𝑭𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒚 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆

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#mycrazynightadventures

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Cph 2020

#sleeplessnights

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Running

I have ran for so long, that I don't even remember how it feels to stay one place. To stay without planning your escape, but it's not not escaping no one holds me tight, but still feel trap and suffocated. If I stay to long I might drovn, and I'm scared you will hurt me. I like pain, but only the one that I can control. I can't control the pain if it's not something I expect. I expect love to hurt, and that's why it does.

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I took his love, and he took mine. I took so much that I lost my appetite.

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He was the one

He was the one who made me smile

He was the one who made me laugh

He was the one who made me fight

He was the one who made me believe in love

He was the one who took all that away from me agian

He truly was the one

I will probably always love him, but letting go sometimes is what make us better at loving

I always joke about its weird I never have seen him once after we broke up

But I'm glad I haven't. I don't believe I'm strong enough to see him with my heart pumping and my body shaking while my heart telling me to talk to him, and my brain yelling at me not to

Life only give us what we can handle

And he is truly the one I can't handle

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My love

I looked into his eyes I saw so much more than just a lost boy He was dressed in jogging pants too big and an overly used T-shirt he reminded of a homeless, but his face. His smile could melt any heart and his eyes were so beautiful and the way he looked at me made me completely gone. My heart hit so hard that I could feel it the first time we kissed while we lay in my bed. his arms around me gave me peace of mind They said he was dangerous. They said he was not good for me, but I did not care I had seen something in his eyes that made me love him and shut him off. But his eyes changed It became cold and empty and it was my own fault I did not give him the time he needed, and now I had lost him.

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Crazy In mind wild in soul

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Darkness all I see is dark Darkness in my mind Darkness in my mood Darkness in my sight All I see is darkness Save me from my own thoughts they kill me from inside out And no one can see the damage it does to me Only I can feel the pain Pain all I feel is pain Pain in my heart Pain in my body Pained on my soul All I feel is pain