Amanda Angela

Down on the west coast

[rhsin]

most men hate the idea of losing the woman they attempted to tear down to someone who will build them up. this is why your exes all in a sudden have a change of heart when they realize that you’re close to moving on.

r.h. Sin

[rhsin]

hard to believe in a love that feels like joy when you’ve settled for a love that resembles hell.

r.h. Sin

[adirabennett]

[sunsetquotes]

It was not the feeling of completeness I so needed, but the feeling of not being empty.

Jonathan Safran Foer; Everything is Illuminated (via sunsetquotes)

[rhsin]

i hope you fall for someone who isn’t uncertain about you being a part of their future.

r.h. Sin

[rhsin]

your value isn’t tied to the people who are incapable of loving you correctly. your future doesn’t depend on the people who belong to your past.

r.h. Sin

[writingllama-deactivated2020012]

I almost wish we had never met.

Almost / Unrequited Love (via writingllama)

[vomitingwords]

I just wanted you

to choose me,

even if

I was nothing

but ordinary.

Can I stop thinking about you? No. // ma.ca.

[sunflorally]

your relationship doesn’t have to be toxic to be a bad one. it can be unfulfilling, exhausting, loveless. and someone doesn’t have to be terrible to you for you to leave them. if you aren’t primarily happy in your relationship, you have a valid reason to not be in it. don’t beat yourself up because your situation “could be worse.” if it isn’t what you want, you don’t have to stay in it.

[rhsin]

listen… (at New York, New York)

[rhsin]

soul x mates (at New York, New York)

[rhsin]

book: she felt like feeling nothing | by: r.h. Sin

[writingllama-deactivated2020012]

And one day, he’s going to see your new boyfriend’s hands around your waist, he’s going to look at you and think to himself, “I was so stupid. I had the world and let her go.” So don’t cry over a stupid boy, darling, because another always comes, another to make everything the other one broke better.

One Day / Unrequited Love (via writingllama)

[extramadness]

[conscious-love]

Try not to focus on “letting go,” but rather, just let it be. Accept the situation as it is. The breakup, the pain — all of it. This is your reality right now. Don’t resist it. Feel all that you need to feel, learn all its lessons. Let this experience teach you about people, love, relationships, life, and especially about yourself. Breakups are an incredible opportunity for self-awareness and growth in general.

The breakup is causing you pain, but don’t prolong this pain by attaching yourself to the role of “heartbroken and stuck.” See yourself as healing, as simply experiencing life. Go with the flow; let the pain flow through you and carry you through the necessary stages of grief. The more you fight it, the longer it takes. Breakups don’t need to make us bitter. Breakups can make us better. Don’t struggle to let it go, just let it be and the pain will let go of you.

Moving On 15.03.2018

[letters-to-the-sea]

There are heartbreaks that are just plain ugly. There is no going around them. They are all teeth and sharp claws. That’s how it is when you love with so much intention, so much hope. This kind of pain we get just once in our lives. One that stays broken for a very long time. Everyone else will not understand it. Sometimes even you won’t. You don’t have to. The only thing you can do is ride it out. Let it bite. Let it stay open. The worst wounds take a lot of healing. But you will, heal. Maybe not today and not as early as tomorrow. But one step at a time. You are strong. You are made to withstand no less. So it’s alright, today you just have to be human first.

Genefe Navilon

[catarinehancock]

there were good parts of us. of you. i will always be the first to admit that.  and sometimes,  i find myself picking through our memories like old antiques you find in your grandparents’ basement. sometimes, i blow off the dust on the day we met, or the first time we kissed. i wipe the dirt from the moment i realized that i was in love with you, and the first time i said it out loud.  i flip through our best times like old photo albums, listen to your laughter like it’s a dusty vinyl record. but i always end up sitting in front of the chipped china plates in the corner.  the broken picture frames lining the shelves; our first fight, the first promise broken, and then lie, after lie, after lie.  crack, after crack, after crack. i come back to the broken parts of us because i am not ready to acknowledge the good parts by themselves. i can’t trust myself to not stare at the shiny pieces for too long, to not forget about the chips and cracks on the other side of the room.  one day, i won’t need to hold  all our shattered pieces in my hand to know that they’re there, that they aren’t going away. one day, i will be able to  put the record of your laugh on play without being afraid of forgetting how that laugh also broke my heart. one day, i will be able to sit there, and just listen.

when i am finished healing /  things you find in your grandparents’ basement -c.h. // instagram: @evanescent.love (via @poeticaffinity)