Dainty, Delicate, Thin

Sw:148lbs | Hw: 178 | Gw:105 | Lw 108.8 | Cw: 119 I’m 5’4” and 22 years old and I’m back bitches and ready to be tinier than ever 😘

[catchymemes]

[metamorphosis-42]

having an ed makes you so much more aware of other people’s disordered eating habits

[thatrexxybttch]

-“I just want you to be nice to your body and yourself”

You will never understand the disgusting thoughts I have in my head about myself. You will never be able to make them go away. You will never be able to love me into recovery. That’s just not how this works. If I allowed everyone to coax me into recovery with “love and caring and kind words” I would’ve 100% lost control and killed myself by now. But I can’t explain that to a normie.

[thatrexxybttch]

I’m fucking pregnant.

[thatrexxybttch]

My body said, “Oh you’ve only eaten one full meal in the last four days? We don’t like it, it’s bad for you, boom, food poisoning, have a good week love”

I haven’t eaten in like six days and I have never felt fucking heavier this shit sucks. Im so lightheaded and I’m not even getting anything out of it wtf

[caffeinatedopossum]

"Do these symptoms interfere with your daily activities?"

Bitch these symptoms ARE my daily activities wym

[c0keb0dy]

[lainna]

the photo by the way

[543634]

i have no idea what a normal amount of food is

[thatrexxybttch]

Are you an aesthetic, cute, tight clothes anorexic, or an oversized outfit for every occasion, nobody will see my body ever, do not look at me or I will turn you to stone anorexic?

[lild3m0nsworld]

[richsexlove]

[hearttattack]

im like "idk why i get bad headaches all the time:((" then i dont eat, dont drink water, consume too much caffeine, dont sleep and stare at my bright screen all day

[disturbedlolita]

[failed-apple]

me: is shaking cause fasting

also me: energy drink will fix that

*shaking intensities*

me: the risk i took was calculated, i am however bad at math

[tiny-rainy-deactivated20220606]

i want the romanticized version of an ed not whatever the fuck this shit is

[thatrexxybttch]

I will be weightless again.

Being in a relationship in a small town is hard because my son’s father started a rumor that I do pills and various other drugs and that’s how I lose weight and how my weight fluctuates so frequently because I binge and sober up and binge and sober up based on my mental health. But none of that is true, he knows better than anyone about my eating disorder because he watched me starve myself almost to death in front of him and there was nothing he could do. Anyway, so I end up having to explain that it’s not drugs and I have food related health issues and eventually after watching me binge out on an entire large fry from McDonald’s four or five times a day after not eating for three days straight, they start to question my “health issues” and I then feel like my eating disorder is inevitably outed. And then they start to try to crack down on your eating as if they’ll somehow cure you by making sure you tell them you put food in your system. Putting a timer on my phone to remind me to eat breakfast lunch and dinner still wouldn’t make me do it. Putting a timer on my life to make me eat breakfast lunch and dinner still wouldn’t make me do it. You will never be able to force me to “get better”. It’s not about that. There is never a full recovery from this. Nobody gets that.