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@thanatos-heard-somewhere
Guys, my blog looks shadow banned. I dunno what to do, already reach support, but please, be ready for my moving to another one. I don't know reason, but I can't message anyone, can't leave a comment and no one can direct message me as well. Also all of my Quincy post disappear from tag news. It's sad, but if thing didn't going to be solved.... I prefer to do so before another premium payment period.
Testing the posting
Yep, I still can see this, but no tab with personal messages. An I still can't comment anyone.
Hey there, a bit more WIPs?
This is Amir Beckett, in 1/3 scale because he’s a doll (face-up, accessories, hair and sewing by @thanatos-heard-somewhere!)
And this is a cardigan for this small but nonetheless fascinating Amir.
It has pockets! ✨
Look at this!!!
Devstream 183 - Jade Eximus was having none of that gemini skin swapping, lol. Enjoy some chicken scratch art.
TO PROTECT THE WORLD FROM DEVASTATION! TO UNITE ALL PEOPLES WITHIN OUR NATION!
so on and so forth
Okay, it's really cool, but stop for a moment and remember the names of two nodes on Sedna....
A Fail!Drifter/Eleanor romance, or the perils of dating a mind reader.
Just about to kiss, Eleanor's infested tongue gets a little too excited. She apologizes: "Sorry"
And all Drifter can think about is:
Eleanor: "Okay, no, wait, who is that man with the deep sexy voice?!"
The anticipation.....
The Hex Gemini emote animations
Bonus Eleanor doing Quincy's emote:
Yet again, some WIPs from the desk. I barely have time for something else, than him tbh.
For yall Arthur/Aoi shipper who also can't wait to romance one of those two cutiepies, but also feel low-key bad for "getting in the way" of the Arthur/Aoi couple: here's a friendly reminder. 💖
I think that when Stalker goes out on assassinations, he leaves his kid with Kahl (because Kahl is possibly the most dutiful person he knows of in the entire system). And the entire time Kahl has them, he's just huddling around the child with a bunch of other grineer defectors going "look, brothers, a new little brother. When they are older we will teach them many things." Another grineer defector pipes up "like gatakata." "Yes, the grakata. And the blunt." "And the hellfire jetpack with homing missiles." "Slow down brother, that is very advanced." "No, look. It is smiling. It desires to take to the skies." "Ah, a smile... What's happening!? Brothers?!" *An eldritch ray of energy erupts from among the huddled grineer; this is shown as a wide pan out to Chipper, sitting on the other side of camp who is startled by the distant blast* "It yearns for beam weapons, brothers. We are not prepared."
Stalker returns, Kahl is reading a weapons system manual to the child in a fort made of blunts. There are at least six pieces of heavy armor plating swaddling the child. He lets out a long held breath. Everything is fine.
#warframe #jade shadows #kahl-175 is best babysitter for Sirius/Orion
It's perfect. Especially the part with skies and beam weapon.
I continue my work on Quincy, if someone interested, just so fucked up right now. Want to curl up and cry for ten days straight. No one's fault, just another day under Envy spiral, I guess. Last two weeks Bombastine is a fucking persistent guest in my mood swinging spirals. Mostly alongside with Lodun.
*walk in*
*enjoying nature*
*takes in a scenic view and feel tightness in my shoulders*
*think about how i need to get a better desk chair*
*worry I’ll get a bad back like my father*
*realize what i just did*
*I worried*
*in the sniper glen*
*blood frozen, prepare for bullet*
*nothing happens*
*cautiously finish hike*
*get home*
*old chair has been shot six times*
*note on it*
*read it*
*your back will be fine dude, but you gotta stop putting things like this off. sometimes you iust gotta pull the trigger and get a new chair.*
*gun puns*
*classic sniper bullshit*
*look around cautiously*
*no sign of them anywhere*
*welp.jpg*
*leave*
*buy new chair*
*come back home*
*mess is gone - no sign of what just happened*
*fucking knew they were there when i read the note*
*classic cheeky sniper shit*
*it’s almost endearing*
*almost*
*distract myself from unease by building new chair*
*sit in it*
*back immediately feels better*
sniper guy’s weird but overall he’s alright.
8/10, would walk through there again.
Sounds like a prompt for Ghoap fic, tbh.
25-Nov-2024
Something from the desk again.
Me: Exercise does not cause weight loss. This is a fact that has been demonstrated so robustly in research that even doctors, who hate and fear evidence, are grudgingly starting to admit this.
Someone reading that post: Cool, but have you considered that exercise leads to weight loss?
Me: I am going to eat you
lololol "does too"
does it? not for women after childbirth
does it? not if you want to see an effect size of greater than 1 kilo (2.2lbs)
does it? not if you'd like to see a maintained loss greater than 3.3% of your body weight
does it? not for people with type 2 diabetes
does it? not for people exercising for their non-alcoholic fatty liver disease
Interactive computer-based reminders to diet and exercise are useless.
I mean, I literally went to Cochrane Reviews, one of the best-respected sources for massive meta-analyses, and I just input the keywords "weight loss" and "exercise," and I'm tooling through the results. Every one of the damn things shows that we do not have high-quality research indicating that exercise leads to weight loss. So no. I'm right, and you need to adjust your worldview--ask yourself, if not for weight loss, then why? Re-read those sources: exercise improved muscle density, insulin sensitivity, and cholesterol. It's good for your blood vessels, it's good for your strength, it's good for your brain.
But it won't make you thin. Maybe two pounds, maybe five, but that's about it. If you're looking at short-term, like a year, sure, you can lose weight--but the effort will almost always result in your body going "oh shit, we're living in a famine" and you will regain it, and now, with your body at a new set-point, losing it will be harder. Regaining will be easier. Welcome to the life-destroying yo-yo.
#then what the fuck are we supposed to do?
Exercise and eat lots of fruits and vegetables and whole grains because those things will keep you healthier longer, regardless of how much you weigh, and pick up your pick-axe in the ongoing horribly slow and frustrating fight of chipping away at the idea that being fat is a bad thing that means you’re a bad person. I recommend the book Fat Talk for a good place to start.
Yep. I didn't lose my weight when I exercised. I've gained it. Because you don't even start to imagine how different in size one kilo of fat and one kilo of muscle mass are, so, practically, meat. Let me tell you it's hell of a difference. Also, persons who have menstrual periods or just are inclined to be swollen can gain weight out of nothing. Like, if it's too hot, or too much water, or just the time has come. During he month even your weight is shifting. And this is normal.
For example I have the 2nd type diabetes, hypertonia, coronary artery disease, kidneys problem, joints problem and, probably, huge troubles with my uterus. I don't count general hormonal troubles, because all the above kinda describes my health enough already.
So, my weight is something like 98-100 kilo (217-220 pounds probably?) with the height 170-172cm (so, approximately 5.64ft) and I have kinda tummy and hips that mess with my life from time to time. In the society's opinion I can't cosplay most of the characters. And I can't look good as long as my mass index is "not normal" . They say I'm unhealthy because I'm fat. But it's completely vice versa. I have extra weight because I'm not healthy. And this is not my fault. Btw, abuse and massive stress cost me a lot in it. I was like 130 kilo when I lived with my abuser, because of shitty food and overeating. And weight kinda normalized to 100 on it's own after I leave the abuser and my birth country. I look healthier now than ever in 10 years.
I wasn't diagnosed in time, bc medical care for AFAB persons in my birth country is based on two points: "you need to give birth and everything is gonna be fine" and "you gave birth, what do you want from you body, it's worn out now". And my current country is not much better in this case. Because everyone just shit on the AFAB anatomy and health researches. Because of patriarchy. And patriarchy itself is set up on unhealthy beauty standards. So, a double bind. From time to time I don't know why exactly I hate my body. Because it have boobs and uterus or because I have extra weight. And I hate the fact that I need to try to figure this shit out at all.
Dietibg sucks, I just try to lover my sugar at least a bit, and it's a number of reasons for it. Chronic depression can be worsened by the tiniest things, and I won't provide it any possibility to drag me down. PMDD is already enough for me.
Even besides a fucking LOAD of plastic I, myself, never understand this classic collector's approach. Like, yes, they gather dust, but if you can afford them (and the vast majority of collector editions are fucking expensive), you can probably afford a good glass display. Or at least partly glass. If they are simply piling somewhere in your storage room, what's the point? I'm not a collector, who builds a collection.
For most of guys who I personally met and they was wired that way dolls and figurines are a trophy. Like a stuffed rhino head on the wall of a safari-enjoyer and probably poacher's house.
I'm merely a good host or a head of the family figure, who invited guests or found his lost family members. They are never just Cleo or Toralei or Venus, or Elanna or Ray to me. They are Hatshepsut, Camille, Freya, Zhai and Amir.
Figurines are even worse in that regard. I've preordered CuChulainn figma once. And when, after almost a year of waiting, he finally appeared, I've unboxed him and play like for hours trying action poses with his awesomely holding stand. Because the stand allowed me to even set him as if he hits someone with his spear in one of his mad leaps. He is a very active character, agile and fast. And it was awesome.
But in the box he was... Like, you know, dead. Like in the coffin, casket, whatever. Classic, convenient storing pose, good for transport, but not characteristic of him at all. I dunno where I put his box, but it still exists only for the reason that he has spare parts, and I don't need to lose them. And spare parts of my nendroids are in this box as well. Where are the nend's boxes? In the trash. Because it was way less resilient then his original box.
Here is another story:
My partners hear about my childhood experiences with a very beautiful Barbie doll, my mother bought me one for the Christmas. It was a Christmas collector Angel barbie. I had a lot of wonderful time with her, she always was a main character in all my games, even if her name is constantly changes. Then I lost her. Guess my parents decided to give my toys away when I turn 16. @aquamarignis found this precise edition somewhere on the second-hand market in internet. She was in the box. Box was a bit broken, but I can repair it, if I want. It was the 1998 edition. It was 2022-2023. Christmas.
I immediately unpacked her. Yes, I saved the box, but not for the collector's spirit. Just for more convenient transportation. Btw, in the box her silicone shoulder strap, that hold her dress more safe, decayed and turns orange and pretty visible. So, I removed it also.
Angel is beautiful. And for me this unboxing experience was crucial. I cried with a smile and felt 7 yo again. It was perfect.
