Hello Friends 💙
I'm Shay and I'm 20 ❤️
I made this blog to help me talk about my struggles whilst trying to conceive my second child with PCOS.
I was diagnosed when I was 16 and was warned I would have trouble conceiving children in the future, this devistated me because all I have ever wanted to be in with world is a mother.
When I was 19, I met my soulmate. And 2 months into our relationship we found out I was pregnant.
It was a complete accident but we were still over the moon and so excited to be parents. I loved being pregnant and I was very prepared to be a mum.
At 20 weeks, my waters broke. We were assured there was still a chance we could make it to viability but unfortunately 3 days later my sons cord fell through my cervix, which sealed our fate.
Our son, Aspyn, was born 3 days later at 21 weeks. He passed during birth.
TTC after losing a child is hard, but its a hell of a lot harder with PCOS. It's been 6 months since my son passed and I have only had 1 period in that time.
I'm here to lose some weight, impliment more positive changes for my body and kick PCOS's ass so my partner and I can finally give birth to a child who can cry when they're born.
Everything I do is with my son in my heart, he can never be replaced or forgotten 💙