Goat

Part 2 electric boogaloo of @totallyagoat bc I got logged out 🤍 she/they 🤍 19 🤍 🏳️‍🌈🇵🇸

[totallyagoaat]

★ About Me ★

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★ Goat ★ she/her preferred but they/them is fine too★ 19 ★ Lesbian ★ Autistic ★

★Hi, my name is Goat. I am mainly active in these fandoms: Outlast Trials, Dead by Daylight, Resident Evil, Alan Wake, RDR2, Walking Dead, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, The Sims 4, Stranger Things, and many other small fandoms. I post my art, silly billy thoughts, edits, and maybe in the future cc for the sims 4.

★ You can also find me on ★

Instagram

Bluesky

archiveofourown

My Simblr

My Clyde Perry rp tumblr account (WIP)

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[totallyagoaat]

TW// RACISM & DEROGATORY TERMS

Please do not harass the person being discussed, if you come across their account do not engage just report and block. This is not meant to be a witch-hunt.

I think we as a fandom really need to start holding role play blogs more accountable because I’ve noticed an uptick in people blatantly using their rp as an convenient excuse to be bigoted and behave like absolute pieces of shit. It’s not cute or funny, it’s fucking weird. Calling other fans “illegals” and telling them to die under the guise of you “just being in character” is just a shitty farce because you know you won’t get away with it otherwise. People will treat acting like a bigot is just some cute costume they can take on and off while ignoring the fact that even if it’s “just a joke” it still harms poc, especially in a political climate where people are being ripped from their families and imprisoned for the color of their skin.

Saying you’re not racist while spewing abhorrent shit and excusing it as me just being a negative nancy doesn’t make you any less of a damn bigot. I am begging some of my fellow Coyle fans to get their head out of their ass and stop acting like his bigotry is just some silly fun little quirk that you get to joke about. It’s honestly not even just Coyle fans, this is a behavior I have seen for multiple other white characters and it’s genuinely disturbing. The romanticization of hate symbols and groups such as Blue Lives Matter, the kkk, the confederate flag, and Nazi imagery is just getting out of hand. This is not to say that you can’t discuss these topics, because we can and should but you must do it in a respectful serious manner instead of doing the opposite. It is disrespectful to survivors and victims of such vile hatred. I genuinely tried to give this person some grace and a chance to clarify themselves but clearly they are not going to listen and I doubt anyone else will say anything about it so here we are.

Just to clarify before someone decides to misunderstand and pull a “oh so you hate waffles” on me, I have absolutely nothing against roleplay blogs for Coyle or roleplay blogs in general but I think it’s important to remember that just because you are roleplaying as a hateful character doesn’t mean you have to go all the damn way, which is something I think a majority of the roleplayers in this fandom understand but sadly there’s always a few rotten apples. Honestly “being in character” is just a shitty excuse in general like I don’t see Trager or Eddie roleplayers sexually harassing others and if they did the fandom would rightfully crucify them for it, so why is it okay to say racist shit under the guise of just being roleplay? Just because “there’s worse in the source material” doesn’t mean you get to do this shit and it honestly just shows you have absolutely 0 media literacy skills, the difference is that Red Barrels doesn’t glorify this shit and is critiquing it while you on the other hand are just being a edgy little shit. You’re not supposed to laugh with the characters in this game when they say bigoted shit, you’re supposed to LAUGH AT THEM. The true cherry on top of the whole shit cake is using AAVE while acting like it’s a joke to be racist.

This behavior contributes to fans of color in the fandom feeling isolated and not accepted, it pushes them out and it’s unacceptable. I’m sorry to the poc in this fandom who have to deal with this behavior on a daily basis, not just in this community but in others and in real life.

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How it feels having to look at images and watch edits of Clyde Perry to help calm down 💔

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“My second wife just laid there like a goddamn mannequin” well Coyle, her and ur 2 other wives don’t seem to have that problem with me when I blow their backs tf out with my strap

[mawofthemagnetar]

What do you mean “chat” is now referring to ChatGPT and not twitch chat? What? What? What the fuck? No?

When I address chat I am speaking to a presumed Greek chorus of real human people shitposting on their lunch break, not a machine that devours lakes to covert electricity into slop.

[totallyagoaat]

Hello, yes, we are all interested in seeing your designs for Coyle's wives. "We" as in the entirety of the world.

Genuinely, though, I'd definitely like to see how you interpret each of the wives because we know basically nothing about them from canon. :]

Eeeeee I’m so glad someone wants to see my designs for them, thank you so much for the ask😁😋😋 I’ve been dying to share them for a long time I just wasn’t sure if people would be interested. I do sort of have backstories for them, which I’ll go into a bit of detail but if anyone’s interested in hearing more lmk.

First Wife:

Me and my bestie call her Anne, she’s my favorite wife bc I find her death and how it has a domino effect interesting. I head canon her as the eldest daughter of 10 with a deeply religious reverend father and a depressed quiet mother, she’s very naive and sweet. Coyle met her at church, they started seeing each other after her dad died, and her family is the only one he didn’t directly harm. I head canon her as being pregnant, somewhere around the 2nd trimester, at the time of her murder.

Second Wife:

Her and the 3rd wife I haven’t given a name to yet but I imagine the 2nd’s starts with a D. She’s the only child to rich parents, playful and very femme-fatale pin-up esque. Her and Coyle met at a bar, their relationship was very tumultuous. She fled after realizing Coyle killed her parents while having to be the one to identity her parents burnt melted into each other remains.

Third Wife:

Tbh I haven’t really thought about the third’s background except her being the widow of one of Coyle’s co-workers. She was a ex-switchboard operator and worked in secretarial duties at the police station, it’s how her and Coyle met. She was kind and smart with a history of mental health issues such as depression. She was planning to leave Coyle and run off with another policeman before her murder.

They are my beautiful lovely ladies and I love them dearly, I will gladly show more of them in the future to any one who wants that as my ladies deserve to be appreciated and remembered bc fuuuuuuck Coyle.

[totallyagoaat]

Soft launching myself as the first and only person to self-ship with all 3 of Coyle’s wives

[ahmnorhein-zkn]

Repost, now do your honors.

[jkl-fff]

Trans people just existing is no more sexual than when cis people just exist.

[stealingpotatoes]

Tucker, the cat behind Lady Normalgirl’s noble eunuch, passed away on Tuesday morning.

From about the time I could talk, I dreamed of having a pet cat — and when I was ten, that dream finally came true. But in all my tiny child dreaming, I don’t think I could have imagined a cat better than Tucker. He’s been my constant companion for the last thirteen years, through all the best and worst bits of my life and as much as I know it’s good he’s no longer in pain, it seems very wrong that I have to do this next worst bit without him.

I’m thankful that we were able to spend so long together (even if it doesn’t feel quite long enough) and I’m so very grateful that over the last year and a bit I was able to share him with all of you. Knowing that he will be remembered so far and wide means more than I can really express. He definitely knew how insanely much I loved him (and I know how much he loved me back), but I’d like to think he knew how much so many of you loved him and how much joy his noble likeness’s comics brought so many people. While I know I will never stop missing him and that my sadness might never truly go away, it will always be a comfort to know my little cat has left behind such a grand legacy of love and happiness.

<3

[7habitsofhighlyeviceratedpeople]

Check out the Trialsmaxxing community on Discord - hang out with 3 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.

NEW SERVER FOR PEOPLE TO CONNECT AND PLAY GAMES TOGETHER…. SPECIFICALLY OUTLAST TRIALS AND DBD (i also have a fandom server where people can infodump and have lore conversations and stuff) SO CALLING ALL PEOPLE WHO WANNA PLAY

[totallyagoaat]

Join the trials n dbd gaming discord server and we will let you out - Dr. Easterman 1960

[totallyagoaat]

Eddie you doofus <3, will always appreciate him for being the character to get me into Outlast

I made this edit back in November of last year when I was way newer to editing so it’s not as good as I wanted it to be but I’ve got better ones in the works rn trust guys

[mortimermcmirestinks]

[mudkipper]

[totallyagoaat]

Coyle the type of person to get jealous during a threesome and ruin the whole fucking vibe

[totallyagoaat]

Number 15 sinyala facility foot lettuce

The last thing you’d want in your sinyala facility lettuce would be pusher’s foot fungus but turns out that may be what you get

[totallyagoaat]

Who up pre-pre Murkoffing they Coyle rn? Bc I know I am

Coyle and his first wife should’ve been at the gay club not at the chapel getting married at 19

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So I just saw a post by a random personal blog that said “don’t follow me if we never even had a conversation before” and?????? Not to be rude but literally what the fuck??????????

I’ve had people (non-pornbots) try to strike conversation out of nowhere in my DMs recently, and now I’m wondering if they were doing that because they wanted to follow me and thought they needed to interact first. I feel compelled to say, just in case, that it’s totally okay to follow this blog (or my side blog, for that matter) even if we’ve never talked before.

Also, I’m legit confused. Is this how follow culture works right now? It was worded like it’s common sense but is that really a thing?

[x0401x]

Saw a sharp increase in my follower count after posting this. The legitimacy of it is driving me nuts so I also feel the need to say that you can follow anyone on here regardless of whether you’ve interacted with them or not. People like the above mentioned blog are exceptions. Perhaps they themselves think they aren’t and therefore will act like they aren’t, but they are, trust me.

Just follow anyone you wanna follow. The worst thing that can happen is maybe getting soft-blocked by the other person, but if they do soft-block you, then they were never that worth following in the first place.

[starfieldcanvas]

wow. really hope this isn't actually a norm taking hold with new users! this isn't facebook, you don't need to know people before following them

[westiec]

this is the '10 year mutuals you've never spoken to once' site

[startrekgifs]

Follow! REBLOG! It's how the site works!!

[ohcaptains]