DreamCatcher

To the one who loves me more than myself!

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They thought it was all support to me

But I felt I was never a good mom

I started doubting myself not being a good mom, not providing enough milk to the baby, not taking care of the baby as it deserves!

I was falling apart, sinking into anxiety and depression

Nobody cared about my mental health

Everyone wanted to make sure the new born is all good

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Everyone wanted us to have a child and God gave us a cute littlr princess.

The moment they gotta know its a girl, everyone eho wished to see me as a mom vanished.

They said girl means responsibility and expense

They see female child as a burden it seems!

For me, she is the reward from heaven.

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In the middle of the night, she stared the stars wondering how and where did it go wrong!!!!

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None bothered if I had enough money for my studies, yet they made sure to check if I got a job and how much I earn!

None bothered what my life plan was, yet they stepped in and asked to get married!

None bothered if we were ready to be parents, yet they demanded to have children!

Why do people comment on someone when they don't really have a say on it??

Who said being older is license to involve in someones life decisions??

If you're 18, you can vote for choosing a government but not your own life partner, job nor decide on when to get married and have kids??

At times, I wonder if we really do have independence!!!!!

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They were all good and happy that their wishes are coming true.

Little did they think about how much pain I'm feeling deep within 💔

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They never loved me to begin with 💔

It was just a lie that only I believed in☺️

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And they successfully took away the last bit of happiness in me

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They said all they wish is her happiness.

They said they'll be there for her, whenever she needs.

She was fighting all alone, and the moment she found her happiness,

They stepped in and took it away from her!

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I wish there's a place or person for me somewhere 😕

I wish someday I could also be happy 😊

At times, death temps!!!

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After marriage, women become an outsider at both houses

At natal home, they treat you as outsider as you are already married to another family

At husband's home, you are an outsider as you came from another family.

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And then I thought I really had someone whom I could lean on to, and he would never leave me alone just to be with his family and friends. But today, I'm sitting here all by myself writing this and trying to enjoy my own company 🙃

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The man who said people are my textbook

Chosen by the people

Raised by the people

Worked for the people

Loved and supported by the people

Now on, he is the textbook for us

The one who taught what is the true meaning of being democratic

The one who taught law and its protection is for all

The one who saw no difference in people

The one who was there whenever and wherever needed, irrespective of any difference in caste, creed or politics

As its said,

The body may leave the earth

But the example lives on forever

The inspiration lives on forever

The spirit lives on forever

The legacy lives on forever❤️

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It's my 4 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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And then I realized, its time to stop existing and start living

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Sitting alone on the coach on new year while the whole world celebrates made me realize how empty life is!!