MEN AND MINORS DNI. this account is not *always* nsfw*, but it's clearly not sfw. aside from that, there's no real DNI as i block freely.
this account is just for me to be a little nutty on, and post about whatever is actively on my mind. it's mostly about fandoms i'm in and lesbianism, two things i'm passionate about. my asks and dms are both open, feel free to say hello! an actual intro for myself is below if interested, but this previous bit is more important for people to know to me lol
* my likes def are 99% of the time though, so be warned of that. my posts tend to not be themselves.
meet your lupara ♡ it/its/ask, 19, black
"an unnerving cat-like femme"
i'm a genderqueer lesbian! i am a pillow princess and femme4all ^^ ♡ i love meeting others within the community, so if you're a lesbian of any kind always feel free to say hi :)!!
i'm currently a college student and fighting for my life to be a MLS major! i love science with my whole being, and always have lmao
i don't mind being spoken to in any way ^^ be as friendly or flirty as you want to be, i am terrible at reciprocating both! please don't try to flirt or anything if you're over 21, that's just uncomfortable.
i also have a sideblog, @project-messiah, for probably insane lesbian rants about liliya bogomolova. she's my wife i love her.
hobbies/interests: gaming, scientific literature, cooking, writing, forensics, oddities, monsters, alternative subcultures, body mods, art, listening to music, upcycling clothes, and animanga and obssessing over characters
fandoms: gachiakuta, gokurakugai, jjk, wwdits (show), outlast, fnaf + fangames, dead island 2, hannibal nbc, mashle, sally face, little misfortune, little big planet, harmony & horror, strawberry shortcake, ruby gloom, sinners, peacemaker, dcu, my little pony, monster high, crashbox, apex legends, the forest, overwatch, splatoon, bob's burgers, athf, archer, and more ♡
i want to remind our fellow femmes that our femininity is not defined by how straight people (especially men) define femininity.
you don't have to be skinny, or white, or clean shaven, or cis, or covered in frilly clothing from head to toe to be femme. you could go out in sweatpants and an oversized shirt 90% of the time with no makeup and still be the prettiest femme on the block.
i hope my femme queens, princesses, knights, and little creatures stop limiting themselves in their femmeness. you are GORGEOUS and POWERFUL so keep being a fucking DYKE that REJECTS GENDER ESSENTIALISM!!!!!!!!
I have such a deep-rooted love and admiration for mascs and butches, and I don't even mean it sexually right now. How they speak, how they act, how they present themselves. How they can be rough and soft at the same time, tough and sensitive. How those pretty eyes adore the world around them even when the world rejects them. How they are trying to love themselves even when "society" and "patriarchy" tells them how wrong they are for simply existing the way they do.
I wish more people would stop treating them like men and expecting them to act like it. I wish we could stop for a second and realize masculinity isn't exclusively for men, you don't have to tie the masc presenting folks out there to strictly men. I wish more people would understand that masculinity is what feels right for them, is what they call "home" when the world around them feels too hostile, too out of the reach.
Kiss them on their forehead. Bring them water and little treats when they are overworking themselves. Buy them little trinkets and surprise them with small presents when they are down. Buy them flowers ans chocolates. Cuddle them and be the big spoon. Comb and braid their hair. Stand by their side when their feel like the world is crushing them. Bring them a warm blanket and pills when they are on their period. Make them feel loved and seen!!! Mascs and butches are not sexually fantasies on two legs. They are real people, with feelings, dreams, fears, insecurities.
high freaked-out lesbian ranting because this app is my public diary
i feel like a fucking freak!! i met up with a femme i've been talking to and she was an angel, and as we were talking we joked around and teased eachother a bit because we've been talking for a minute and we're cool like that i guess.
earlier in the day we were talking and i remembered some stuff she told me, and she seemed surprised that i did. i just told her i like to remember + notice stuff about people, it's sweet to do. then i just started talking about how i find it fun to learn stuff about people and to see how people are, and i love listening to people because of that.
she proceeds to (jokingly) reply, "oh so you're a pervert".
I SHOULD NOT HAVE GOTTEN SO TURNED ON BY THAT. her saying that shocked the fuck out of me, but it felt so good. hearing something like that come from a woman like her just sent chills down my spine i am a DYKEEEEEEE.
she wholeheartedly reminded me of my love for femmes. i would rip my heart out for anyone in the butchfemme community as long as they asked. and my clothes off. fuck i'm hot thinking about it again goodbye
she felt bad after it all and apologized but i told her i literally didn't care. i didn't tell her i liked it that would've made me kms
as soon as the weather gets cold i start wearing my old masculine outfits and imagine i'm stealing a butches clothes. it's forever the highlight of my winters ♡
IF ONLY I ACTUALLY HAD SOMEONE'S CLOTHES TO STEAL.
I am the type to remember every small thing about you.
I know you didn’t want anything for Christmas. But I remember you telling me 3 years ago about this exact thing sooooo I got it for you!
I am the type to remember all of your favorite things.
Oh you only wanted a Dr Pepper from the gas station? Well I got you your favorite snacks too just in case. Did you want regular or diet Dr Pepper? I wasn’t sure. So I grabbed both.
I know you love this album, I found it in cd for you. Oh you mentioned a shirt on your Pinterest board that you were interested in? Dont worry, I bought it in every color.
I am the type to do acts of service for you.
While I was at the gas station I also made sure to fill your tank. Since I know you’ll complain about having to make an extra stop in the morning. Maybe even slip a $10 bill in the cup holder so you can get yourself a coffee in the morning.
Oh and I’ll make sure to wake up early so I can get your car started and warmed up for you. I’ll make sure the shower is nice and hot how you like it for when you wake up.
Obviously I wouldn’t forget to pack your lunch. You could do it yourself but-
i'm contemplating making a sideblog for my liliyaposting it's taking me over so fast. i'm making the sideblog i'm doing it right after i hit post i have so many headcannons and shit for her already and she's not even out yet 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 SAVE ME
update: i made the blog 😋 @project-messiah for more insane liliyaposting
