This blog is where I post art and cats (mostly art though). Feel free to send request as I will try answer all of them! (Even if it is a doodle poodle!). I post from multiple different Fandoms to real life! Just depends on what I feel like!
Rules-
1) you can request a draw of characters
2) no NSFW art (sorry but I live with kids and don't want them finding that shit)
3)art takes time, please bear with me
4)no controversial art post please! This is a politic free zone! Art is an escape for me
"Coughing up blood, her chin grazed the glass, adding to the bleeding. A low-pitched heartbeat started to ring in her ears. Her body felt so heavy she could no longer move."
⚠️CW for below the cut//: Blood, exposed bone, body mutilation ⚠️ proceed at your own accord
((OOC: HI everyone! I am taking a step away from my RP/ask blogs for a little bit for a very exciting reason!
I am working on an original horror series! I am very excited about this and can't wait to share it with the world! I've had the idea for a long time and finally putting it into action is very exciting for me!
If you would like to be tagged when the first chapter is avaible please like/ comment on this post!))
IT'S THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN FOLKS!! PRIDE IS ALMOST HERE!!
All my pride kitties are in stock (or available for preorder, arriving at the beginning of June) and now's the time to order!
I've also got a bunch of other pins and stickers in stock if you might be interested! From Deltarune* to Stanley Parable to some adorable little kitties, I've got a wide selection to choose from!
I'd super appreciate it if you took a look at what I've got! 💞
https://evilscornerart.etsy.com
(*Spamtenna pins are available for preorder until the end of May/will be available normally at the beginning of June!! Waiting for customs clearance for them!)
Here is my story that I think is important for others going through the same thing.
(TW: sexual abuse, suicidal thoughts)
I have been hesitant to post anything of my story and voice in this capacity. I didn't want my abuse to define who I was again. I didn't want him to define who I was again. However, I believe in light of the circumstances it is necessary.
A week ago, I found out my abuser made parole. He only served half of the sentence he was given. I wish I could say that I have forgiven him but I have not and will not. I wish I could say I wish he was rotting in prison for the rest of his miserable existence but I can't.
In light of this, I wish to bring awareness so that other's abusers don't get out like mine did. The time he serve was not enough.
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For 3 years, my body was not my own, it beloved to someone else. I was not in control and I felt powerless to stop anything. I believed the lies he spewed. I listened to what was fed to me. I was a minor, all but 13 when it started
For 3 years, I was not believed about what was happening to me. My cries for help were ignored. I begged and pleaded with those closest to me for help but was told that he would never do that.
For 3 years, I thought I brought it upon myself. I thought maybe I did something to deserve it. That maybe something was wrong with me that caused it to happened.
For 3 years, I thought I was worthless. I thought my story was going to end. I was going to have to kill myself for the abuse to stop.
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So what changed? 2 other women came forward. That's when they believed me. That's when they believed them. It took 3 of us to change people's minds about the man. It is unfair, our justice system is unfair
The trial? We won but he got away with so little time. Us? We got a life time of trauma.
Without those 2 wonderfully strong, independent, beautiful, young women who came forward as well, I'd would probably still be stuck. I am so thankful they did. They empowered me to do so as well.
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I am still slowly learning that my body is mine again, that it is no one else's. I am learning that my voice matters, that I don't have to put up with things that make me uncomfortable. I am trying to learning to how communicate again. However, I feel like I have regressed again knowing that he is out again. I feel unsafe too. I know terrified that he is out there again.
Spread awareness. Check on those around you every so often. Listen to those that cry for help, that beg for an ear to listen. Listen for for the silent cries when they dare not to be heard.
Hey, howdy, hi! (A rant/upsetti spaghetti thing/PSA????)
Please understand that if you vet staff seem "off" that day from how they "normally" act.
For example of my day today. Being yelled at by one person and be berated by one client than immediately having to switch emotions and head into a euthanasia of a pet I've known for years and the client if known forever too. Wanting to scream and cry already but then having to pivot emotions so fast to go into a new kitten visit and be happy and excited. Then one more pivot into another euth of a pet who belongs to an old man who's dog belonged to his wife who passed away 2 months ago and we have known the clients/pets forever. Then only getting a 5 minute bathroom break to breathe before right myself to close for the day. All that to drive in traffic and go home.
Once home to let my emotions set in and finally process what happened today only to realize I have to go to sleep in 2 hours and somehow fit in self care.
All this to say, cut your vet staff some slack people. We are out here tired and not able to process our emotions for 8-12 hours until we get home.
Yes I got angry on the way home and yelled at the "stupid driver" in front of me. Yes I cried when I got home and felt utterly exhausted. But would I change careers for the world of me? God no, I love what I do. I love each pet I care for. I want to help animals. Some days are just tougher than others
No one talks about how hard animal welfare is. It will take everything you have out of you. There is one simple reason for this, people. What people do to animals is cruel.
I foster allloooott. Probably more than I should but you know what? If I can step up an because I can keep them safe and give them a chance, I am going to give it my all. I may not have my license as a vet yet but the oath, "First do no harm" is my entire world. I strive to do everything in power to ensure tje animals I care for are at the priority of what I do.
Don't ever tell me an animal is a "lost cause" because you know what? They are not. No animal is ever a lost cause. May we have to euthanize? yes. Does that mean they were a lost cause? No! It simply means we are relieving that creature from their pain and suffering as an act of kindness.
All this to say, please understand animals matter. They feel, they breathe, they are living creatures. They are NOT toys, status symbols, or to ve thrown away when "broken" or "unwanted"
Thank you!
-an animal lover, vet assistant, vet student, animal welfare pursuer ❤️
as someone who works at her local aquarium doing both guest interpretation and animal husbandry as well as feeding logs, I can confirm - it. Is. HARD. But we do it ‘cuz we love it.
No one talks about how hard animal welfare is. It will take everything you have out of you. There is one simple reason for this, people. What people do to animals is cruel.
I foster allloooott. Probably more than I should but you know what? If I can step up an because I can keep them safe and give them a chance, I am going to give it my all. I may not have my license as a vet yet but the oath, "First do no harm" is my entire world. I strive to do everything in power to ensure tje animals I care for are at the priority of what I do.
Don't ever tell me an animal is a "lost cause" because you know what? They are not. No animal is ever a lost cause. May we have to euthanize? yes. Does that mean they were a lost cause? No! It simply means we are relieving that creature from their pain and suffering as an act of kindness.
All this to say, please understand animals matter. They feel, they breathe, they are living creatures. They are NOT toys, status symbols, or to ve thrown away when "broken" or "unwanted"
Thank you!
-an animal lover, vet assistant, vet student, animal welfare pursuer ❤️
