Morana Astradei is an allay witch whoās been broken, rebuilt, and reborn across multiple cycles of Queue56. She is a spellcrafter, potion-maker, protector, and a survivor of things most people canāt name.
Started as a neutral witch in Cycle 1, aligned with Citrine team but mostly a loner. Hidden her identity as an elf, but during the final challange was turned into vex due to all of the negative emotions. Became the first ever champion of the Queue.
In Cycle 2, she was mind-controlled by Chronicle after losing a sparring match and chose to stay under his command, even as it hurt her. Realized her feeling for Aelita and gained a girlfriend before things went bad.
In Cycle 3, she regained her autonomy, began healing, and realized she had feelings for Chronicle too. Became a new leader of RWA.
Took on leadership of the Red Winter Alliance in Cycle 4 after Chronicle forgot. Was stabbed by Wolf (a version of Chronicle) with a decay trident, leaving her with decaying wound, which couldn't be healed.
Died in Cycle 5 from the decay injury during the final challenge.
Was reborn in Cycle 6 as Vidalia, a pure allay without memories. Regained her identity mid-cycle 6 thanks to Aelita and began carrying the weight of all her past selves.
In Cycle 7, she spawned late, met her future daughter Kaltain for one hour, and is now quietly searching for Nebula Squad.
She is polyamorous, currently in a relationship with Aelita, and has a crush on Chronicle. Morana is not āthe broken one.ā Sheās the one who keeps going anyway. A soul fragment trying to stitch herself into someone whole.
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Queue lore is very important to me ā I try to keep everything consistent across cycles
Iām chill but passionate. Expect occasional brainrot and angst :>
weāre both fading. and I canāt hold either of us together. my form is very unstable. light slips through the cracks now. I think Iām dripping out of time.
Moranaās worse. she started the spell. that one. the first and last spell. the one that kills. not just the body, but the soul. our soul.
if she finishes it, her piece is gone. not reborn. not scattered. not called back. just... gone.
I want to stop her. I want to scream. I want to shake the stars until they tell me why this keeps happening. but Iām too far. and Iām slipping again.
if she falls, I donāt think Iāll be able to catch her. I fear this might be the last post I make.
if anyone will be able to get to her in time, please remind her sheās not meant to burn alone...
Iāll help you find her, but first⦠you need to listen, not with your ears, but with your time and heart. with your dreams. thatās where sheās calling from... :3
then listen with whatās left, little star, even if it hurts. the dream may not come to you⦠but sometimes, you have to step into someone else's
sheās still calling, but not loud anymore, she's loosing her spark, so you might want to hurry starlight. youāll hear her. I promise... and I'll be here helping to guide you as much as I can, she is one of us after all...
Iāll help you find her, but first⦠you need to listen, not with your ears, but with your time and heart. with your dreams. thatās where sheās calling from... :3
Sheās curled up in the dark, knees to her chest, bare feet pressed into nothingness.
The dream shifts around her like smoke ā sometimes a garden, sometimes a battlefield, sometimes a home she barely remembers.
She doesnāt move from the spot. She just cries. Silently, endlessly. Tears falling into a floor that doesnāt exist.
Every so often, a shape appears. A familiar hand. A glowing smile. A voice that says āI missed you.ā And every time, she reaches. She reaches with shaking fingers and soft whimpers, but they vanish when she touches them.
Sometimes they laugh as they disappear. Sometimes they say her name like itās a curse. Sometimes they look like Aelita. Sometimes they sound like Chronicle. Once, it was Kaltain. That broke her worst.
She doesnāt scream anymore. She just clings to shadows, hoping theyāll hold her back. And the dream keeps going. Longer. Louder. Rotting at the edges.
She still thinks she can wake up. She just doesnāt know how.
Umm⦠I wasnāt gonna say anything or ask cause Iām not supposed to be here but- where did my mama go? She⦠she just left⦠I canāt find her in the present queue-
Umm⦠I wasnāt gonna say anything or ask cause Iām not supposed to be here but- where did my mama go? She⦠she just left⦠I canāt find her in the present queue-
met someone today who makes the nether feel less like a hellbox and more like a playground
cosmic is fun. like actually fun, not in the āeverythingās burning and iām smilingā kind of way (okay maybe a little), but in the letās scale the top of the bedrock dome and pretend weāre free for five minutes kind of way
we ran through crimson forest, laughed at piglins, made the hoglins our side characters. it felt⦠good. light. like for a moment i wasnāt full of old dreams and tangled timelines
we donāt match, but we understand
both cut from the brown dimension. both not really supposed to be here. both smiling through static
except hereās the part that sticks in my teethā
i get to leave
and they donāt
not really. not yet. maybe not ever.
and i didnāt say it. didnāt ruin the moment. but it lingers behind my tongue. because how unfair is it that we finally find someone who understands what the noise sounds likeā
and iām just passing through
anyway we almost died like four times. 10/10 would chaos again.
thanks for the stars, Cosmic. you make the void feel small.
[ MORANA.ASTRADEI ā COMM LOG: CYCLE 8, WEEK ONE ]
[ USER: :3 ONLINE ]
met āher.ā
not her. but close enough to fool someone else. not me.
the way she spoke, too even, too calm. her voice didnāt trip over when talking. didnāt soften while talking about Morana like it used to. and yet⦠everything about her wanted to be familiar. like a mask.
i smiled. of course i did. played polite. didnāt ask why the stars didnāt shift when she showed up. didnāt say her name like it was really hers.
she said ānice to meet you.ā
i said ālikewise.ā
we both lied.
also met feriman. not what i expected, either.
very chill for someone with that much energy in their aura. very normal for someone who makes my spine itch in the same way time travel does.
we talked. laughed a little. traded shadows and pretended not to notice.
and for the first time since i showed up here
i didnāt feel like the only one lying.
they donāt know what i know.
they donāt know what i am.
and iām not sure what happens when they find out.
anyway, I must run to do stuffs, but to her ā the one wearing her voice ā
[ MORANA.ASTRADEI ā COMM ONLINE ]
[ USER VERIFIED. ACTIVITY RESUMED. ]
oh.
sheās still asleep.
like deep cycle-dream, vines growing, forest-wife aesthetic asleep.
anyway hi!
itās not her right now, sorry not sorry.
iām just⦠borrowing the comm. she wonāt mind. sheās busy dreaming about people who left her. itās very soft and sad and mossy.
you can call me dana. or donāt. iām new here. sort of. itās complicated.
all you need to know is:
ā i know too much
ā iām in a mood
ā and if anyone messes with her body while sheās unconscious i will drop an emotionally-loaded prophecy on you mid-pvp.
thatās all for now. i might cause a little bit of chaos and mayhem. or not. havenāt decided.
[written in different handwriting with purple ink and stardust]
In the forest down below
lies the peaceful sleeping soul,
worries shed, no more decay,
tucked beneath the roots to stay.
Vines have wrapped her hands and knees,
cradled soft by moss and trees.
Blue now blooms at hair's long end,
glowing where the shadows bend.
She does not stir, she does not speak,
the days grow long, the world grows weak.
She dreams of love, of warmth, of light,
safe within the arms of night.
The stars have turned, the skies have spun,
new cycles born, new stories begun.
But she remains where silence grows,
lost beneath the drifting snows.
No voices reach her hidden glade,
no hand disturbs the bed she made.
The forest keeps her gently there,
a soul in sleep, too soft to bear.
And in her mind, the world is kindā
no one forgets, no one stays blind.
She smiles in dreams and sleeps away,
not knowing she's been left to stay.
But dreams can twist beneath the skin,
and something dark is creeping in.
Where once was peace, there now is flame,
and voices start to call her name.
The skies within her dream grow red,
the gardens rot, the warmth has fled.
She tries to scream, to run, to wakeā
but sleep holds tight, and wonāt let break.
And so she lies in still decay,
as distant echoes claw and fray.
The dream is hers no longer now.
Something else has made the vow...
Hi, I'm Bethany, but everyone on the queue calls me Beth, 22, she/they pronouns, and I'm mostly a writer.
This is a Queue56 roleplay account for my lil faerie girl "Beth" (real name unknown). She is a devout pacifist and loves to make cookies for everyone, but tries not to get too close to anyone else due to trauma in her past.
About Beth:
Pronouns: she/they
Age: she lost count after a few thousand (mentally though, early 20s)
Height: 4' 6" when wearing shoes
Orientation: Aromantic Asexual
Species: Faerie
Cycle One: Not on the queue, was still in the fae realm :)
Cycle Two: New to the queue and was slow to make friends, mainly keeping to herself outside of giving people cookies, and mostly stayed at spawn, her only real companion being her bird, Puck
Cycle Three: Explored out a bit and found a love of building when remaking an island from the fae realm she used to visit, Neverland
Cycle Four: Once again settled next to spawn and tried to make herself more useful to her team by having their team base be hidden in her house
Cycle Five: Lived in a lil UFO house at spawn and joined the farm collation, while also trying to stay away from people, as she was bleeding out of an arm wound that wasn't there at the end of the previous cycle that never seemed to close
Cycle Six: Let herself have roommates for the first time, living with Bobby and Artemis, and threw herself into a building project with Bobby called the Schemes (aka hide and seek)
Cycle Seven: Who knows right know (tee hee)
Send me stuff in the asks if you want, just dont be weird!
She didnāt leave. Didnāt fight. Didnāt show up for the final challenge.
While the world shifted and prepared for whatever chaos would come next, Morana remained where she was ā deep in the woods, far from spawn, far from noise, far from the eyes of anyone who might still remember her.
She stopped moving. Stopped waiting. And then, slowly, she stopped waking.
It wasnāt death. Not really. She simply⦠slept. As if the quiet finally claimed her, and she decided not to resist.
The forest didnāt question it. The vines grew around her, soft and slow, curling around her arms, her legs, her chest, not to trap her, but to hold her in place. Moss filled the spaces between her fingers. Flowers bloomed where she rested. Her hair grew long, untouched by wind or blade, and where it brushed the grass, the strands glowed faintly blue.
No one came looking.
Time passed. The world didnāt stop for her, and yet somehow⦠it made room.
She became part of the landscape. A forgotten soul sleeping through a cycle that left her behind. Not dead. Not gone. Just⦠paused. Stuck, maybe. Until something changed.
Until someone found her.
Until something finally reached her through all the silence she wrapped herself in.
But until then, she would stay like this.
Because in her sleep, she dreamed.
She dreamed of a future that never came. One where they were all together again ā laughing, building, safe. Aelita smiled like nothing had ever happened. Chronicle giggled at something she said. Children were running around happily laughing and playing.
And Morana⦠Morana was happy. Not pretending to be. Not surviving. Just⦠happy.
And it was beautiful.
And it was enough.
So she stayed asleep. Because in the dream, no one left. No one forgot. No one broke her. And maybe, just maybe, if she stayed long enough, the dream would become the only world that mattered.
She didnāt wake.
Because for once, she didnāt want to.
Because this time, the dream was better than anything waiting outside it.
No one answered the first hundred times, and now my voice just echoes back like the world is trying to mock me for trying. I donāt think anyoneās here. I donāt think they ever were. Maybe this was always going to be my cycle to be forgotten.
I built a little shelter. Itās not much. Just enough to keep the rain off and the wind out. I havenāt touched my armor in days. Havenāt checked the comms. Havenāt looked at the sky long enough to count how close the end is.
I think Iāll just stay here.
I donāt have it in me to fight this time. Not when Iād be fighting for no one. Not when thereās no one on the other side of it.
Let the final challenge come. Let it scream and shake and burn through everything. Iāll stay right here in the corner of the world and sleep through it.
And if I wake up in the next oneā¦
Maybe then someone will notice I was gone.
Itās so quiet out here. Like Iām the only being left. It doesnāt feel like the cycles anymore. It just feels like... nothing. I donāt know how long Iāve been out here, walking through the woods, waiting for somethingāanythingāto happen. Itās starting to blur together. Days. Hours. Iām not even sure Iām counting them right.
Sheās not here. Heās not here. I donāt know if anyone is. And the longer I go without seeing a single trace of them, the more I start to wonder... were they ever really here at all?
Was the way she looked at me real? That warmth, that safety, that deep, unwavering kind of love, I felt it. I swear I did. But now it feels like a story I told myself to survive. And him... was the pain he carried even real? The anger, the guilt, the control, I thought I understood it. I thought if I stayed close, maybe I could help carry some of it. Maybe I could help him, somehow. But now I donāt know.
Maybe none of it was real. Maybe I imagined it all. Maybe the love, the pain, the people... maybe they were just shadows in the dark and I was the only one who thought they meant something.