That Strange Thing

Just a person trying to figure out who they are again. I love the world but the world kinda hates me.

[that-strange-thing]

It is what it is

We can only choose to live in the moments,

that we will one day look back at

And our hearts will yearn to go back to.

That time of simpler, easier,

laughter that seems as if it will never end,

moments.

Where are friends will never leave us,

our youth will never fade,

and things will never cease to amaze us.

But these are only moments and they fade into the sunsets we have witnessed.

Time goes on

and so do we.

This is what it is.

[mjalti]

joking about a kink is a gateway drug into developing said kink

[hidden-divinity]

my kink is mental, emotional, and financial stability

[fleurison-deactivated20190824]

may you get a sign this week that shows you that you’re on the right path and that things are flowing and moving in your favor. may the sign be evident, clear, and direct

[thinhip]

reblog to lose 15 pounds by may 31st

[peachisty]

friendly advice to not revolve your life around one person, one feeling, one place, one memory, one problem. the complexity of life and the diversity of the world is beautiful and you have the right to explore it. do not settle for less. you deserve better.

[perrfectly]

“I don’t know how to love without using my whole heart. I don’t know what its like to love someone ‘half way’. I practice giving love in the same way I’d like to receive it.”

— Reyna Biddy

[that-strange-thing]

Things I wish I could say to you.

I wish I could say that maybe one day we will end up together again. That we were meant to be, some day after everything. After we’ve grown up and done different things, that we would end up together again. I wish I could say that you were my everything. I wish I could say that I love you and I probably always will. I wish I could say that you destroyed me. You were the only thing I had. You changed my life and I don’t know if it was for better or for worse. I had to move. I no longer had someone to hold me when I needed them, when I doubted myself, when I believed it that I didn’t deserve to exist. I no longer have someone to just be there with me, to make me laugh, to sleep next to me. I no longer can sleep without any noise, I need something there. I blame your snoring. I no longer have the friends that you introduced me to, the ones I thought maybe were my actual friends. I no longer have another family that I thought I would really be a part of one day. And I know we weren’t good for each other or at least I wasn’t good for you and I know that you’re going through some things. I mean you have all these kinds of the people in your life that feel as if they have that, they’ve found whatever they need and you don’t know what you need. I wish I could say I love you one last time to you but of course I can’t because I don’t want to do that to you. I don’t want to push everything onto you as I have been for the three to half years that we’ve been together. You said that we would be OK in the sense that we had been together for so long that we would still be in each other‘s lives but I’m the only one that’s trying right now and that’s too much I wish I could see you again but it’s over and I get that. I do I get it. But it doesn’t stop me from trying.

[humansofnewyork]

“Something happened the second year of college.  I grew very hard on myself.  I became sad, and disappointed, and angry.  But then I met a girl, the first I’d ever been with.  And everything was postponed for a while.  I felt energized.  I was even doing my homework.  But now we’ve broken up, and I’m having to face all the stuff that the relationship allowed me to ignore.  I’m overthinking everything: ‘What should I do?  What shouldn’t I do?’  But the actual doing never happens because I have no motivation.  I’m sad all the time.  It’s worst when I go to bed, and I realize that I haven’t done anything, and that I won’t do it tomorrow either.  A lot of people believe in me, but they’re getting tired because I’m not there yet.  And it’s not their responsibility anyway, it’s mine.  I’m just afraid I’ll never get back to the way I used to feel.  The feeling of being awake.  And loving myself.  And getting out of the house.  And exercising.  And going to the beach.  And hanging out with friends on Sunday evenings.  And thinking just the right amount of thoughts.  No suspicions.  Or criticisms.  Or fears of the future.  Only the thoughts that are useful.  The thoughts I need in this moment.” (Madrid, Spain)

[anxietyproblem]

[that-strange-thing]

You were my home.

[gothgirlthicc-deactivated201811]

You ever get the urge to just ruin your life? Start drinking, smoking, doing hard drugs. Telling everyone you know to fuck off. Cut until you’re covered with angry marks. You know it won’t help anything. But you can’t help but dream about it.

[anasprodigy]

every. single. day.

[that-strange-thing]

Is he happy with me?

[that-strange-thing]

I almost kissed someone.

They aren’t my other.

Our lips brushed but I pulled away and he kissed my forehead.

We were hanging out with friends and he’s my best friend.

He’s touch starved and I’m touch starved so to easy that we were close.

I was saying goodbye and we got too close.

I hope it won’t happen again.

I’m just gonna pretend to be the naive person I once was and leave it alone.

[omysaveme]

WEIGHT LOSS SPELL

reblog to lose 10+ lbs before 2019

[australiansanta]

i’m at such a ?? time of my life i’m just ???????????????????????? like ????????

[that-strange-thing]

I fucking hate my boyfriend.

I don’t actually I just fucking hate that he essentially spends more time with his fucking grind than he does me. Like who the fuck does that. I fucking live with him. I fuck him good. I know I don’t make as much money and I don’t like sports. But if he’s spending his free time with him all the time while I’m alone in the apartment we share what the fuck. What am I supposed to do.

[berniesrevolution]