

Shit.

No. He didn’t swear out loud. Hajime never did. But how could he forget that date? July, 7th.

Souji’s birthday.

Blue eyes were back at the dog in front of him that still tried to fight for his bag. Shougo was Souji’s gift for himself in his birthday that year. He had to make something for his best friend and - well - boyfriend before Souji realized he forgot. The other didn’t have his parents already, Hajime could not have forgotten his birthday! He needed an idea as fast as possible.

It took him only a moment, although Hajime would have to run.

So, he did, and, for once, was grateful that Souji was always late for school. Since Hajime always arrived too early, he had time to leave a note inside Souji’s locker. Nothing much because Hajime always had a hard time with his words and feelings, and… Giving Souji material to make fun of him wasn’t on his plans that day. It was something really direct: “Happy Birthday. I love you.” and in the back of the card: “Look under your desk.”

There was a small bakery shop near Hajime’s house that sold every kind of candy ever. It was a place Saitou would have never gone inside if it wasn’t for Souji, who loved it. Sometimes Souji just stopped there to look at the candy… So, Hajime bought some dangos and konpeito, put in a pretty package and inside Souji’s desk with another note: “Come home with me today?.”

He might have forgotten Souji’s birthday, but his present at least had been bought months prior. Since Souji was using his sister old cellphone since Shougo had eaten the last one… And the boy complained everyday, so Hajime saved his allowance to buy a better one on Souji’s birthday, and it was already waiting for him in the safety of Saitou’s father’s room. The only place the dog respected somehow.

With a breath of relief, Hajime knew everything should work right… It didn’t mean he wasn’t tired from running everywhere to make a better surprise. He looked at the watch on the wall again… It wasn’t even seven a.m. yet.

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The sun came in through the blinds, and the alarm clock was ringing too loud for that hour of the morning. Souji definitely shouldn’t have stayed playing online games with Heisuke until 3 a.m. Everyday was the same thing, he regrets for doing that and do it again on the next night. Well, at least Heisuke gave him some rare items for his birthday.

Souji was lazing and with a sigh he rose up, yawning. He looked to Ren, the cat that Saitou found on a rainy day and gave him, sleeping on the bed. Souji smiled and made a caress on the cat’s head. “Don’t you want to switch your life with minee, Ren? a cat’s life looks so good” He laughed going to the bathroom and took a shower, brushed his teeth, and when down the stairs to have a fast breakfast to, as always, be late for the school.

Souji ran throught all the way, just stopping in front of a square where some cats live, leaving food and fresh water for them. It didn’t matter how late he was, Souji always stopped in that square to take care of the cats. During the rest of the way he started to think if Saitou remembered his birthday. Different of the perfect schedule that his best friend, and now boyfriend, could recite even during the sleep, Saitou was really bad with dates. Souji really didn’t care about his birthday. Since their parents died, he and his sister, Seiko, just went out for dinner on that date. She was too busy working to make a party for him, and they didn’t have much money, so she just gave a little gift for him, and for Souji, it was enough. But would be cool receive something from the other… His first gift as a couple..

Fortunately, the gates weren’t closed yet! And Hajime-kun also weren’t there, maybe it was a little lucky of birthday, but it was strange… Saitou never leaft his obligations, just if he was sick or something, what never really happened, his boyfriend had a health of a horse. He frowned and look for the old cell phone inside of the bag, Souji always made a face every time he looked at the cell phone. It was too old and the only thing that it do was send messages and make calls, but unfortunately, the little love of Shougo in destroying his things made he be stuck to that old thing until he had money to buy a new one.

“Are you okay? I didn’t see you at school”. He entered school and sent the message to the other while he opened his locker. Souji blinked looking the note above his things smiling a little, direct to the point as always. Well, Saitou WAS at school, but maybe he was making a play of hiding and seek with him? Souji picked the books and the note, turning it and reading the other side. He went to class and sat on his desk looking inside. “Another surprise, hm?” Souji smiled opening the package and looking all that candy “You really know me Hajime-kun”

He picked the cellphone again and sent another message while Hijikata-sensei started the class.

“of course I’ll go with you”.

#Souji's birthday #SSL #//so cute ;u;#//I hope Shougo don't eat the new cellphone xD #mibunookami #submission

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#Souji musing

Puts a blanket over Souji's sleeping form. Thinks about going back to his own room, but the other captain looks really comfortable there... And warm with the extra blanket. Closes the door again and lays down beside Souji, getting under the blankets too and putting a hand over the other's chest. There, all comfy.

Souji was sleeping comfortable, shrunken on his blanket, feeling a little cold but he was too tired and too sleepy to get up and pick another blanket. He don’t woke up when Saitou get on the room, sighing with the new comfortable warm over him. The captain just woke up when he felt the warm body next to him, the smell that he could recognize even during the sleep. He smiled and hugged Saitou bringing his hands to the Saitou’s long hair, hiding his face on his hair as well.

“I’m happy you’re here…”

He whispered falling on sleep again.

#mibunookami #//awwwnn ;u;

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//Happy Valentine's Day! :3

"Happy Valentine’s Day Souj! No choco from me, but how’s about tickets to the gun show?!"

tennen-rishin-ryu

" I’ll think if you really deserves this tickets " smirk " Of course I wouldn’t give chocos for you, I have someone to give it, but I think Sano would like to give a surprise for you hm?~"