Hope Said I Will Survive This Molt

-Hope is my chicken, by the way. Kairos | Vex/She/Sculk/It No Minors I have KLS and various FNDs. Look them up.

[the-false-angel]

Kairos again until symptoms resolve.

Otherwise Avellis

With Love,

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That’s it. This can be my minecraft friend interaction / photography blog, actually.

• I run Minecraft-Vex and Minecraft-Vindicator

• Weird KLS alt is sculkvexxed. don’t go there.

• I am a massive introvert and I’m not terribly talkative despite how I may come off.

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Pfp is one of my eternally growing number of WIPs.

Banner is mine.

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🧡🩶 Queerplatonic

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[ Kairos will now be used as the name for the KLS episode ‘personality’ ]

I am not her anymore. And that’s okay.

[uinferno]

In 21st century America, there was a pervasive superstition that rats could force people to do their bidding simply by grabbing ahold of their hair. It was often common courtesy to remove your hat, either as a greeting or when entering another's homes, to show them that you are not being possessed by a rat, and can be trusted to behave.

[beenovel]

Body awareness is absolute shit for chronic illness. “Become aware of your body. Pay attention to how your body feels” great now I’m noticing the bone aching soreness that is permeating my entire body, thanks for that. My mind was automatically filtering that out for my but I sure am aware of it now!

I need like the opposite. I need “leave your body entirely and forget it exists” meditation.

[the-choir-invisible]

OK I'm going to be That Guy(tm) for a second

because I teach meditation and this is 100% objectively true If you're in pain, especially chronic pain, you are already way too aware of your body. Doing a meditation that is focused on your body is the opposite of helpful, and especially body scan meditation (the one that starts with notice how your toes feel and moves up through the body). Any meditation that is about focusing on a single thing to the exclusion of everything else I call black spot meditation (my term, but it works)

There is a meditation that is all about leaving your body entirely and forget it exists, and I call it white spot (I promise there's a reason I name them that). White spot is what I was doing when I would ride my motorcycle. It's about trying to maintain as much awareness of the world around you and not yourself. It's like situational awareness turned up to eleven. And just like with black spot, this isn't going to be good for everyone or every situation

The problem is that far too many meditation teachers have learned a method or two that work for them, and try to teach that as the One True Way. There are very few things that the right meditation can't make easier, but it has to be the right meditation for what you're trying to improve

(meditation is complicated. Anyone who says it's simple is lying)

(I'm not really any kind of a guy)

[anxious-and-in-pain]

Adding another technique that’s bad for some: focusing on your breathing. I meditated with someone who has asthma and trauma around it. It’s good to recognize when something doesn’t work for you — even if it works for a lot of people — and to look for alternatives instead of shaming yourself about the technique not being for you

[metalheadsagainstfascism]

If you're donating to food banks because SNAP is halted here's some things to think about (post from a person that works at a food bank

[toastbutteregg]

[toastbutteregg]

[segamascott]

[s1lverp4wedb4t]

my awful son whove ive immediately become endeared to. i hope he dies (genuinely)

[the-false-angel]

Gotta 2024 Project: Lost and Found it again

[the-false-angel]

Damn i’m lookin back at late 23-24 kairos was doin with the world building i forgot how fun it was to not focus on Minecraft canon and just go ham

[the-false-angel]

Wife texted me they gettin rare fog up there and it was gonna be silent hill in that bitch and i was like yeee! ^^ i hope so!!!

I too forget my experiences are not universal

[the-false-angel]

Minecraft feels too alive these days…

I went off abt it before its too bright and cheery. (I’m trying to get into this new update stuff and i cannot) My modded 1.20.1 time must continue.

[the-false-angel]

Oop. And it’s gone? Panic stopped i’m just sitting here now but I still foggy.

[the-false-angel]

I will say at least besides that little panic here…I don’t feel the inclination to yap that strongly. Or really talk at all.

[the-false-angel]

Alright. The closed eye. chest pain, dry mouth, and congestion are signs too.

[the-false-angel]

I forgot since the narcolepsy is canceled i can take anti anxiety meds again

[the-false-angel]

Please. It’s only been four days you can’t do this to me. I just got out of it.

[the-false-angel]

Funny enough I didn’t wander in Minecraft yesterday because I was doing server setup.

[the-false-angel]

Watch as it turns out to be nothing like it did on night 2