The Solar System

Heyo! We are a DID system and this is our system blog! We made it to keep track of things in head space and make silly comics about ourselves. Please, please, please read our 'About Us' before interacting. Lots of love! 🖤🖤🖤

[alteredpanel]

hashtag normaling it

[hazedxg0]

It really does say a lot about how romanticized and theatricized alters are online when people go into denial or feel isolated for displaying the most textbook DID/OSDD symptoms.

Not knowing who's fronting, not knowing how many alters you have, not knowing when you switch, not knowing alters' names or why they formed, alters not having names, having no internal world or a very vague one, having no internal communication, struggling with external communication, experiencing alters as different overlapping states of self instead of separate people, hell even just experiencing amnesia.

These are all extremely common symptoms of DID/OSDD, especially when you're untreated or early in treatment. And yet they're all common reasons for why people feel like they don't belong in this community, because the reality of this disorder somehow doesn't conform to the online expectation.

How bad is the state of CDD awareness, even among those who proclaim to have it, that the most common manifestations of DID/OSDD are so underdiscussed that the majority of people with these conditions cannot find understanding even in a community meant for their disorder? When anything that doesn't play into the "alters are separate people and friends in your head" narrative is ignored and erased?

[changelingcoded]

hi sharing a source does not make us friends. thank you

[alteredpanel]

a quick comic explaining some terms and types of switches we experience...!

[the-alternate-solar-system]

Drew some common fronterssss. rararar

[captain-heartstrings]

indulging ^owo^

[the-alternate-solar-system]

oh hey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fishstick is here to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[the-alternate-solar-system]

a........

[the-alternate-solar-system]

Gotta post it everywhere after putting so much effort into trying to draw the experience of me leaning against my doorframe for several minutes waiting for my thoughts and alters to be quiet enough for me to move without feeling like the world is a vast expanse and collapsing on the ground.

[the-alternate-solar-system]

Fellow systems with high anxiety I require...assistance.

I, John, Host of our system, have....really bad anxiety. There really isn't a better way to put that, I worry about things the rest of our system doesn't, invisible bugs crawling behind my bed, the looming threat that our house might flood, the fear that even in my own home I'm not safe because a robber could break in at any moment and kill us.

I dont think it'sssss...."normal" to fear these things, all the time, 24/7. But its gotten a lot worse recently thanks to some, less then fortunate happenings with my friends. My nails dig into my skin as I hug myself, trying to physically pull someone else into front because I just can't anymore. I dont know what to do about it. The last time I accidently drew blood because I scratched myself with my edgy nails thanks to my biting habit.

Is there arm gaurds I could wear that would be unnoticeable under sleeves? Or a technique I can TRY learning before I damage the body and make one of my headmates very upset when they inevitably do come front and find they're injured....? Or does it come down to needing to see a professional. Anyone with an alter with high anxiety, please advise.

[the-alternate-solar-system]

The thoughts and problems of those I love fill my body, making it hard to breath, and hard to think, and hard to find my own heart in the mess.

I'll help them so they can give me the cape of those heroes they love so much, and the crown of those they wished to lead them to better places.

Then maybe the fabric will be tight enough around my neck to off their air, then maybe the metal of the crown will cut through my skull and release them from heights unfathomable.

Then maybe, before my vision fades from my self-inflicted invisible injury, maybe I can find my heart and all my own problems.

Savior complex.

[the-alternate-solar-system]

Okay but why does every alter in the system draw better then me huh?

especially the newbies. what the hell. anyways strawbs is new.

[the-alternate-solar-system]

you stole my look fae boy

Oi!!!! I didn't get mad at you when you suddenly decided integration was a swell idea now did I? It's your fault I like this now.

yellow is MY color and that was like...a year ago

MY WINGS, have been YELLOW before you were even BORN. You and Rose are impossible when it comes to colours I SWEAR.

Don't drag me into your sibling squabbles baby boy. Also I would actually love it if you started wearing more pink just fyi.

[the-alternate-solar-system]

Passin the torch ya?

[sysboxes]

[Text: This system doesn’t have anymore fucks to give.]

Like/Reblog if you save or use!

[jams-mood-boards]

First moodboard ! MK from Lego Monkie Kid <3

Character - MK

Souce - Lego Monkie Kid / LMK

Requester - N/A

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Monkie kid aesthetics pigsy