musings of a melancholic goddess.

a space of my own.

[thacelestialg]

Rn:

I wanna tell my BFF I love her and that we should eat each other out and get dick together all summer '26. But she's been distant lately so idk if I actually love her like that or if my brain is just being chaotic.

I wanna tell my social media crush that I'm ready to rub my pussy all over his beard. TONIGHT.

I feel a little bad about 1 & 2 because I'm in a long-term relationship. The validity of that relationship is debatable, however, because it's foundation is flimsy and built upon my ignorance to situations which my having knowledge of would've otherwise meant that I would've been single rn.

Lawd put a hand.

Put several.

[thacelestialg]

I need a film where someone wishes to have another person's life, only for that wish to come true and they discover that the person's inner life is daily hell and all they really envied was the person's ability to carry a natural light and perform contentment sufficiently enough to fool those lacking the curiosity to discover the truth.

It could even be a retelling of "The Prince and The Pauper", it doesn't necessarily have to have any mystical or supernatural elements. The point is that the main themes need to explore vanity, envy, and exploring individuals in a way that is deeper than glossing over their outer world.

It'd be cool if it got a little dark too. Real life horrors included.

[thacelestialg]

Guess who not pouring from an empty cup? Go be selfish, wicked and one-sided somewhere else. 😒 Yuh could never meet me making myself happy to want to come and not add one fuck. Everything always coming to come and could never reach.

[scorpionlafemme]

[thacelestialg]

Exalt My Name

Whenever my name is spoken, whether it be for the good or bad, an opportunity that will elevate my lifestyle will come my way.

Whenever I am thought of, whether positively or negatively, a blessing will come my way.

Whenever I am acted towards, whether it be with malicious or good intent, my latter flourishing will be tenfold and only fortune will come my way.

Surely, surely, surely only goodness and mercy shall follow me.

Ase Ase Ase

[forgedblack]

[weltenwellen]

Hanif Abdurraqib, They Can't Kill Us Until They Kill Us

[nokapes]

[weltenwellen]

Louise Glück, from “Mutable Earth”, Poems 1962-2012

[happyheidi]

[thacelestialg]

Ashes to ashes

Dust to dust

Tears to the ocean.

Can you tell I need a sea bath? Lol

[weltenwellen]

Jenny Xie, from "Zuihitsu",  Eye Level

[thacelestialg]

Love.

[weltenwellen]

bell hooks, All About Love

[sweetlyresonating]

I hope this is just the long way to love.

[thacelestialg]

Cruelty is a demonstration of weakness.

To be cruel one has to have seen themselves as inadequate and made the commitment to burn the world in an effort to confirm that insufficiency as one that is commonplace.

Casting misplaced shadows on a fruitless mission to see their wickedness reflected in the world.

[quotemadness]

You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.

Ernest Hemingway