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After all this time

I have grown up. I didn’t want to, but circumstances were hard and I had to. Reading my old posts and remembering it seems like I thought I would never be happy. But I am, I truly am. My parents got divorced and that is ok, they both are happier. I moved to another city, and I never felt more alive. I have a partner who supports me and loves me more than anything. He is the support, and love I needed all these past years. I matured with him and on my own, I see that it is ok to be in a bad mood sometimes. There are things in the past that will be always present, but you don’t think about them too often or too long. All those things made me who I am and I am proud of who I become. My point is, you don’t know what is in front of you, you don’t know what is planned for you, but you can dream, do things to better yourself and you will get out of all the bad things and you will succeed.

#afterlongtime #life #accomplishments #goals

Samo ti i ja i niko oko nas <3 <3

#love happiness simplethings

SIMPLE TRUTH

Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self-esteem, be sure that you are not in fact surrounded by assholes.

#depression low self-esteem #assholes out

Dosla sam “kuci”. Ma da od ova tri mjesta koja tako zovem, nigdje se ne osjecam kao da sam dosla kuci. Nekako to sad najvise osjecam za ove praznike. Nema me ko docekati, nema vise osmjeha, radosti, samo je ostala neka praznina, neka tuga. Postoje neki pokusaji da se stvori stara atmosfera, ali ja se ne mogu cak ni sjetiti tog starog osjecaja. Na trenutke se zapitam da li je ikada to bilo lijepo i da li sam se ikad osjecala srecno ili je to samo ono sto je bilo prividno.

Voljela sam vrijeme oko Nove godine i Bozica, ali sada ne znam da li cu ikada vise da ih zavolim. Jedva cekam da prodju praznici. Da se vratim ovoj trecoj kuci tamo sam od skoro pa mi valjda tamo najljepse, tamo sam bar svjesna da sam sama.

#praznici #samoca #usamljenost #porodica

scrubstudies

11 - 27 - 16 ☁️💨🌧

coffee & studies with my ron weasley-ed wand. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Klaustrofobija

Slobodna sam, nista me ne pritisce, mogu da izadjem vani, bilo gdje. Zasto se onda osjecam klaustrofobicno? Zasto osjecam da sam pritisnuta da ne mogu da se okrenem? Najgore od svega je sto ta prostorija u kojoj se cini da sam ima ogledala, pa mogu da vidim kako ostali se krecu, kako brz ritam vode, a ja ni milimetar. Pokusam da im se obratim, ne cuju me, vristim, lupam, a i dalje me ne cuje niko. Obrate se oni meni s vremena na vrijeme, kada valjda primjete da sam tu. Postave mi pokoje pitanje, bilo da je vezano za svakodnevicu ili su primjetili da nesto nije u redu, ali ne cuju moj odgovor. Onda se okrenu kao da nista nije ni bilo, i ponovo u svoj svijet, a ja ostanem u svojoj staklenoj sobi. Ne treba mi ni voda ni hrana, nista, samo da mi neko ubaci cekic, da mogu da izadjem, ne mogu vise ta trpim ovu klaustrofobiju.

#staklenasoba #anskioznost #klaustrofobija #zivot #komunikacija

slobodan-razum

I GOT MY MOTIVATION!!!

#grey's anatomy #meredith grey #motivation #go for it

inkskinned

A new world lives in me; comes with the morning. I am alive. I am growing.

Just when we think we’ve figured things out, the universe throws us a curveball. So we have to improvise. We find happiness in unexpected places. We find our way back to the things that matter the most. The universe is funny that way. Sometimes it just has a way of making sure we wind up exactly where we belong.

Meredith Grey

#meredith grey #grey's anatomy #life lesson #motivation

Every time I feel truly happy and satisfied, something slaps me in the face. Then I start asking myself, will I ever be happy? Like for real, or life will always give me slaps???