Warnings: smut, loss of virginity, mutual pining, f! Receiving, unprotected piv, f! Oral, possibly really bad Spanish (I don't speak Spanish, I apologize, corrections appreciated if anything is wrong!)
A/N: I'm alive, my schedule has been a bit crazy I got a job and have been doing murals as a side hustle, so it's been a bit crazy.
Colter, a miserable hellscape of the gorgeous land we call home. We were chased there by the Pinkertons after Micah lost his head during a heist and caused a scene.
We lost Jenny and Davey; we don't know what happened with Sean or John. We were all split up and highly vulnerable. I was surprised I made it to Colter alive, given that I didn't get a chance to pack anything other than thin clothes- no coat.
Because of this, I had to stay close to everyone else or the fire to warm up enough; though, at night, I was highly susceptible to the cold. With this in mind, I hesitantly asked a few of the gang members to help me warm up, it was Lenny and Charles who accepted this in a platonic manner.
Thankfully, I didn't have to ask Bill or Micah out of desperation; there's no way either would be nice. Bill would smell of armpits and sweat, and Micah is so creepy that I would probably end up needing a gun for self-defense. Charles and Lenny, though? They were incredibly considerate, avoiding certain places and keeping just enough distance to still help warm me up and keep it platonic.
Tonight, though, Dutch decided to gather some of the men, Lenny and Charles included, to check on materials and hunt, leaving me with either Arthur or Javier. I, feeling uncomfortable bugging Arthur at his ripe old age of 36, went to Javier instead, since we were closer in age, being in our early twenties.
I trudged through the snow, shivering like a leaf as my leg tried to sink deeper into the near waist-high snow. I was slightly shorter than the other women, making the snow seem deeper to me.
I huffed out a puff of a cloud as I stumbled a little, trying to get to the beaten path sooner rather than later. As I trudged through the deep snow the ladies refused to go through, causing it to get deeper for me, my leg got stuck. "Shit, shit, shit!" I panted, trying to make wiggle room for my leg, "Not now!" I whined, feeling panic set in; I stumbled a bit more as my leg continued to stay in place. I tugged on it, finally getting the snow to give, releasing my leg.
Feeling panicked, I picked up the pace, jogging onto the used path, past Dutch's, Arthur's, Hosea's, and Molly's cabin towards the one Javier shared with Bill, the freak, Lenny, and of course Charles.
I slipped into the cabin and shook Javier, who sat up, gun in hand, ready to protect himself and the gang. "Who's there?!" He yelled, waking Micah and Bill. "It's me, Javier! Lenny and Charles are out lollygagging with Dutch, and it's freezing. Can I share the bed with you?" I asked softly, making Javier ease up and put his gun away.
"Sure, ask the Mexican and the darkies, but not ol' Micah, I see." Micah huffed; I scrunched my face at his comment. Despite it being an unfortunate part of our day in age, I was never one to enjoy racism. "Because you're a disgrace of a human being," I snapped at Micah, making Javier chuckle. Micah rolled his eyes at me. "Sure," Javier said, helping me up, making it clear he didn't want me to have to deal with either of the two in the cabin with him at the time.
I appreciated it; for sure, I shifted to get comfortable, shyly keeping a distance from him that was close enough to get warmth but far enough to be platonic. I heard Javier huff a small chuckle before I felt him gently pull me closer, pulling me into a spooning position. I blushed heavily and hid my face, despite him not being able to see my face.
"Move this leg?" He said softly, poking my right leg. I did, and he immediately filled the space with his leg. "Aw, look at that, the love birds are cuddled up," Micah cooed mockingly. "Shut up, Micah," I snapped, making Micah laugh condescendingly.
I heard Bill grumbling and felt the bunk shaking a little as he shifted, just as Micah decided to get into his own bunk. Finally, I don't have to deal with the raging racist. I snapped out of my thought when I felt Javier's arm wrap around my waist. I tensed in surprise, making Javier hum softly, nuzzling into the nape of my neck.
I shyly shifted, making him pull me closer. "Have I ever told you I have feelings for you?" He hummed in a whisper, making me blush a bit more. "No? Not until now," I sassed, trying to hide my shyness. He chuckled softly.
"S-So it is mutual?" I stuttered with a timid smile, feeling flabbergasted and genuinely happy; butterflies spread through my stomach, and my heart started pounding. "Si, that is, if you have the same feelings," he hummed softly, gently playing with my hair. I grinned shyly and slowly relaxed into him.
He nuzzled into the name of my neck. "So, ever laid with a man before?" He asked flirtatiously. "No," I awkwardly said. Javier chuckled and shifted closer. "No one had you? You're such a pretty girl," Javier cooed, "No, no one has.." I muttered shyly, "Want me to change that?" Javier asked, without skipping a beat.
I felt my blush creep down to my neck. "Um-" I said awkwardly, "I'll be gentle." He said softly, pecking my neck. I wanted it, but felt too shy to admit it.
Javier shifted to rest on his arm, looking down at me for my answer. Apparently he knew my answer quickly just from my face because he leaned in, his face soft and showing care. I bashfully looked at him before he leaned in more, his lips brushing against mine making me gasp softly. He chuckled quietly in response before kissing me, it was gentle, caring, and loving.
His lips were soft, I tried to keep up with his experienced lips, he shifted to hover over me, he slotted himself in between my thighs and gently pressed himself against where I needed him the most. I gasped softly making him break the kiss and grin down at me. "Yeah?" He whispered, making me shudder in response. He shifted and pressed a tad bit harder, folding his torso enough to bury his face into the nape of my neck as he slowly started to grind against me.
I moaned awkwardly making him hum in response, nuzzling into my shoulder for what felt like the fiftieth time, which was incredibly welcomed on my part. "Shhh, don't want to wake up the idiot or the sack of shit." He hummed as he gently cupped my cheek, still slowly grinding against me. I bit my lip awkwardly trying to be quiet despite the new pleasurable feeling.
He sat up and slowly ran his hands along my sides, still grinding against me "Mierda, so pretty." He whispered to himself as he looked down at me, eyes watching my face which was scrunched in pleasure and red from a shy blush. It was true, the feelings were shared, and my gods I wanted to feel every ounce of pleasure he had to offer.
He moved his hands to palm at my breasts from under my shirt, slowly messaging them in tandem with his hips. Slow, gentle, and caring, keeping his promise of being gentle.
I arched into his hands, making him groan softly "These are perfect, espรฉndido" he cooed, still looking down at me, paying close attention to me and my reactions, so much so that he noticed the blush slowly growing. He grinned softly, a rare sight, truly, and a gorgeous one at that.
He suddenly pulled away, making me whine "Nooo!" I whimpered, making him shush me again softly "We're still not alone, remember?" He whispered. I pouted, before I heard his pants shuffling a little, I looked down curiously before I quickly looked to the side, trying to be modest despite the situation, Javier snorted softly.
He took his pants off, leaving him in his boxers, he looked down at me again, grinning softly, he confidently reached down and lifted my dress, taking it off making me quickly try to cover myself. He quickly caught my hands "Ah, ah, princesa. I want to see." He said softly, moving my hands slowly.
I relaxed and bashfully let him take in my body. I looked to the side, still feeling shy, he hummed in appreciation. "You're gorgeous." He said in a firm manner, which helped me relax, slowly. He grabbed my chin with his thumb and pointer finger to make me look at him.
He leaned over and kissed me again, which I responded to quickly, I melted into the kiss just as fast, too distracted by it to even realize his hand was right at my panties, pushing them to the side. The only thing that gave it away was when I felt his finger pad at my clit, making me gasp loudly. Both of us freezing when we heard Bill loudly grumbling.
Javier looked over the edge to make sure Bill and Micah were in fact asleep, which thankfully the two idiots were. He looked back at me "We're good." He whispered before focusing fully on me again, slowly collecting what slick he could on his finger before slowly pressing it in, making my eyes go wide at the new feeling.
I death gripped the bed sheets as he stopped looking at me curiously "What's up?" He whispered, "I never even touched myself like this" I squeaked shyly, he chuckled softly, withdrawing his finger. "Maybe start with oral then, huh?" He asked, unsure I nodded. He moved away from me before he laid on the bed, stomach first.
I watched curiously as he shoved my panties to the side before I felt something wet and warm run along my slit, making me arch my back, my mouth open in a silent moan as he continued to lick my hole. It felt good until he suddenly moved to my clit, sucking it into his mouth, making my head feel foggy from pleasure. I felt like I was in heaven as he nibbled on it before he licked at it.
I held the back of my hand to my mouth as I let my face scrunched in pleasure. I moaned softly into the skin as he managed to finally get me to relax enough to push his finger in again. He slowly started thrusting his finger in as he continued to tease my clit with his talented mouth.
What felt like minutes were only a few seconds before he noticed I was ready for another finger, which he took advantage of quickly, pushing his other finger in, making my hand fly out to his hair, he looked at me, looking me right in the eyes before he made a come here motion with his fingers. My toes curled, I felt something tighten in my stomach, an unfamiliar feeling but not unwelcome.
Before I could tip over that edge he pulled away, making me whine again "Javier" I whined, "Shhh, amar," he cooed before pulling.his boxers off, letting his dick spring free, tapping his lower abdomen a little.
He looked painfully hard. He looked at my face and took his dick in his hand, angling it a little, before he nudged it against my entrance, making me feel the overwhelming heat of it against my clit. "Fuck!" I gasped in surprise. He hummed softly, leaning over me to bury his face in my shoulder "Ready, gorgeous?" He whispered.
"Yeah" I whispered back, feeling excited but incredibly nervous, he pushed his tip in slowly, making me gasp in surprise at the tingling pain. He paused at the sound "It's okay, it happens" he whispered, "I feel you take the roses of a lot of women" I teased, making him chuckle softly at the statement "Just once or twice" he said honestly.
"Sure" I said softly, choosing to tease him playfully, he huffed as he pushed in a little more when he felt me relaxing, groaning softly at the feeling of being fully sheathed inside me. "It's the truth, though, I will say, you feel a lot better than them" he hummed affectionately.
"I bet you say that a lot" I sassed, trying to push the shyness to the side. He chuckled softly before grinding against me to test the waters. I moaned softly and hugged onto him like death himself was in the room with us. "That good, huh?" He asked softly before picking up a slow, gentle pace, trying to find the right spot to send me into a pleasurable haze.
I opened my mouth to answer his question but interrupted myself with a wanton moan, making it clear his tip brushed just right against what he was looking for. He grinned and angled his hips to abuse the spot, maintaining his slow grind, pouring his love into his actions, which made the moment feel like cloud nine.
He felt amazing, feeling his ridges, his girth, everything felt amazing at that moment, even moreso as he focused all his energy to that one spot. I arched into his body that was not hovering over me anymore, instead he was laying on me, making sure to put just enough weight on me to let me enjoy his existence even more.
He groaned softly in my ear and if he were real, it would have made even the devil blush at how down right gorgeous the sound was. "Mierda, so fucking good, you feel so fucking soft" he whispered, making me moan in response as he pressed against me deep enough that I felt his balls against my ass. An idea sprung into his mind and he sat up hesitantly, and rolled me over onto my stomach.
He leaned over and pressed his chest into my back and repeatedly pressed into me as deep as he could, angling his hips to focus on my G-spot again all while letting his balls hit my slick covered clit, his actions finally made me snap.
With a whorish moan I came, clenching around his dick "Oh yes, Javier! Fuck!" I moaned as he slowly ground into me, moaning in response to my own moan. "Fuck yeah, princesa!" He moaned, pushing deeper into me before he came inside me, making me gasp at the feeling. "That was amazing" he panted softly, staying inside me as he let himself get grounded once more.
He laid down next to my twitching body, rubbing my back to help me come down from my overwhelming high. "Hope that exchange helped warm you up enough for tonight" he murmured softly, his mustache tickling my skin a little as he kissed my shoulders. I finally relaxed and moved to cuddle into him more. "It will." I reassured him. I buried my face in his chest as he pulled the blanket over both of us.
He smiled softly before I swatted his hands away from my ass as I felt him kneading at it. "What? Are we not official now?" He huffed, and it was my turn to giggle "We are now, especially after that." I chirped making him smile "Good." He murmured, tucking hair behind my ear. "Yes" I whispered before falling asleep.
