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Summary: Tony and Bruce look deeper into the effects and power the she devil has. Y/n also starts going stir crazy during her recovery making a very unlikely friend. Bucky experiences jealousy and doesn’t know how to handle it.
Blood. So much blood. My first kill that wasn’t from a sniper rifle. I froze up, it was quick of course I never wanted anyone to suffer. Seeing the damage up close was different though, she actually saw the life leave the man laying in front of her. Maybe that was the problem, she didn’t see him as a body but as a man. A father possibly, a son of some old woman. That was the day she vowed she would never kill up close without more research. Without making sure she knew the person had truly done wrong. To know for a fact it wasn’t a person but instead a monster.
I could hear a monitor beeping beside me in sync with my heartbeat. The lights were bright as I opened my eyes slowly, attempting to regain my senses. Carefully sitting up, even as painful as it was, i took notice of my surroundings.
The medical room. The memories came flooding back. Rushing out of the building with Steve and Bucky. Taking out guards left and right. The sound of a gun, the bullet piercing my shoulder. Then everything went black.
Then I saw a certain brunette slouched over his chair with his head laying on the bed next to my legs. He was asleep, he looked so peaceful. His bed head covering his face slightly, he looked so calm. The sound of the metal arm whirring and him taking a deep inhale alerted me he woke up. His eyes cracked open and before I knew it he was standing next to me.
“You're awake! Bruce she’s awake! Do you need anything? Water? Are you hungry?” He suddenly berated me with questions.
“Buck I'm ok, water does sound nice though please.” I said as Bruce stepped into the room. “Y/n I’m so happy you're awake, How are you feeling?” DR.banner started as he checked my vitals. Bucky left to get some water before rushing back in.
“I feel like I've been shot a few times, but other than that I'll be ok thank you. Uhm, how long was I out?” I asked and took the glass from the brunette and took a sip.
“A week.”
All the water in my mouth was suddenly all over me, “WHAT? A full week?”
After some explaining from the two, Dr.Banner cleared me to roam the house. With the exception that I absolutely can not work out, go on missions, or leave the house without someone else with me.
Everyone turned and looked at me when I walked into the common room. This must attention at once made me nervous as I gave a little side wave and said hey. Nat spoke first after her shock of seeing me and not Bucky, “Y/n/n I didn’t think you’d ever wake up. How’s the shoulder?”
“Bruce said it should be fully healed soon, maybe another week or two.” Bucky walked in and sat down beside me on the sofa. Sam, Tony, Thor, and Clint all said their hellos and wished me luck on healing and being on house arrest. I was reading a book and listening to everyone talk when Steve walked in and said there was a mission debrief in 20 minutes.
Before he walked out he spotted me, “Y/n I see you’re up and doing better, well at least awake. It’s good to see you, you don’t need to come to this meeting by the way. Bruce said you’re out of commission until that shoulder heals. Oh. and do not ever scare me and Bucky like that again, I thought we lost you after you went all devil and fainted.”
“What is he talking about?” I glanced at Bucky.
“I’ll explain later, let’s just say you were pissed when you got shot. I’ll never be getting in your way when you’re mad.” Then he got up and followed the others out of the room.
I frowned and tried to continue reading before a certain god of mischief walked into the room. He sat on the recliner across the room, “Hello Loki.” He just hummed a response as he summoned a book. So much for conversation when the others are gone.
The team left on a mission late that night, Bucky said they'd be gone for at least 3 days. Great, I have to be home alone and bored with the most boring person, god thing ever. How he got the title god of mischief I'll never figure out because he rarely does anything but read.
The next morning i was laying over the sofa staring at the sofa when Loki walked in. “What’s your deal? Is staring at nothing a form of entertainment on this planet?” He said stopping in the doorframe with a look of confusion.
“No actually. It’s something I do when I finish my book at the same time as being out on house arrest alone with the person that barely talks to me.” I stated matter of factly. He rolled his eyes at me and I got an idea, “You strike me as the type of person to play chess. Let’s play chess, I'll kick your ass in it.”
“Oh my goddddddddddd. It’s like you just KNOW what my next move is.” The score is currently 15 to 0.
“Maybe I do.” I rolled my eyes at him. Damn god.
“Whatever. I’m going to go put honey in the vents to mess with Clint when he gets back.” This caught the mans attention, “You’re welcome to join me and show me why you of all people got your title.”
We may have gone overboard with the pranks. Loki did anything that was too vigorous for me with my healing shoulder, but now I know what he’s actually capable of. We were chuckling to ourselves putting a flour trap above Steves door when we heard the elevator ding. Shit the came back sooner than we thought. Loki made quick work finishing up the setup. I innocently met up with the team Loki going straight to the common room.
“Hey Buck! You’re home early!” I gave a false sense of innocence. He gave me a hug carefully, “Yea, it wasn’t nearly as hard as we thought it would be. Hope the god of books didn’t bore you too bad.”
“Nah I actually convinced him to play chess with me, he beat me more than I'll ever admit.” For a second it almost looked like Bucky got upset. Shrugging it off I said the rest of my hellos before everyone split off to get cleaned up. Cap decided food was more of a priority first, so he went to the kitchen.
Bucky was the first one to come into the living room, me and Loki were playing chess again. It felt kind of nice to talk to more people on the team. I actually started to feel more accepted. Bucky looked at the board and told me to make a different move than I was going to. As I was making my move, all three of us heard a yell that sounded very close to Steve’s voice.
Then he walked in, covered from head to toe in flour. He was pissed. “Which one of you did it. Actually I know the answer.” He looked at Loki.
“Sorry Captain, wrong guess. It was her idea.” He smirked at me.
The mission went faster than usual, which meant I got to see Y/n sooner.
I didn't expect her to actually befriend Loki during my absence. Not like it bothered me. At all. Totally unbothered.
I mean I gotta admit it was really funny seeing Steve walk in covered in flour. Then seeing Nat walk in fuming, her red hair was now a dark blue. Y/n lost it in a laughing fit, this was first time I've ever seen her so open. After she hung out with Loki.
OK maybe I am a little jealous, how could I not be? She hung out with him for two days and suddenly she’s actually laughing and talking more. Over the course of the day multiple other incidents happened.
First was Steves flour bath. Then Natasha unknowingly dyed her hair, Y/n assured her it was temporary and would wash out easily. Then Tony was called Sugar Daddy by Jarvis and everyone lost it. I found out the salt was replaced with sugar while making food, let’s just say steak seasoned with sugar does not taste good. No one could even do anything yet because she was still healing.
When everyone thought we found all the “pleasant surprises” around the compound and we were sitting in the common room. Then Y/n gets a phone call from Clint, “Hey Clint, we live in the same house why didn’t you just come into the living room?”
“Why of all things did you use honey. You could’ve used anything and you chose honey. I thoughts we were friends man, it’s in my hair.”
First I'd like to say thank you to @capandbuckylvr for reblogging my story “she devil” It’s really giving me the confidence to keep writing it. thank you so much for your support and for the follow. I’d also love to say thank you to @dreaming-about-fanfictions for helping me get started in the first place, she really helped me figure things out and how to kinda get out there a little, she also has amazing works on her page I would definitely check her out sometime.
The point of this update is to also say, I don't really know where to go with she devil as of right now. I have a few ideas and have already started on the next chapter, but I would love to get maybe a few ideas and opinions on it. And the last thing I wanted to say is that I will try to start posting chapters on it or one shots in-between chapters every Friday and Tuesday.
Author: I’ll be honest I wrote this same night as part 2 way too early in the morning. This chapter shows a bit more of the readers true personality, there is a timeskip in it to try and make more progress with the reader. I apologize if that annoys anyone but it was hard for me to find another idea to do so. As always my taglist is open and I will gladly take requests currently. Thank you and remember to live a little ❤️
Summary: Still wary of the others and scared of the same rejection she faced as a teenager, Y/n attempts to keep her distance. She trains in the mornings with everyone making it hard to keep to herself now. Bucky starts to take more and more of a liking to the little devil, then he faces something terrifying.
Warnings: Cursing, Blood, Lots of blood, Implied burned bodies, worried Bucky, injured reader, and pretty canon violence and fighting.
Steve stood on the sidelines with some of the other avengers watching Bucky and y/n spar. She was quick and agile, he was big and strong but slower than her. Steve could tell the girl wasn’t giving it her all and was about to say something until Tony stopped beating his punching bag and spoke.
“Don’t tell me the scary little devil can't fight better than that. He’s barely broke a sweat fighting you. Those punches are cute.” He teased at her, his goal to piss her off enough to try harder without thinking about it. He just wanted to see Bucky get his ass kicked by a girl.
This was more effective than any of them could’ve hoped, Y/n immediately started to move faster. Dodging punches thrown at her before sweeping the bulky man off his feet. He jumped up quickly and caught her ankle when she went to kick.
“Too slow.” He sent a smirk her way but failed to realize her next move would be to drop to the ground and pull him with her. She rolled over and pinned him.
“Alright that’s enough.” Steve called out to them, but Bucky had different plans. He overpowered her and flipped the position so he was straddling her waist and pinned her with his metal arm. Then he saw why Steve called it, The girl had gotten worked up enough from Tonys words that her horns were out.
He took a second to take in her appearance. Her black horns, her h/c stands that came loose from her ponytail were stuck to her face from sweat, her e/c orbs staring up at him. He could see a canine slightly poking out from the pouty face she was giving him.
“Bucky do you mind getting off?” Y/n said attempting not to sound nervous but failing slightly due to the slight waver in her voice. That pulled him away from staring as he quickly got off of her, “Oh I'm sorry... You fought really well today though.”
“Thank you, you as well Buck.” She shot him a smile and took his hand to stand up. “Well done Y/n, but why did you hold back in the beginning?” Steve inquired.
“Just didn’t feel fully up to it until Stark decided to open his damn mouth.”
Before Steve could scold her for cursing Tony spoke first again, “Well I wanted to see what we actually have on our team, plus I'm sure it intrigued Brucy boy over that you got mad and your horns came out.”
“Indeed it did, I would like to see that again sometime maybe find out what causes it. Looked like maybe annoyance this time.” Banner interjected rolling his eyes at Tonys nick name for him.
Unable to sleep from her thoughts swirling down the rabbit hole. Trying to figure out if the team truly did accept her, or if they were studying her for more information before kicking her out. Y/n decided it was best to just go workout, maybe tire herself out enough to actually fall asleep.
So right now she was busy beating the life out of the punching bag in front of her. It had been too long since she had worked out alone, so she gladly embraced her true appearance to work on her skills. Dancing around the bag her tail looked much like a cats, acting as her main source of balance. After an hour she had started to focus directly on her target, causing her vision to tunnel in on only that.
Imagining a real enemy fighting her she was dodging attacks, attacking where sensitive spots would be. A kick to the midsection, dodge a punch, throw her own punch, dance around. The poor bag was in tatters within two hours of her work out. Finally she gave one kick with more force than intended, the 200lb punching bag flew across the room hitting the wall then the floor with two thuds.
She had been so focused she didn't notice there was someone watching her. Then she heard clapping behind her. Spinning around and getting into a defensive position, her eyes locked onto Steve.
He put his hands up in surrender, “Woah I didn’t mean to scare you. I really do not want to end up like that poor bag over there.”
She relaxed forgetting that she wasn’t in her human appearance, “How long were you there?”
“Long enough to see you trip over your own tail earlier and get mad at it.” He smiled trying not to laugh. He knew that there was a sweet girl in there somewhere she just needed to warm up to everyone first.
“Oh. Thats embarrassing.” She gave a small smile but it vanished just as fast as it appeared. “Anyways, did you need something?”
“No I actually got up for a drink of water, but I heard someone down here so I came to check it out instead. You’re a good fighter ya know, I hope one day you’ll fight like that during morning training.” Steve complimented her. “I only fight like that when I’m alone or against a real enemy Cap. Though I’m not as fast in human form, so it’s rare to see. I’m gunna go shower and try to sleep though. Thank you for the compliment, Goodnight.” She scurried out before the conversation continued. Leaving a confused Steve, he couldn’t understand why she was always so scared and nervous.
What the little devil didn’t know, was that Steve hadn’t been the only one that saw her that night.
About 30 minutes into her work out Bucky went down there to do the same thing as the girl. His nightmares kept him awake and he wanted to let off some steam. Between the nightmares and the self doubt he was feeling, he was growing increasingly irritated.
That irritation left as soon as he looked into the training room and saw her. She was wearing black shorts and a sports bra. Her hair pulled up into a ponytail, horns peaking through, and the unmistakable tail behind her. She hadn’t noticed him at the doorway so he stood there and watched. He hadn't got to see her fight like this since the day Nat was in trouble. She was gorgeous. The way she dodged things he couldn’t see, the way her face was full of pure focus and adrenaline. The way her tail swiveled with each move and turn she made. It was done with grace that only a devil could have.
When he finally decided to leave her alone, he ran into Steve in the hallway, “Oh hey Steve, what’re you doing up?”
“I heard someone in the training room I wanted to check it out. I see that it wasn’t you since you’re not all sweaty and I can still hear whoever it is in there.” Steve replied and cocked an eyebrow at him.
“It’s Y/n, I was gunna go in there but decided to leave her be. I don’t even think Natasha could beat her she fights so well. I’m heading to bed though, I wouldn’t interrupt her out of no where though Cap she’s pretty focused.” Bucky answered him.
“Got it, I’m just going to go check it out, I want to see what she is capable of. Oh and I see the way you look at her ya’know. She only talks to you openly, I'd say maybe you should go for it. Goodnight buddy.” Steve ended the conversation and continued to his destination. Bucky stood there for a second, was it really THAT obvious?
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A month later Y/n had started to open up more. She started to joke around with Tony more, even started to open up to Steve some after their conversation. She still didn't like the idea of being in her devil form around them. The team was currently on a mission, it was simple. Get into the base, take the necessary information, get everyone out.
Y/n, Bucky, and Steve were inside the base, the rest of the team already back to the jet. So far no one had suffered more than a few scratches. Steve was at the computer inserting the flash drive and the bug while the other two were guarding the room. A guard was sneaking up on the window to the room when an arrow wizzed through their chest and through the window. “Thank you Hawkeye.” Y/n thanked him.
When Steve was done and they were on their way out guards surrounded them. She was quick to transform so she could fight as well as possible. A few of them men froze up for a second but went into action quickly. The three of them managed to take them all out, but they were out of sight from Clint.
A sniper from the treelines took aim at who seemed to be the most dangerous. Y/N.
No one had anytime to register what happened before a bullet lodged itself in her left shoulder. Both of the super soldiers turned their heads to the source of the pained cry she gave out.
Before they knew it flames erupted from her hands, she was pissed.
“Fuck.” The boys said in unison.
Then she shot a flame directly at the sniper. She was happy when she saw him fall from the tree he was in. Quick to get back to work, it looked like a massacre. She was moving too fast for the Hydra guards to keep up with.
Within minutes after they took all of them out, Bucky looked around them. The bodies covered copious amounts of blood or were charred in various areas leading to Y/n. Who looked completely drained before she locked eyes with Bucky. Then dropped. He was quick to catch her before she hit the ground.
She was completely limp, and wasn’t breathing at all.
Author: I'm so sorry to anyone that wanted to read part 2 sooner, work has been kicking my ass and I'm trying to get stuff straight to get a new car and the sorts. I’ll try to get better on updating and posting more often just bear with me please. My tag list is open for anyone that would want to follow this story, and my requests are also open. Sorry if this chapter is a little rushed or cliche the next one will be better. Thank you and remember to live a little.
Summary: Y/n explains to everyone what happened. They all agree she needs to show everyone what she can do and Steve makes her and Bucky start training in the mornings instead for now on.
Warnings: uh just mild cursing, talk about death, talk of being kicked out, a little fluff normal stuff honestly nothing too bad
Y/n stood up and walked to the end of the table to explain. Taking in a deep nervous breath, all eyes were on her. She barely knew the people in the room with her, now she was forced to tell them what she so desperately tried to hide.
“I'll start with an apology for keeping secrets. I guess everyone now knows why I'm called the She-Devil. Basically I can shift into whatever you want to call it. I grow black horns and devil tail, I don’t really know why. I don’t really know why, I got angry one day at my mom and it just sort of happened. I also gain super speed in that form, and a few years ago I found out I also have fire power. I got kicked out of my home when I turned 16 by my mom. When I was living on the streets I was attacked by some drunk guys and some man saved me.” She said nervously and thought back to that day.
She watched as a man dressed in all black stabbed the highly intoxicated men. She was scared, her true form showing. When the man finished he spoke to her, “What is such a young lady doing out all alone at this time of night?”
“Pl-please leave me alone. I won’t tell anyone. I promise!” She stuttered out taking a step back. “I won’t hurt you, I can see you're special. I can give you a place to stay, in exchange for working for me. Theres plenty of people there, including some girls your age.”
Not knowing what else to do. She agreed. Unknowingly becoming part of the biggest assassin organization in new york.
Y/n snapped out of her thoughts when Fury cleared his throat, “Y/n continue. I don’t have all day.”
“Right sorry. So I agreed to his offer. A place to stay, as long as I worked for him. Who wouldn’t when you're 16 with no where to go? At first it was easy, just finding info on certain people. Then he forced me to train to be an assassin. He black mailed me into it. So I did. That was years ago. I found out the people I killed were innocents trying to take down my boss. So I killed him. Convinced some of the other girls to help me. And now I'm here.” She finished. She caught Bucky's eyes, they were reassuring. He went through this, he had to explain what happened when he was in hydra’s clutches. He understands.
Steve was the first to speak after some silence, “Y/n, Bucky. I want both of you to start training with us. I want to know what you can do. Tony and Bruce will be doing some testing so maybe we can learn a little bit more about the she devil.”
Y/n froze, they were ok with this? Why? Why weren't they scared and kicking her out. “Hey, Y/n it’s ok. We don’t look at you any different, we all have red on our ledger. You’re no different than us, I promise.” Nat said and everyone agreed.
After more conversation about it Bruce brought her to the lab immediately. He was curious about it, wanted to know why it happens and what happens when she devil comes out.
Y/n was internally groaning, she just wanted to go back to her room and read her book. “So Y/n, first i’m going to start with a body scan while you're shifting. Please onto the platform.” She complied.
When Bruce gave the go ahead she shifted. Tony gave a cat call when he walked in, “Damn I expected something scary not something of a fantasy.” She gave him a glare her red eyes piercing his. “Ok ok I yield!” He put his hands up in surrender, “So Brucie what did the scan show?”
“It’s so odd, its like the horns and tail grow from her body within seconds. There’s no magic involved with the shift, but I don’t know how. It’s showing your canines grew too, mind showing me?” Opening her mouth it showed they had gotten longer and sharper. Just enough to obviously not be normal.”
An hour later and Bruce taking blood for more testing she was headed to the kitchen. She was hungry and tired after the previous events. When she walked into the kitchen she bumped into a firm chest of someone much taller than her. “Oh shit!...” She looked up to lock eyes with the super soldier, “Sorry Buck I wasn’t paying attention.”
“No no it’s fine I should've been paying more attention too y/n/n, I ordered pizza if you’re hungry.” She could’ve sworn he seemed a little nervous talking to her. It make her sad to think about honestly, the first friend she made here being nervous to talk to her now. Putting the thought onto the back burner for now she accepted the offer. They both made their way into the living room and sat on the sofa next to each other. She still made sure to keep her distance of course, still waiting for the rejection she’s been expecting.
When the pizza arrived it didn’t take long for everyone to gather around in the living room watching a movie. After having blood drawn y/n got increasingly tired after eating. About an hour in she finally passed out, her head resting on Nat’s shoulder. Bucky looked over to see the girls reaction to the scene playing only to have the assassin tell him to be quiet.
He take a second to take in the scene, not only was the fiercest assassin letting someone fall asleep on her shoulder, but the reserved girl who didn’t really talk to anyone or touch anyone or even really come near anyone at that. Was asleep peacefully on the assassin’s shoulder, all the fear and stress of hiding what she is and then being exposed wiped from her face. He hadn't really thought about how pretty she is before, but damn is she gorgeous.
A little later Nat got up to go to bed, so she carefully moved y/n to where she was laying her head on Bucky’s lap instead. Whom had also fallen asleep during the second movie of the night. Everyone else had pretty much gone to bed by then except for Steve and Tony. Both of them watched Nat’s antics knowing the two most reserved people would freak when they woke up like that later. They were complete opposites in appearance, Bucky much larger than the girl laid out on the sofa with her head on his lap. Though both of them could absolutely fuck you up in a fight.
“I bet you $20 that Bucky will wake up in the morning and bring her to her room.”
“I dunno Captain I bet you $50 they're going to wake up in the morning cuddled up on the couch to the others talking about it.”
The next morning Y/n woke up to the smell of food being cooked. She hadn’t moved yet, she was enjoying the warm embrace of arms wrapped around her waist.
....Wait. Her eyes snapped open to see the living room instead of her bedroom wall. She carefully craned her neck to not wake the mystery person up and looked behind her. She immediately recognized the man propped up against the arm rest and back of the couch. She was laying on her side with her head on his lap.
With a beat red face of embarrassment she carefully started getting up. “Please do not wake up.” Was on repeat in her head.
When her mission to get up without waking up the man she walked silently to the kitchen. Stopping in her tracks when none other than Steve Rogers turned to look at her while standing at the stove. “Damn, looks like neither of us win this time.” Tony makes his presence known sitting at the table.
“I was looking forward to that $20 too.” Steve complained.
“Who else saw?” She was red again from embarrassment.
“Just me and Tony, well I mean Nat technically but she was the one that laid your head on him. She didn’t want to wake you up by taking you to your room. Want some pancakes? You have to train this morning so I suggest eating.” Steve explained flipping one of the pancakes.
Photo not mine. Honestly, I was just listening to Dying by lil peep and it inspired this so I’m not sure which direction this story will go. I plan to make this a series, it depends on how I feel about this part in a few days.
Bucky x Reader
Summary: Y/n was a lone wolf assassin that Bucky found during a mission scoping out a hydra base. Even though Bucky convinced her to join the avengers, she doesn’t get close to the others. She hides her secrets well, and spends her nights getting high. Bucky wants to learn more about her but doesn’t expect it to be so hard even if he is the only one she talks to.
Warnings: Weed (i refuse to write about hard drugs as I’m highly against them personally), minor depression, canon typical violence but it may include non-canon violence and gore later on, may include smut later on, cursing. This may include things that are triggering to some at some point, please proceed with caution.
Bucky had found y/n scoping out the same hydra base as him and Steve. When they finally had an attack planned she had taken it upon herself to snipe multiple soldiers from the tree line. After that the two decided she could prove useful especially since she shared the same hate for hydra. She originally wouldn’t give her real name, “She Devil” is all she would give when asked. She was a woman of few words. Very rarely would you hear her say a full sentence unless she was talking to Bucky.
Y/n laid down in her bed on top of her fluffy black comforter and sighed. She had just got done with some nightly training with Bucky. She refused to do training in the mornings with the others unless mandatory. She was zoned out when a knock to her door snapped her out of it. “Come in.” She said already assuming it was Bucky. The metal armed male walked in and leaned on the doorframe, “You know eventually you’ll have to train with the others and open up right? I’m not pushing, but they’ve been asking if it’ll ever happen.”
“Maybe, I don’t know.” Was all she said. Bucky chose not to argue or push any harder, “Just something to think about Y/n.” With that he left closing the door behind him. She didn’t waste any time to lock her door and pulled out her dab pen. It was the easiest way to smoke without anyone smelling it. She took a few hits, after a minute the world around her became jaded. She felt happy, like everything from her past was nothing but a thought. She laid back down and let her eyes close. The world was spinning around her as she fell into a soft slumber.
She knew she should stop doing this, it was the only way she could properly sleep without every noise waking her up.
The next morning she woke up with a start, the peaceful dream she was having shifted into the vivid memory of her first kill.
Deep inhale. Slow exhale. The scope of her carbon fiber cheytac m300 aimed onto her target. She didn’t know what he did wrong to get a hit on him in her organization, but she had orders to follow.
Deep inhale. Slow exhale. Squeeze the trigger. He fell.
She hesitated a second, a child ran up to him. It looked like his daughter, she was bawling and holding him. She felt sick as she swiftly packed up her gun into a guitar case.
She felt sick at the memory. She found out later that he had threatened to spill the whereabouts of her organization to police. It made her wish she hadn’t killed him, she would not have suffered 6 more years with them. Wiping away tears that had found their way down her face, she went to shower.
Steve looked up, it was rare others were awake at 6AM like him. By now he was used to Y/n being awake too. He watched as the girl walked into the kitchen to make herself some coffee saying nothing to him but “Good morning.”
“Good morning Y/n, sleep well?” She nodded pouring her cup. He caught the hesitation though, the split second it took her. The pause she took while pouring the dark liquid. The deep inhale and the raise of her heartbeat.
He eyed her wondering if he should say something, but quickly decided against it. She would open up in time. “Just a heads up, you, Bucky, and Nat are being sent on a mission today. The debriefing will be at 9 o’clock sharp.” He was taken back when she said more than three words after that.
“Where to this time Captain? Siberia is too damn cold, please don’t be there.” She surprised herself honestly. When she was around Bucky or Steve she felt welcome, like she could be herself. It was still a work in progress to hold a conversation with Steve, but she was trying. “South Africa this time, so it’ll be hot. I would pack light.”
The debriefing went by fast, Y/n was nervous she had never been on a mission with Nat. Excitement of seeing THE Black Widow in action coursed through her veins, but she tried to hide it. The trio were in the quinjet, Bucky was in the bathroom when Nat decided to speak up.
“So why “She Devil”? Iron man is obvious, Captain America was given, and Hawkeye is just fitting. What’s your name story?” Nat looked over at Y/n hoping she would respond. She was trying to trust the sniper more, but there was nothing about her. Her hometown, her parents, everything up until the last year and a half. But she the h/c haired girl had been with for almost a year of that. It was amazing how long she kept to managed to keep herself hidden from the team.
“It’s a long story.”
“We have the time, it’s another 6 hours until we land. You can trust me Y/n, truly.”
Y/n knew better, it was easy to spot an interrogation. She couldn’t and wouldn’t spill her secret unless she had to. Silence. Nat realized she wouldn’t win this and stayed quiet after that.
A week later, the group was ready for the attack. It was simple after Y/n scoped the area. Go in through the unused back entrance, take out the target and get the hell out of dodge. At least it was going to be simple. Until Y/n heard a yelp from her red haired companion. She had grown to like the ex-assassin over the past week, even started to talk a bit more. Thats when she saw it, the crimson liquid leaked out of Nat’s side. Bucky wasn’t out of the building yet, and the girls were surrounded. “Bucky Widow was hit and there’s at least ten of them around us.” Y/n said low enough that the hydra agents could not hear it.
“Can you take them? Keep Nat safe I’ll be out there in about 60 seconds.” They didn’t have that much time. Y/n knew what she would have to do, but it would spill her secret. She would have a lot of explaining to do later.
Suddenly her e/c orbs turned a dark red. Two black devil horns sprouted out of her head, along with a long devil tail that had a triangle tip at the end from her tailbone. Her canines got sharper and longer. It was a fierce sight to see, but also terrifying to the poor agents who had to deal with her. It was all a blur to Nat, who was sitting leaned up against a wall her hand on her side.
Y/n pulled out a pistol and with an unnatural speed shot two of the agents. Her tail wrapped around the gun in one mans hands and yanked him to her as she jabbed her dagger into his chest. She quickly took care of the rest, it was effortless for her. The form granted her speed no human could hope to have, and eyesight and hearing similar to a hawk looking for its prey.
Bucky ran out right when it finished and was about to aim at the she devil. He froze when he recognized her hair. He looked at Nat, she was in and out and losing a lot of blood. He made quick work of picking her up as he and y/n ran to the quinjet. Y/n taking care of any hydra they came across on the way.
Y/n stayed in her room for the next two days, it took a toll on her body to transform into the She Devil. Not to include she really did NOT want to have the conversation about what happened. She knew it was all caught on footage, she had plugged a usb into a computer at the facility that allowed Tony to go through their footage. Ranging from a few months before to the present. Everyone in the compound had to know about it by now, it was only a matter of time before someone dragged her downstairs about it.
Those two days she spent high of her rocker, she wanted to feel something other than fear and disgust. She hated what she is, she was born a mutant. She had just taken another hit when a knock sounded through her room. She ignored it at first before Bucky barged straight in.
“What do you want?” she tried to say to him but it came out kinda jumbled. He put two and two together when he saw the pen. “Are you high right now?” He asked already knowing the answer. Her half lidded eyes and slower responses were enough of an answer, “How’d you know Buckaroo?”
He stared at her when she said that. Was this her? The real Y/n? He so badly wanted to see more of it, but he didn’t want her to push him away when she sobered up. The last hit she took caused her to relax too much as her horns sprouted again. “I know you don’t want to, but you need to come and talk to us about what the hell scene you made on the mission.” He walked over to her and attempted to grab her hand and make her stand up. She pulled away quickly, “Then what? I get kicked out?”
That’s what this was about. The reason no one had seen her for two days straight. He sighed, “Look I’ll try to convince Steve to let it wait until tomorrow but you better be sober when I come to get you. Though you at least need to go visit Nat in the med bay today when you sober up. She wants to personally thank you. Oh and I’m taking this you can have it back tomorrow after the meeting.”
With that he swiftly grabbed the dab pen and left. Leaving behind an upset y/n.
When she finally sobered up later that day she waited until she was sure everyone would be in bed. She finally left her room and went to visit Nat, they had got close during the mission. When she entered the room Nat looked up from her laptop, “Hey She Devil.”
She was giving y/n a rare smile that no one ever got to see. “Hey Nat, How ya feeling?”
“Much better than the other day thanks to your quick work of those agents. I’m actually glad in a way that I got shot. I got to see something new about you.”
“So you don’t hate me?” Y/n had dropped her barriers around Nat. She knew she could trust her now, it was strange for both of them honestly. Y/n rarely opens up around anyone, and Nat barely knew anything about y/n a week ago but already began to trust her. “Of course not, you saved my life that day. I gotta admit, it’s nice to see the real you. I hope one day you’ll fully open up.”
They talked for almost 2 hours before deciding it was getting late. When y/n woke up the next day, she finally left her room. She slept terrible that night due to Bucky forcing sobriety on her, so when Cap saw how tired she looked he was surprised. Surely she would’ve spent those days locked away sleeping. She didn’t say good morning this time. She didn’t even glance at him while she made her cup of coffee. “Meeting at 10. Be there y/n.” when he got no reply he continued, “It’s nice to see you out of your room again by the way. Mornings are lonely when the quietest person alive isn’t around.”
That earned a small smile from the girl who stayed staring at her coffee. But it was gone within a split second and replaced with a straight face again. The morning went by slow as y/n dreaded the meeting, already knowing it was about her. She was seated in the living room next to Bucky on the couch when JARVIS alerted them that the meeting was in 5 minutes. “It’ll be ok Y/n/n, all you have to do is explain what happened, and what the She Devil is. There will be questions, but no one will condemn you for any of your answers. We all have red on our ledger, it’s about time you explain some of yours to us.” Bucky reassured her on the way there.
When they arrived, she sat in-between Bucky and Nat. Glancing around the room she saw Tony, Steve, Sam, Wanda, Vision, and Thor. Just then Fury walked into the room and he immediately put his gaze on her. Locking eyes, well eye to eyes, with her.
“Y/n Y/l/n. It’s been a while. I believe you owe all of us an explanation on what the hell that was on the mission.” He sounded irritated but intrigued at the same time and y/n didn’t know how to feel towards it. Her anxiety spiked high and Bucky grabbed her hand reassuringly under the table, something that did not miss Nat’s attention. Then all eyes were on y/n when she began to speak.
“I apologize for not saying something sooner about it. I owe all of you an explanation of my past. So here goes nothing.”
Author: I did not expect this to be so long, I will make a part 2 in a few days hopefully. I fell in love with this the more I wrote.
@dreaming-about-fanfictions I wrote this too dang early in the morning, but I hope you enjoy this one as much as the last and thank you for your support 😊
Hey love 💛 can I request a Loki x reader fic? Something angsty but fluffy where the Reader is friends with the Avengers, and Loki can’t believe she’d fall for someone like him? 😊 Thank you so much!! 🥰❤️
so sorry for how long it took me to write this, I've been swamped at work now that school is starting back up. I hope you like it and that its what you were looking for! Thank you for the idea I really enjoyed writing this one ❤️❤️
Warnings: angst and fluff, reader gets hurt, stitches are mentioned, nothing crazy in this one just insecure Loki
Before:
Y/n and Loki clicked the second they met, they were basically best friends. They both loved books, both could use magic (y/n would never admit it but Loki was superior in his magic compared to hers), and most importantly they both loved to cause mischief together.
The sound of Clint screaming like a little girl was heard through the vents of the whole compound. Y/n and Loki sat on the sofa both of them reading their own books when they heard it. Nat, Steve, and Tony shared a look before looking at the two questionably. “Can I help you three?” Y/n said not looking up. She was more focused with the spider illusion she made, which was currently following Clint in the vents along with Loki's own illusion. “Why is Clint screaming? You two never relax like this in the middle of the day.” Nat answered knowingly. Loki looked up at them and shrugged, “I’ve no clue what you’re talking about, maybe he saw a spider.”
Then almost like it was planned, Clint fell out of the vent opening in the living room. Right on top of Tony. Tony groaned in pain and pushed Clint off of him. Y/n couldn’t keep herself from laughing when Clint went on rambling about two spiders in the vents following him. His head snapped over to look at the two. “It was you two! I know it was, one was purple and the other was green! Whyyyyyyy?” Loki gave the small happy smirk on his face that he only did around Y/n. “Arrow man, I think the vent dust is getting to you. We would never do such a silly thing.” Loki stated looking at y/n, who was smiling beautifully as she agreed.
Thor walked in at that moment and saw the look he gave her, he only gave that look to their mother usually. Thor asked what was going on and why Clint looked angry and terrified. Steve finally spoke up, “Y/n and Loki placed two illusion spiders in the vent to chase Clint.” “Did nottttt!” Y/n wined.
After a small argument everyone decided they wanted to get changed into pajamas and watch a movie, Loki only agreed because y/n had begged him to watch it.
When everyone was back and settled into the living room, Nat popped in a comedy movie that Thor and Loki said they'd never watched.
Y/n was seated on the sofa in-between Loki and Thor, wearing soft black pajama shorts, and a shirt with Loki wearing his helmet on it that Tony got her as a gag gift. Steve, Bucky, Nat, Wanda, and Tony were also in the room seated on another couch or various recliners. About halfway through the movie most of the lot were asleep.
Y/n had passed out, her legs thrown over Thor's lap and her head laying on Loki’s chest as his arm was around her shoulders. He usually didn’t like touching anyone, she was the only one allowed. He was stuck in his thoughts not noticing he had been staring at her sleeping face. He didn’t understand his feelings, he had never liked being around anyone, never enjoyed one persons company so much as he loved being around his mother. He couldn’t deny that she was beautiful. Her h/c hair perfectly complimented her s/c skin, with her piercing but soft e/c eyes.
He was so lost in thought he didn’t see Nat and Thor share a look of knowing. It was only when Nat got up and went to the kitchen “for a snack”, truth is she was going to stay by the door and listen to the conversation, that Loki snapped out of his thoughts. Thor cleared his throat getting the raven haired mans attention.
“Yes Thor?” Loki looked at his brother, slightly annoyed not feeling like conversing.
“Brother, I know that look you give her. She has captured your heart hasn’t she?” Thor asked quietly so he didn't wake the sleeping girl. He already knew the answer of course but he wanted to make sure Loki didn’t mess this up. He saw the heart eyes y/n gave his brother when she thought no one was looking. It was actually so cute it was disgusting and everyone had seen the way she acts towards him and looks at him. Had Loki not been so naive, he would have noticed by now too.
Loki sighed, thinking for a moment. Back to all the memories he had with her, she was the only one willing to give him a chance at first. She fought alongside Thor to allow Loki to join the avengers, she welcomed him with open arms no matter how much he pushed her away at first. It wasn’t until he saw her in battle on a mission that he gave her a chance.
Loki heard a scream and looked towards his team mate. Y/n’s hands were glowing purple, her eyes had turned a vibrant violet. He watched as she skillfully swung her large obsidian daggers, slashing a mans throat in front of her. It was that man that had screamed in fear. Loki decided at that moment he needed to know more about this little witch.
He didn’t expect that moment to cause a close friendship between the god and witch to bloom. Several things clicked in place all at once. The feeling he had around her, the want to make her smile and laugh all the time, the feeling he felt when she had gotten a bullet wound in her leg once when fighting hydra, the anger that bubbled up in his chest before he killed the man. He realized, maybe he did love her. A sad look formed on his face as he looked at Thor, there were no words needed. He couldn’t fathom that she would ever love him back.
The next morning y/n woke up cuddled against Loki on the sofa who had also fallen asleep. Everyone else had already woken up and gone to bed. She snuggled into what she thought was a pillow. Her eyes snapped open when the ‘pillow’ was breathing. She looked up at the victim of her cuddling, seeing the raven haired man that she had fallen for months ago. A blush formed on her cheeks when she noticed she had in fact fallen asleep on him last night. She carefully got up so she didn’t wake him and left to go get ready for the day.
After:
After that morning, y/n had noticed Loki was distant. He wouldn’t seek her out anymore, he would barely even look at her much less answer her. It was hurting her heart more and more everyday. She even asked Thor if she had done something to upset Loki, which is where she was now.
“Lady y/n, I promise you did not-” Thor got cut off by the sad somewhat angry girl.
“How did I not do something wrong Thor?! I fell asleep on him that night. I didn't think it was going to piss him off. He won’t give me the time of day anymore! Even Tony asked what I did wrong when he saw Loki blatantly ignore me in the living room.” She was yelling at this point, tears streaming down her face as she paced back and forth in Thors room.
“Lady y/n, please listen. It is no secret to me that you have fallen for my brother, please be patient with him. He does not know how to handle these kinds of feelings very well. Would you like me to talk to him?” Thor said, worried that Loki was going to push away someone that truly cared for him. “And come off as desperate for his attention? No thank you Thor.” She sighed and left the room leaving a worried but mildly upset Thor behind.
Loki couldn’t bring himself to talk to her. He would never imagine that a girl like her could love a monster like him back. So he withdrew himself from her, it made his chest hurt when he ignored her that day. He saw the sad expression she gave to him then to Tony who only shrugged to her. He stopped hanging around in the living room after that, he stayed in the library most days unless he needed food. He didn't get to see how sad he had made y/n.
She was angry now, hitting the punching bag with enough force, Nat thought it might just break off the hook on the ceiling. Nat had come down here to talk to the girl. She knew what was going on already, so she wanted to check on y/n. It wasn’t until now that she realized she and Thor needed to do something to fix what Loki was doing. The redhead had never seen this sweet girl so angry, she was yelling as she hit the bag with all her force. Venting to Nat about how Loki was a dick for ignoring her instead of telling her he wasn’t interested. That she just wanted to punch him for being such a jerk and for making her heart break into a million pieces.
Nat finally stopped y/n from throwing another kick to the bag when she said that. “y/n/n calm down, it's ok. I’m going to talk to Thor and get this figured out. Truth is, that night Loki and Thor had talked about his feelings toward you. He never outright said he felt the same way about you, but I was certain he did. And I'm doing this regardless if you say I can or not. I hate seeing my precious little witch so upset, it’s actually kind of scary to even me.” Nat hugged y/n. Something she rarely did for anyone except for Clint and Wanda.
Nat did exactly what she said she would do the next day. She had already talked to Thor about it, and right now they were both standing in front of Loki. “What do you two want?” Loki said, obviously annoyed.
“Loki why do you ignore Lady y/n every time she is around you now? I thought you had reciprocated how she felt about you?” Thor started. Loki was thrown off by the question, hearing Thor’s voice he noted he almost sounded disappointed in him. “As though she could love someone like me? I’m not someone that anyone could ever love Thor, I’m a monster.” He replied looking at his brother. Then he saw the anger on Nat's face.
She stomped up to him and got in his face, “You say this, but did you forget how she convinced us to let the “monster” Loki live with us? Or how she went out of her way to make sure you were comfortable here? or how she risked her life for you and got shot in the leg for it? Oh let’s not forget when instead of being scared and running away when you had got sick and your Jotun form came out, she took care of you and reassured you that you were different just like her. For crying out loud, have you seen her when she is at her peak power? She ripped a hydra mans head clean off simply because he called you a monster! Get your head out of your ass and fix this. She loves you Loki. But you will lose her if you don’t fix what you have broken.”
With that, Nat stormed out. Thor looked at Loki, who looked absolutely heartbroken he had not noticed all of that before. “Please don’t scold me right now brother. Lady Nat did enough of it for not telling you to clean up your act. She is correct however, y/n loves you, you have broken her heart by your actions. She has been taking missions nonstop for the past two weeks, and when she isn’t she is in the gym or her bedroom.”
Loki nodded in understanding. He needed to tell y/n how he felt even if she did not feel the same way. She could push him away if she wanted to, but he needed to let her decide instead of deciding for her. “Jarvis, where is y/n currently?” “She is currently in the medical room getting her arm stitched up Sir.”
With that Loki teleported to the med room and saw Dr.Banner stitching a nasty gash on Y/n’s bicep. Neither of them had noticed Loki’s presence, he saw how numb y/n looked. Her usually happy smile and bright eyes were replaced with a frown and her eyes were a dull shade of e/c. When Dr.Banner finished up his stitching he took a deep breath, “y/n I know you’re upset, but these solo missions are going to be the death of you. You’re too tired, this wound is the result of that and you’re lucky it was only a quick stitch job. I have informed Steve and Tony that you are not allowed back onto any mission until you get adequate rest and this wound heals.”
Loki clears his throat to get their attention when Banner finishes talking. Y/n looked at him then looked away, Banner left the room not wanting to see how this turns out. Loki takes a cautious step forward towards her, “Y/n please, I’m sorry. Just look at me at least.”
Y/n makes no move other than shifting her gaze to look at him, then he sees it. The anger and the sadness, that he has caused you to feel. It weighs heavy on his shoulders and suddenly his confidence wavers. She doesn’t say a word, only stares at him. “I did not mean to hurt you y/n/n, me and thor had talked one night and i realized tha-” He stops when she stands up angrily and cuts him off. “What did you realize Loki? That i cared about you? That i actually wish i could be enough to catch your eye the same way you caught mine?” She starts spilling all of her thoughts at once.
“No that’s not what i’m saying just listen.”
“No you listen. I waited Loki, I waited a few days actually, for you to be ok again. Before I realized that you simply did not want me around anymore. For a while I thought maybe it was because I fell asleep on your chest that night. Then Nat told me you and Thor talked. She thought you implied that you felt the same way about me. That you actually loved me back. Well you completely ignoring me and going out of your way to avoid me, was worse than you telling me you didn’t feel the same way. I would have been fine with staying just as your friend Loki. But no. I even thought that going on solo missions would make you worry enough to talk to me if only to scold me for it.”
She had tears streaming down her face at how little she thought he cared while yelling at him. He tried to grab her and hug her mindful of her arm, but she only shoved him. “Don’t try to act like you care after all of that Loki! I can’t believe i was really convinced for a while that you might actually love me back.” He froze, all of her words finally processed in his head. He thought he heard wrong the first time. Oh how stupid he really felt now. The h/c haired girl went to start going off again. He cut her off, trapped her against the wall and kissed her. It wasn’t a lust filled kiss at first, he was testing the waters. After he was about to pull away she grabbed his shirt collar and pulled him back to her with the uninjured arm. Catching him back into a kiss, for the both of them this was all they needed to understand each other.
Pulling away he looked into her eyes, they weren’t dull anymore. They were shining bright and she was smiling like an absolute idiot, “I’m sorry, i guess i should’ve let you talk….” She apologized sheepishly. “No it’s ok I hurt you and you needed to let it out i understand. But I am upset at you for getting hurt because you decided to go on a solo mission.” He leaned down and kissed her again, this time it was all teeth and fighting for dominance.
“I’m happy for you two and all but can i have my lab back?” Banner interrupted them.
Interruptions with drunk confessions// Bucky x Reader
Summary: Bucky and Y/n have been pining for each other for months, but every time they are alone and about to make a first move someone interrupts the moment. This one shot is 18+ only. Minors and youngens do not read.
Includes: Implied smut, dirty thoughts (but no details on the thoughts), Friends to lovers, drunk characters, an embarrassed Clint
Warnings: cursing, implied smut, and an implied drunk naked hulk, Alcohol
Incident 1:
Bucky and y/n were watching a movie in the compound living room while everyone else was on a mission. Y/n had her head on Bucky’s shoulder attempting to pay attention to the movie playing. With Bucky’s flesh hand resting on her thigh rubbing small circles with his thumb though, she was having a difficult time watching it. Feeling him grab her thigh a little harder, she glanced up at the sexy brunette meeting his intense but soft gaze. They sat like that for a moment, him glancing down at her lips. Right before he could make the move to kiss her, the elevator chimed announcing the teams arrival home. Y/n jumped up ready to help anyone who was injured, officially ending the moment with a soft annoyed groan from Bucky.
Incident 2:
Bucky and y/n were in the training room a few weeks later. Y/n wearing a sports bra and leggings, her hair pulled back into a ponytail, Bucky found it hard to focus. It wasn’t much easier for Y/n though, seeing Bucky in joggers shirtless was a damn good sight to see.
They were in the middle of sparring when Bucky lost his train thought watching her body move swiftly and beautifully (thanks to nat training her). Y/n managed to trip him and successfully pin him down, her legs straddling his waist. Their faces were a mere few inches from each other, Bucky pleasantly surprised at how good she got but annoyed he lost focus like that. “Pinned ya!” Y/n said excited since this was the first time she had beat him since they started to spar together. It was nice because they both liked to do this at night when most everyone was asleep, no one could bother them about what they were doing wrong the whole time. Bucky gave his signature smirk that drove Y/n wild as he flipped them over so he had her pinned instead. She gave a playful frown but laughed, “that's no fair, Buck! I had you!.” He chuckled taking in the pleasant sound of her laugh,”Nothings fair in love and war, love.”. She smiled at the nickname he had for her even if she didn’t think he felt the same way about her as she felt about him. She thought it was just a friendly nickname. They locked eyes, her mouthed open about to say something that she had wanted to for months now.
But oh how true were Bucky's words.
Right as she went to speak Tony walked in. Effectively shutting her up and making Bucky jump off of you as he helped you up. “Did I interrupt you two love birds? I would prefer if you did this in a bedroom and not in the training room.” He said with a knowing smirk towards you as you blushed a deep red. Of course you told him about your crush on Bucky he was like a father to you, and he made sure to tease you about it every time Bucky was around. “Shut up Stark, we were just sparring.” Bucky said with.....was that a faint blush Y/n saw? Did he like her too? With that Bucky left saying he needed to shower, leaving Y/n with Tony.
“Thanks Tony, I was about to tell him you asshat.” She said sarcastically. The three words circled in her head that she wanted to say to Bucky so bad.
“I love you.”
Incident 3:
Y/n was in the shared kitchen cooking dinner for the team when Bucky walked in. “Hey love. Whatcha making? Smells delicious.” He asked sitting on a stool next to the counter. “Hey Buck, Just some spaghetti. I hope it’s tastes as good as it smells then.” She picked up her spoon dipping it into the homemade meat sauce. Bringing it up to her lips she gave it a small taste. Bucky walked over to get a taste too. Or so Y/n thought. Until he had her trapped between him and his chest. His metal hand resting on the counter behind her. He was dangerously close to her and her heart was racing. She almost felt dizzy it was beating so fast in her chest. He brought his flesh hand up to her chin and swiped it along her bottom lip and her chin before licking some sauce off of it. “You had some sauce on your chin.” She was a blushing mess as she glanced down at his lips wanting nothing but to kiss him. The world had a different plan though as Steve walked in, “Hey Y/n, dinner almost done I'm starvingggg.”
Bucky backed away a step or two, annoyance evident on his face. He was getting real tired of being interrupted every time he wanted to tell her how he felt. He knew she felt the same way, Tony had told him your confession to him. The way you blushed when he was close or your heart picking up its pace every time he flirted, was evidence that Tony hadn't lied about it. The strong burly winter soldier had fallen for you. He didn't know when it happened, but he wanted you all to hisself. To hold you, kiss you, and sleep next to you. You were everything he wanted, strong, capable, smart, funny even with you’re corny jokes, not to include you were gorgeous even when you were fighting and covered in sweat and blood.
Y/n sighed disappointedly but covered it with a smile, “Yea I just finished it. Bucky can you guard the food while I go get changed into something more comfortable? I’ll let you get first dibs if you don’t let anyone touch it.”. He nodded at her excited about the possibility of getting extra food and she left the room. When both the soldiers were sure she was out of earshot Steve spoke up, “You know she loves you man. When are you going to make a move?”
Bucky sighs, “Well I was about to until you came in complaining you were hungry.”
Confession night:
Mostly everyone was gathered around the living room, some people decided to go to sleep instead of risking being hungover the next day. At this point Bucky, Y/n, Tony, Nat, Steve, Clint, Thor, and Bruce were still awake celebrating. What were they celebrating?
Their recent mission. That everyone managed to get out of with no injuries what so ever. Tony demanded that at least a few of them celebrate with a night of drinking and playing games.
At the moment they were playing truth or dare everyone sitting in a circle on the floor. Bucky and Steve were still completely sober due to the super soldier serum, alcohol didn't effect them like the others. Nat, Tony, and Y/n however: were drunk. Nat was nursing a bottle vodka sitting on the floor her back against the couch next to Clint with her head resting on his shoulder. Clint decided to stop drinking a while ago so he didn’t try to shoot an arrow at the moon again, which resulted in an arrow narrowly missing a terrified man in the park. Tony was sipping on a beer sitting next to Bruce, who choose not drink since last time it resulted in hulk running down the streets naked from a mouse. A sight that no one wanted to remember seeing. Next to hulk was Steve, Y/n sat in-between Steve and Bucky sipping on a half empty bottle of Bacardi (sorry if that's not what you drink, you can insert whatever you want instead). Y/n had her legs resting over Steves and her back was resting against Bucky. His hand was resting on her thigh again, making some oh so dirty thoughts run through her head.
“Y/n truth or dare?” Clint said with a mischievous grin. She snapped out of her naughty thoughts and looked at Clint. “Uhm I’ll pick truth.”
“Remember you have to drink two big gulps of your drink if you refuse to answer.” She nodded at him, “Who is the person you have a crush on? We know it’s someone in this room”
She gulped hard, Bucky's grip on her thigh tightened dangerously close to where she truly wanted him to go. She gripped onto the bottle next two her and took two big mouthfuls from it before setting it down. To say Bucky was disappointed would be an understatement. Everyone already knows she has a crush on someone, they just didn’t know it was him. Except for himself, Steve, and Tony. “Damn I thought for sure you were drunk enough to tell us.”
“I’m a spy Clint it takes more than that to get secret info from me.” She giggled drunkly, before a giant smirk formed on her face. A face Bucky knew meant she was going to get back at Clint for almost getting her to spill her secrets. “Truth or dare Nattie?” Nat rolled her eyes at the nickname the girl had came uo with for her, a nickname only you were allowed to call her by. “I’m down for a dare.” She said missing the mischief radiating off Y/n. She was almost as bad as Loki.
“I dare you to tell us which one out of you and Clint are the dominant one in bed.” Y/n smirked at Clints fear on his face, knowing that Natasha was too drunk at this point to keep to herself. Plus Nat liked to embarrass the man. “Me of course!” Nat answered laughing, much to Clints demise and everyone roared with laughter at her payback. “I always thought Nat would be the strong dominant lady!” Thor roared. “Not fair Y/n!” Clint whined. Y/n was just glad she was tight lipped enough and could think quickly even while drunk to advert everyones attention off of her.
A few hours later, everyone was passed out in the living room. Even the ones who didn't get drunk. Y/n was laying on the floor with her head on Bucky's lap while he absentmindedly ran his hand through her hair. She had finished her bottle a while ago but the effects from it were now officially kicking her ass. She dazedly gazed up at Bucky who was focused on the tv playing in front of him. She took in the sight of him just relaxed and enjoying himself. Her mind still wandered back to earlier; the feeling of his rough hand on her thigh, the thoughts that ran through her head, Clint wanting her to tell them who she loved. Maybe it was the confidence boost from the alcohol, or maybe it was because she knew no one could interrupt her this time.
She struggled to get up but managed to get on all four and climber into his lap. Her legs straddling his waist, he was sitting up so this easy movement put their faces close enough he could smell the alcohol. He looked at her confused, but the tightness in his pants arrived at the sight of her. Rose tinted cheeks, h/c hair slightly messy, the too big v-neck that she stole from him showing a good amount of cleavage, and her short shorts riding up her thighs. She looked sexy, there was no denying it. “love what ar-” she cut him off with a swift kiss to the lips. She went to pull away but he pulled her closer to him by her hips and locked her in a lust filled kiss.
They finally pulled away after the lack of oxygen got in the way. She gazed at him lovingly. “I love you Buck” “I love you too Y/n/n”
She put her head in the crook of his neck and relaxed in the scent of him.
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“awwww look how cute they are!!!” The sound of Nat’s voice and a camera clicking woke Y/n up. Memories came flooding into her head of the night before, including her finally confessing to Bucky. They had both fallen asleep like that last night, Bucky still had his arms wrapped around her waist as he also started to wake up. Finally coming to her senses she shot up and off of him and looked at Nat. Bucky was officially awake and realized what happened and why they woke up. “Nope love, you can kill her later. After that move last night we have unfinished business now that you’re sober.” She squeaked as he stood up and threw her over his shoulder with a slap to your ass with his metal hand. “Ow! This isn’t fair!.” Everyones jaws dropped as he walked off with you to your room.
To say the least, you both had loads of fun 😉 while everyone in the compound wished they had earmuffs.
The End.
Author: Hope anyone who gives this the time of day enjoyed this fic. I had a lot of fun writing it. Reminder: requests to help me get better at and into the groove of this are open, only for the avengers right now though. Also I'd love some constructive criticism.
And as always remember to Live a little Dangerous.
I’ve never written fanfiction before so I'm sorry if its bad or if the characters personalities are off. Please feel free to give constructive criticism. or to request something so I can get better at it. I truly tried, this doesn't really have a huge plot its kinda a Drabble with one of my favorite avengers to try it out. Thank you, and remember to live a little.
It had been a calm day in the compound for the avengers. Had been. Until stark came into the kitchen around lunch time. “Get up. We have a mission.” Everyone sighed annoyed at the timing, just wanting to eat lunch. Especially Loki who just wanted to relax with his lovely girlfriend.
After the quick debriefing on the quinjet everyone was ready to fight. “Steve, and Bucky will make a ground attack. Me and sam will create an air diversion. Loki, you and Y/n will sneak in while this is going on and retrieve the data. bruce just be ready to pick us up at the rendezvous point. Remember stay safe and if things go sour get out of there.” Tony finished telling everyone what we would be doing. it was simple really. Get into the hydra facility, retrieve data, and trust Y/n to drive everyone safely to the rendezvous point. Everyone collectively nodded our heads ready to get this fight over with. With that said, bruce landed the jet and we all piled out. Tony and sam immediately took to the air. Tony fired a blast at the tower in the front of the facility and hydra came pouring out. Steve’s group went to fighting while Loki and y/n shifted into two black cats. Loki was a sleek slightly larger cat with piercing green eyes while y/n was a fluffier cat with e/c eyes. The two felines snuck through the open doors being sure to not be seen. Once in an empty corridor they shifted back to human. “I’m starving lokes, we gotta hurry this up.” y/n complained in a whisper while they looked into a room for hydra. Two agents looked up pulling out guns. Y/n quickly shifted running behind an agent before shifting again. The agent was stunned but before he could turn around she hit him on the head with her pistol. Meanwhile Loki just flung his dagger at the agent. “is this really the time to talk about food, my lovely kitten?” Loki replied as she plugged the thumb drive into the computer. As it started downloading all the files, Steve huffed over the comms hearing bullets in the background “Can you guys please focus? They keep on coming it’s like they never stop coming.”
“Yea, Yea Stevie. It’s almost done downloading then we will be out of here. You guys got this.” Just as Y/n said that a few agents swarmed into the room. She started firing at them as Loki worked quickly to fight through them. Once he took down the last one she pulled out the thumb drive, “We got the info lets get out of here.” They ran down the hallway shooting agents when needed, one of them coming from around the corner surprising Loki. He teleported behind him and stabbed the agents back. “It’s so hot when you’re focused.” Y/n said admiring her boyfriend and how quick he works. Sam audibly gagged, “can you lovebirds save our ears and do that behind closed doors.” This only made the girl giggle at the man she saw as a brother figure. Once out of the building, Y/n quickly ran towards an abandoned suv and opened the door hopping into the driver seat. Loki got in the passenger seat, “Don't kill us please.” Y/n smirked, “Bucky, Steve im on my way you gotta get in quick.”
Thankful hydra always kept the keys in their vehicles, Y/n sped off kicking gravel behind her as the tires spun. Bucky saw the suv and ran towards it, Steve following suit. She stopped next to them tires screeching as she slammed on the brakes, Loki being lurched forwards suddenly with his signature scowl at her. “Sorry Lokes. Tony, Sam I'm on the way to the jet can I get air support?” She asked putting the gas pedal all the way down, Hydra in other suvs following close behind shooting at them. “You got it.” Tony replied flying above them with sam taking out a few of the cars that were in the back. Bucky leaned out the window and started shooting behind them. Until Y/n took a sharp turn on the gravel road and flung Bucky into Steve in the backseat. “Damnit Y/n, you’re trying to kill us!” Bucky yelled scrambling off Steve with a slight dusted pink on his face. “Sorry Buck!” Y/n yelled back, before swerving around something in the road flinging them around again. The last vehicle trailing them hit the obstacle head on and was stopped by it. Not chancing it she urged the vehicle to speed up more before seeing the clearing with the quinjet. She pulled up quickly and slammed on the brakes next to the opening, Tony and Sam already in the jet waiting. The four of them piled into the jet and Bruce took to the air bringing them home.
Y/n looked at Loki seeing that he was bleeding on his arm. “Babe you’re bleeding! Lemme see it.” She said her cat ears atop her head laying flat against her head in worry. “I’m ok kitten, it will heal.” Loki said kissing her forehead. It was obvious that he favored her out of everyone. Everyone else just annoyed him with how loud they were. It honestly made everyone happy the two of them could handle each other. Between Loki wanting to play tricks on everyone, like turning everyone into the opposite gender on April fools, and Y/n’s kitten like energy and mischievousness it proved difficult to entertain them constantly. But now everyone had to deal with two mischief lovers. y/n looked at Steve who looked visibly sick and hadn’t said much after her driving, “Are you alright Stevie? You look like you’re gunna get sick.” “With you driving like you’re in Tokyo Drift, who wouldn't get sick?” He replied making her laugh lightly. “What is ‘Tokyo Drift’?” Loki asked curiously at the girl. “It’s a movie, we have to watch it one night. And Stevie my driving is quite excellent.” She said earning several grunts of disapproval from various members. Tony laughed, “My poor car doesn’t agree after the last mission when you drove her of the bridge.” “Not fair, that was because of Hydra. They hit the side of it and pushed me off.” After that the ride was quiet, everyone tired, sore, and hungry.
When they landed, everyone went to their respective rooms to clean up then to the living room to relax. Loki and y/n sat next to each other on the sofa as Tony set up Tokyo Drift for movie night. After the pizza arrived, and everyone ate it didn't take long for everyone to slowly fall asleep in the living room.
Y/n was curled up with Loki when he picked her up and carried her to their shared room. He laid her down then cuddled up to her which she happily took.
I haven't wrote in a very long time but I would like to start up again, I've never written fanfics before but I figured I'd start by taking requests for the avengers since that's mainly what I read. i will write angst, fluff, limes. pretty anything that is not smut at this time, I will gladly sooner or later write smut but I'm not comfortable enough yet. I prefer not to do alternate universe stuff, but if you want a character ex: Clint: to have a super power or the reader to be a siren ect. I can write that. Thank you ahead of time to anyone willing to give me a chance and give me some ideas 😊
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