[thatcurlyredheadd]

i’m reminded time and time again at the end of the day there is just..me. i’m completely alone in reality in this world and fuck is that not depressing.

[thatcurlyredheadd]

i wish i believed a word you said

every word is tainted after you said her name

-vb

[thatcurlyredheadd]

do you love me? or is it just because i’m here?

the drugs have gotten to your brain again and i don’t know if what we have is fact or fiction

you really almost had me fooled last time, and then you left me worse than you got me

and when you come back and hurt me even worse i still look you in your eyes and smile like you hung the stars and the moon

i know i can’t keep going like this but i never seem to know when to give up cause my heart knows how to take a beating

and i still don’t know if you would rather have me or if i’m just soothing your wounds

but please just let me know

call me when you’re sober

~vb

[thatcurlyredheadd]

i’m so tired of being called strong, i did this all on my god damned own and maybe i wanted somebody to hold the weight for me so i could be soft

-vb

[thatcurlyredheadd]

autumn leaves fall

but i fell for you in summer

i thawed out for you as the seasons change

you showed me where you keep the flame

and gave me the chance to do the same

to see your soul is an honor, a wish come true

to see all of your hopes and dreams and fears splayed out, i have never been more sure of the lengths i’d go to give you everything

beauty maybe in the eye of the beholder but yours is simply a unanimous decision

there’s nothing i wouldn’t do to see you smile

because that smile heals the world and you don’t even see it

you set my body on fire and we have no water

i’d gladly burn for you

if that is what you wished

-vb

[thatcurlyredheadd]

when you know you know, and i knew from the start you were going to leave an imprint on my heart. and now it’ll be forever. people may think we’re crazy but you are the only thing that’s made sense to me in a very long time. you make me soft again when i’ve been locked up behind a wall for so long.

too bad this never came to be

[thatcurlyredheadd]

i always tend to overlook the present because i know what past you looked like

[thatcurlyredheadd]

it’s never ever ever enough

[thatcurlyredheadd]

i love you so damn much but you just don’t deserve me ever again

[thatcurlyredheadd]

i refuse to believe that we went through all of that for fucking nothing. that i gave everything i had to give and it still wasn’t enough.

[thatcurlyredheadd]

you were my safe space and now i don’t know where to go.

[thatcurlyredheadd]

i wish i could breathe steadier without you

[thatcurlyredheadd]

i would do anything to make sure she lived a life free, safe, and happy. even if it means without me.

[weltenwellen]

Perhaps the force that ties me to her and that which keeps her away from me are one and the same. There is really nothing to be done.

Franz Kafka, Letters to Felice‎

[thatcurlyredheadd]

it fucking hurts and i wish i had something poetic to say right now about it but i’m an idiot but an idiot who loves her and i can’t do a god damned thing about it but watch.

[thatcurlyredheadd]

“I wish I was as tough as I want you to think that I am.”

— William Chapman (via wordsnquotes)

[thatcurlyredheadd]

if i could dull the ache in my chest without hurting you, i would.