अदा

oh, how i delight in serene melancholy

[thatstolenpayal]

too disconnected from myself lately

just posting random thoughts that cross my mind through my busy days

[thatstolenpayal]

meri jitni aukat hai usse bade sapne dekhti hu

[thatstolenpayal]

my brain has been fried this entire week

[thatstolenpayal]

ek din maut ko bhi procrastinate kar lungi

[thatstolenpayal]

i just always will have to ask

[laijaayemirzakoi-deactivated202]

If I look at my father for long enough, I fear i would forgive him.

[thatstolenpayal]

long time

[thatstolenpayal]

someone please please make me study ohmygod

[thatstolenpayal]

i am half like the girl i survive college with

[thatstolenpayal]

you’ll never fade out of me, how could you

i try to breathe and all i smell is you

i try to speak and all i can say is your name

my hands know nothing better than being clasped in yours and my mind has shut the world off to you

they say life goes on

but how will mine when the birds sing you to my ears and the moon is a mere reflection of your heavenly face

my heart only pumps you into my body and my feet walk nowhere that won’t lead to you

im trapped

im trapped in this soulless frame

and my voice has numbed crying out for you

but you won’t come back

you won’t

but you wont leave me either

[thatstolenpayal]

hear me out

pre-wedding shoot idea : desi rapunzel and flynn setup in a boat with can’t help falling in love playing at the back

[thatstolenpayal]

yaar abhi toh 30 mins ad free listening ke liye 4 ad suni, wapas ad??????

[thatstolenpayal]

main tere zikr me bhi nahi, aur mujhe tu lafz lafz yaad hai

[thatstolenpayal]

oh shit i’m mortal

[thatstolenpayal]

ek din maut ko bhi procrastinate kar lungi

[hayeee-bawree]

In theory I want to give AND receive a lot of kisses and physical affection but the second someone comes close enough to do that I repel them like a magnet too powerful for its own good.

[1anonyymous1]

do u ever think about how much you’ve changed in the past 2 years and ur just like, thank god.

[thatstolenpayal]

when i was 12 the girls around wearing headphones looked so so cool to me, and i accomplished something when i begged my mom to let me use wired earphones while i wrote my notes. and as i type this i’m listening to my fav playlist with my headphones on, and it’s not that cool anymore but i just thought of this and yeah. I CAN WEAR HEADPHONES WHENEVER I WANT.