Thoughts...

A random girl with random thoughts...

[tharaa25]

“And love is more cruel than lust”

[tharaa25]

"we are so small. we and our petty problems don't even begin to make the tiniest dent in the universe. the next time you can't sleep, you're worried or you miss them so much you worry you might never feel whole again, step outside. let the vastness of the inky sky, and the stars that shine against it, put life into perspective. your problems, just like all life, will pass eventually."

[tharaa25]

And what of her, the one I love most? And the old man smiled. Yes, he said, you must love her too but love her wild and she’ll love you.

- Love Her Wild

[tharaa25]

I woke up from the daydream of my twenties in a cold sweat, anxious for all the lives I hadn’t lived.

- Love Her Wild

[tharaa25]

[tharaa25]

The Truth about Being a Girl

People always say that the girls of this generation are so vain:

"Why can't they put their brains toward books instead of good looks?"

I used to blame girls too: "Be more than a perfect body and a pretty hairdo."

But then I stepped into the world

and opened my eyes to the truth about being a girl.

I heard guys say things like, "Dude, she was tighter than that girl you hit and quit."

or

"I wanna pipe your sister someday."

or

"Her ass looks like a racetrack with those stretch marks, but at least it's big like Kim K's."

I never grew up thinking of those things.

Don't blame me, but when I thought about boys.

I thought about dinner dates and soul mates, not fuckbois that look at you like shark bait.

It breaks my heart for every girl growing up in this world.

Instead of "How was your day?" messages. we get. "You up? Wanna come fuck?"

I am not an object.

I have a voice and something to say.

Do not assume that I belong in your bedroom.

I belong in a conference room.

And for anyone who thinks that this generation is so vain.

It's because we girls are held under a microscope day after day.

[weltenwellen]

“In front of my mother and my sisters, I pretend love is cheap and vulgar. I act like it’s a sin– I pretend that love is for women on a dark path. But at night i dream of a love so heavy it makes my spine throb.– I dream up a lover who makes love like he is separating salt from water.”

— Salma Deera, “salt”  

[tharaa25]

"How can you feel love and still ignore just so you won't hurt yourself in the future?"

[tharaa25]

Welcome To The 21st Century

Where sex is free and love is expensive. Where losing a phone is more painful than losing your virginity. Where modernization means nudity, where if you do not drink / smoke you are out of fashion, where the kids flirt and pass negative comments to other girls. Where if you do not cheat on your partner is because you’re not smart or clever. Where the bathrooms have become photo studios. Where temples become dating points. Where to worship God is difficult. Where lies become realities. Where the ladies fear pregnancy more than the H.I.V. Where pizza delivery is faster than emergency response. Where people become toxic when they tell you your truths or when you resist changing. Where perspectives and clothing decide the value of a person. Where money is more important than family and friends. Where the children are ready to leave their families for their love of the moment. Where the boys are afraid of marriage, but they love having sex. Where love is a game. Whoever plays with the mind always gets happiness and whoever plays with the heart always gets hurt. Modernity, love and liquid education... The new generation of humanity.

[tharaa25]

"I was asked last week, 'who is your best friend?' I don't know. I don't use language like that anymore. It doesn't fit. I have friends that hold the keys to different doors of my personality. Some open my heart. Some my laughter. Some my mischief. Some my sin. Some my civic urgency. Some my history. Some my rawest confusion and vulnerability.

"Some friends, who may not be the closest' to me, have the most important key for me in a moment of my life. Some, who may be as close as my own skin, may not have what I need today. It's ok if our spouses or partners don't have every key. How could they? It isn't a failure if they don't open every single door of who you are. The million-room-mansion of identity cannot overlap perfectly with anyone. But I will say, my closest friends have a key ring on their hip with lots of keys, jingling."

- Jedidiah Jenkins

[tharaa25]

2022

Diving license

Buy scooter

Bharatanatyam performance

Travel alone

Stand up Paddle Class

Start Maths tuition

Bike license

Gemas trip

Green Belt 6 Sigma

[tharaa25]

- Changing with The Tides

[tharaa25]

Looking back, damn, it was one hell of a roller coaster ride! UTP really brought out the best/worst versions of me. Honestly, I've made it through UTP, I'll make it through anything. (with Her grace, of course)

[tharaa25]

"We try to be pretty criers. We don't dance because we aren't that good. The reality of humanity is that we are all a little bit average at a lot of things. The truth is that we're all not that good. So stop holding yourself from enjoying the things that you love because you're not a prodigy at everything. Scream the song at the top of your lungs and confess your love and let your voice be shaky. Cry big ugly tears, dance really badly, because life is too short to be scared of being human."

- Whitney Hanson

[tharaa25]

"I push away the people that I love the most, why?

I don't want no one to know I'm vulnerable, why?

That makes me feel weak and so uncomfortable, why?

Stop askin' me questions, I just wanna feel alive until die."

[tharaa25]

I don't want to be pretty like that, not in the way that beauty fades as soon as I open my mouth

I want to be pretty in the way that sweet words roll of my tongue and people taste their beauty with their mind rather than their eyes.

I don't want to be pretty like that, not in the way that I draw all the attention in the room that me.

I want to be pretty in the way wild flowers hidden in the most unlikely places are pretty, I want people to stop and think, wow she changes the way that I see weeds.

I don't want to be pretty like that, not in the way that overshadows the beauty of others.

I want to be pretty like when you re-read a letter from an old friend, so that when you look at me, you're reminded of all that is valuable in you.

- Whitney Hanson

[sarcasticphilosopher01-deactiva]

I can tell by your sarcastic undertones, rude comments, and sheer lack of common decency that we should be best friends