János

just a sad guy

[broken-depressed-hearts]

God I'm so lonely that I feel like I'm losing my mind

[konoko]

i need love

[thebookquotes]

I am here, alone, at the end of the world. I reach out and touch nothing.

— Haruki Murakami, Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

no i dont struggle with depression im actually a pro at it

[anxietyproblem]

[abnormall]

listening to all the bad things thats going on in the world right now is just making me even more depressed

[willemscream]

brain: isolate yourself

me: ok

brain: i’m lonely :(

me:

[s0liloquy]

“I know what its like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in, but you can’t. How you hurt yourself on the outside, to try to kill the thing on the inside.”

— Girl Interrupted (1999) dir. James Mangold

[depression-healthy-carrier]

Do I actually want to die or do I just not want to feel like this anymore?

[honigimohr]

Please understand that I get so messed up inside sometimes

[motelvere]

my love

[horrrifiction]

me: [is crying]

me: am I angry or sad

[latenights]

I’ll literally cancel plans just to stay at home and do nothing

[depression-healthy-carrier]

I desperately want to talk to someone about everything but I really don't want to talk to anyone about anything

[shh-7]

I regret every time I let someone know me too much

[depression-healthy-carrier]

Depression makes no sense. For a while you think you have it contained but THEN IT BREAKS LOOSE AND IT’S EVERYWHERE AND IT’S BROUGHT MATES

[depression-healthy-carrier]

I was dying to hear someone say that I was enough and it was ok