Welcome to my page!

This is where my music and my original art will be posted!! Welcome to the blog of an emo, Metalhead, who loves history! nice to meet you! ☦️

[thatemoartist]

Hello, Welcome to my official Tumblr page!!

I'm that emo artist! ☦️

About me and my page:

I'm 20, a bio female, but any pronouns you want to use you can, I don't care. Won't affect me at the end of the day.

I'm a newly converted Orthodox Christian ☦️ a traditionalist who loves history, oh- and i'm Emo, just pretty chill here!

I'm an artist, a small one- I do digital and Traditional though traditional art is my preference.

My favorite genres of music are Rock and Metal as of now, but I also enjoy classical music, and I love religious works... Mainly Orthodox Chants, but there are other fantastic works out there!

I'm also a beginner composer, so expect some of my music to be posted here too!!

I'm currently working on original stuff of my own and plan to post those when I can.

I also love making AUs and Headcanons for the fandoms I'm a part of. Which is many... I'm a Multi Fandom Lurker.

This page is more for my original artwork, but I will post some Fanart here and there if I like it way too much to keep it on one blog 😁😁😁

Anywho... Welcome! Hope you enjoy your stay!

Check out my other Blogs:

@myfanartpage (Where my fanart and AUs will be posted.)

@pressurereunited (this is the largest AU I've even worked on, and am still working on, so feel free to check it out... Posts on here have been slow, but that doesn't mean I've forgotten about it... There's just a lot on it already!)

Also check out my Instagram: emorebirthera!! For my general artwork and the_masked_preserver for my stories and music and if you want to understand more about me personally.

Anyway, that's all for now, thank you!

[thatemoartist]

Viae Aegidis

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Oliva German - An Original Composition

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Mater Mask Theme

[thatemoartist]

A talk with you all.

This is a moment to clear the air so to speak.

Over these months and over the passing year I've been trying to recover my Metal Health as 2025 was a very VERY emotional year for me... I was veering on depression if I was not depressed already. There was a lot going on, I was pretty much isolated all day, I didn't even draw as much as I wanted to... Too much shit going on.

And I made a post about me becoming emby (becoming Non Binary) as a part of that. It's deleted now, must've accidentally gotten it during my purge of old posts, but I realized something ... I was in the dumps about a lot. Including my own gender ... A lot of people saw me as a little boy, because I look VERY young for my age.

And in my mental state, I just figured: "Well, if no one can tell what I am anyway, what even am I?" And thus I wanted to go by emby thinking that would bring me that much needed relief from... Everything.

My friends- THAT is an unhealthy way of thinking.

It is because of this realization that I have decided that I won't use any labels on myself at all... My pronouns are set in stone, but you can call me whatever you want on here (not like I specify anyway)

For anyone who is my age or younger and you've felt similarly, let me tell you this: Think. Really. THINK before acting. Your identity should not be based on a mindset like the one I had previously ... It is because I love you all and want the best for you guys that I say this.

Don't do anything brash like I did in a moment of low self-worth, please make these decisions when you're in a rational state of mind.

That's all. Thank you.

[thatemoartist]

Sketchbook Dump.

My camera is so shitty so everything appears blurry, but I tried as BEST I could to get as clear images as I could!!

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Speedpaint of: The Revolutionary Change

[thatemoartist]

Being Real.

Just a rant.

After my conversion to Orthodoxy, and a self analysis into my own beliefs and morality... I've come to the realization that I'm not being 100% with everyone I come across. But who in reality is?

I mean, I don't open up about politics on here often... Nor about my religious views... But if anyone sees my AU version of the character Sebastian Solace, then you're gonna get a clear picture of who I am honestly.

So... Yes. I am that artist... And I mainly place pieces of myself into my characters so I don't have to be open with others.

Why am I not that open about it?

Well... For one I'm not too open about my religion on this app, because a part of me feels a sense of discomfort in doing so... I don't want anyone to hate me for my views (as I know some people on this app hate Christians, I've seen posts saying such before, and who wants to deal with that?)

I dealt with the same shit on reddit. I just don't want to be hurt by people because of my beliefs again.

I've felt that fear for awhile now, and mainly kept my religious views to myself... Closing parts of myself off because of said fear.

But overtime I found that largely this fear is kind of irrational... Not everyone here on this app wants my head because of Who I pray to. Tumblr isn't a damn echo chamber, y'know? We aren't robots, people aren't gonna agree with everything nor is everyone going to be as nice to me as most people I've met here have been. As much as I wish we all are nice to each other regardless of who believes what, I know that's never going to happen, because we're all human.

But I won't hate those people back- because there's nothing to gain there and that would be going against my beliefs anyway. I won't tolerate disrespect or insults, but I'm not forcing anyone to stay either.

If you do happen to hate me or unfollow me for my religious beliefs, well I'm sorry... But I can't fix that for you- I can't fix you- I'm not God, and I'm not you- that's gonna require looking into yourself and fixing that hatred yourself.

But I've decided into this new year, I'm not going to be so scared to be open about being religious, about being Orthodox, about being conservative with some of my views, about my love for Europe and their culture, about being ME.

People will hate someone for anything... I'm not any different, I'm not special.

Shit- RU Sebastian would've told me the same thing. Because I wrote him like that... He's who I've wanted to be... Unapologetic.

It's not about attention, it's about being real... My art shows who I am on the inside ... And I can't exactly be real if I'm too scared of mean comments. That's dishonest, and kind of cowardly.

I know what I am, and I know what I am not... And I would be damned if any fear took that agency away from me.

Not just me either... If you feel similar, please feel free to tell me in the comments... I'm here for you, just like I'm here for myself.

Don't let fear hold you back from reaching that potential, alright?

Anyway, That's all for this post... Until we meet again.

[thatemoartist]

Composition Name: Procidens

I started the Year with a piece I composed, enjoy!!!

[thatemoartist]

Hello my fellow Brothers and Sisters in Christ!

Sending Love to you from a newly converted Orthodox!

Other Orthodox Christians out there, tell me what you love most about Orthodoxy!!

What denomination are you? (If you're protestant, specify please as there are so many groups 😭.)

[thatemoartist]

Drawing: The Preservationist

Speedpaint Below!

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Projects of 2026!!

Check out my Instagram the_masked_preserver (my Instagram page for said projects) for more!

In Ipsom Forma- The Body Horror webseries about seven people (One girl (the host) and six guys) sharing one body (to be more specific, one brain) via an EXTREMELY taboo procedure known as Brain-Grafting. This will have comedic elements at times ... But it's going to veer in the darker territory.

Arnie's Horror Manor- A SPOOKTACULAR Comedy series about a haunted manor owned by a Ghoul named Arnold Mackintyre (AKA Arnie), and his staff whom work within the Manor. This is a full-stop comedy with horror mixed in!

Alley Of Dolls- I took the original concept I had and changed it around a bit ... It's still about a masked cult trying to reach the masses... But in my series, they're going to use music and videos... And it's going to be horror, but with a hint of comedy! (Edit: Update. This project concept is being paused or maybe even shelves, I'm taking the concept and using it for something else entirely...)

These will mainly be on the Instagram Page... But I do intend to post them here as well (OF COURSE I WILL)

That's all for now, until I post again!

[etheribot]

get to know your mutuals!

thank you to my lovely and kind mutuals @black-cat-book-witch, @sheydmade, @dumbcas for tagging me in this! i love things like this tbh •ᴗ•

the rules for if you're tagged: answer and tag mutuals you want to get to know better! ₊˚⊹♡

favorite color ~ would you all be surprised if i said my favorite color is pink? really, i am a pink girly through and through 🙂‍↕️ even in spells, sometimes i'll use a pink candle to represent myself! if i had to pick a second color, i would say green! i love green and pink together; such a springy combination!

last song ~ "Confused" by AOA! also, fun fact, i don't use streaming services! i use an old iPod nano because i really enjoy "nostalgic" tech!

currently reading ~ "Greek Mythology" by Walter Berkhurt, & "The Iliad" by Homer!

currently watching ~ i just started watching "The Witcher" on Netflix!! it's such a good show, omg!! but, admittedly it's not suitable for all audiences

currently craving ~ oooo right now, i'd really like something salty. i just ate a really sweet cookie, and i always crave salt after eating something sweet!

i'm tagging:

@saffron-etc, @towalkmyownpath, @star-struck-sea-lestial, @subtle-spiritual-oasis, @icedtheo !

[ros-sauce]

Favorite color - brown or pink

Last listened to - Maneater

Reading - Philosophy textbook (*withers and dies*) (I did not enjoy it)

Watching: peak (Princession Orchestra)

Craving: mushroom soup I'm so cold

I forgot everyone ever's usernames so just add on if you want to lol

[zondel]

Yeah I'll join

Favorite color: blue/turquoise

Last listened: flowerknot...

Reading: Hasen- Ein Portrait von Wilhelm Bode (not my favorite current read but it's the only book small enough to always have on hand)

Watching: Nothing really? Prsk events ig

Craving: it's early in the morning but I'll likely crave a crepe someday soon

If you want to join

@luckyashes @lylacynth13 @goosehadfood @/anyone

[goosehadfood]

Oooh yeah!

Fav color: changes frequently but currently a lilac purple/pinkish color

Last listened to: As RIN by Ako

Currently reading: In Cold Blood by Truman Capote (not by will cuz it’s required reading 😒)

Currently watching: working on getting thru all Nexpo videos!

Craving: not really hungry rn

@ilobmywife @asterix-has-thoughts @abby-wolf-reblogs @only-a-spoon @mizuena2010 + anyone else who wanna!!!

[asterix-has-thoughts]

Thanks!

Fav color: indigo/purple

Song - WHATCHACALLITSNAME by decoyman1200

Currently reading - Dear Martin by Mic Stone

Currently watching - Supernatural

Craving - one of those stupid crumbly nature valley granola bars. The oats and honey one specifically (aka the only good one)

@onelonelyghost0 @jaidenbah @jaxofsometrades + open tags!

[onelonelyghost0]

Thank you!!

Color: red/pink

Song: 4 Minutes - Madonna, Justin Timberlake

Reading: Sex Magic (for got the author)

Watching: the digital circus

Craving: I want to put a joke so bad but I can’t so uhhhhhh salty

As for tags @maskedcryptic @mentallyunawareofpapaya @jasontoddspussy and anyone else yall go wild

[maskedcryptic]

Ooooo thank you!!!

Color: green, always love the color green

Song:

Reading: For Whom the Belle Tolls by Jaysea Lynn. It's a very good read, you should read it

Watching: Marble Hornets.... always

Craving: uuuuhhhhhh Clover 😏

Tags: @rainrot4me @tastelessleather @prisonwhine

[rainrot4me]

ahhh thank you!!!

Favorite Color: Orange!

Last Song: Little Boxes - Loch Lomond

Currently Reading: Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein (I’m about halfway done!!!!!!)

Currently Watching: True Detective! I just started watching because I saw a lot of cool edits about it, and I love a good southern horror aesthetic.

Currently Craving: Coffee :( I ran out of creamer and am too lazy to go to the store, but really wish I had some right now lol

Tagging anyone!!!!! Feel free to continue the chain!!!

[collageoffandoms]

I'm anyone, and this looked fun.

Color(s): pink, green, purple

Last song: World Burn from Mean Girls (cuz I had to, not wanted to)

Reading: Thieves' Gambit by Kayvion Lewis

Watching: Supernatural

Craving: Down time

Moots: @metalmeowzz @falseclippy @theofficalrocketcorp @unseeingcrow @z-exe666

[metalmeowzz]

hehehe >:3c

Color(s): Green, Black, Red

Last Song: The fastest way to a girl's heart is through her ribcage by Ice Nine Kills :3

Reading: Nothing 🥀

Watching: Invader Zim: Enter The Florpus

Craving: DRAWING 🗣️🗣️and fast food fries :3

hehehe tagging my moots :3c

@cr00k3dwood @truthdawn @outofcreativitytothinkofaname @naviknowsnot

ehehehe

[naviknowsnot]

MwehehehehehaaAAA-

Colors: Green, black, white, and purple

Last song: Sugar We're Goin Down by Fall Out Boy

Reading: nothin :/

Watching: also nothing (boring as hell, I know 😔)

Craving: red beans and rice and peach cobbler

Tagging time!

@ihavemultiplehyperfixations @itzmasonxd @neveahdrawingparadise @crusadingaro @panicflowers77 :3c

[crusadingaro]

Ooo I love doing these fun lil games; thanks for the tag Navi!

Favorite colors: Black, gold, and yellow-green. My favorite gradient is dawn/dusk colors together like purple and orange/yellow

Last song: "I'm gonna win" by Rob Cantor

Currently reading: Haven't read in a while but I've been meaning to finish the second book in "Warriors: The Broken Code", and the second WOF book

Currently watching: TADC

Currently craving: Milkshake

Tagging some of my moots now! @monkabonka1 @thatemoartist @sages-shack

[thatemoartist]

NICE! Thanks for the Tag @crusadingaro

Okay, Favorite colors are Purple, Scarlet Red, and Black!

Last song I listened to was Come As You Are by Nirvana!

Currently Reading: Whatever the hell I wrote in my sketchbook as I'm working on a project.

Currently Watching: TRYING TO FIND SOMETHING TO WATCH RIGHT NOW 🤣🤣🤣

Currently Craving: Chocolate

Now it's your turn @yakuzalicious 😉 just reaching out to a mutual!!!

[thatemoartist]

Drew an Eldritch Potato with the sprouts and shit.

Hope you guys like it and whatnot.

My camera isn't the best, so please forgive the quality... But I really wanted to share this with you guys!

Food horror is REALLY fun to draw!!

Thanks to a friend giving me a ton of markers and me buying some gel pens, I was able to make this pure monstrosity!!! Tell me what you think in comments or reblogs!!!

[thatemoartist]

The Plan/Goals for 2026!!!

It's gonna be a year of me working on three projects in particular!!

My CULTS project is a horror project STRICTLY for instagram. The Alley of Dolls is a story about a masked cult trying to reach the masses. Simple as that. I'll try to be consistent posting on that, but I have two other projects I'm working on.

The Haunted Mansions project is titled Arnie's Horror Show. It's a horror comedy about a cast of spooky characters working for a Ghoul named Arnie Mackintyre whilst they reside inside a... Very haunted Mansion. I actually can't wait to post this one!!! I think I'll be posting this one the most.

The Brain Surgery story isn't actually a new story, rather it's a resurgence of an older story I worked on and then took a break from. It's titled In Ipsom Forma, it's a dark comedy, and It's about seven people trying to live life whilst they share one body via a procedure known as Brain Grafting. You get to meet all seven individuals, the scientists responsible for their creation, and the other experiments who live in the lab.

All these projects will be made for older audiences, since they're gonna be scary and gruesome and graphic, and I care about the kiddos.

Do these stories interest you? Stick around in 2026 to see more!!!

[thatemoartist]

LET THE BODIES HIT THE FLOOR

LET THE BODIES HIT THE FLOOR

LET THE BODIES HIT THE

FLOOR

I drew another picture of Metal Madara, and the song I listened to WAS indeed Bodies by Drowning Pool.

He would totally sing that while headbanging. That would be... Pretty damn Metal, honestly!!!

I'll be posting artwork and updates on what project I'm working on soon, but for now ... Just enjoy some fanart or doodles or whatever else I feel like posting.

[thatemoartist]

I cannot believe I haven't done Naruto Fanart here yet!!

Here's Metalhead Madara Uchiha for you guys, because I love Madara and he has a LOT of Metal Potential (a lot of characters in Naruto do now that I really think about it...)

Heyo Naruto fans, which other Naruto characters have Metalhead potential?

I think Madara would be into DEATH METAL if he was a Metalhead, and he has the PERFECT HAIR for Headbanging.

Edit: DAMN I WAS NOT EXPECTING ALL THOSE LIKES AND REBLOGS, THANKS A TON!!!