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Here's a quasar and some galaxy stuff I made using acrylic paints 😊

#quasar #acrylic painting #art #original art #christmas gift #galaxy #universe #painting #galaxy painting #stars #aesthetic

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My little Leo when he was just a little guy 😭 (Source: http://ift.tt/2FJd0n7)

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friendships that fluctuate between really stupid weird flippant jokes and earnest vulnerability and deep affection make life so much richer

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there are people you haven’t met yet who will love you

theneurotypicals

descriptions of dissociation

Depersonalisation

Common: ‘I felt strange / weird’, ‘I felt as if I was floating away’, ‘I felt disembodied / disconnected / detached / far away from myself’, ‘apart from everything’, ‘in a place of my own / alone’, ‘like I was there but not there’, ’I could see and hear everything but couldn’t respond’

Less Common: ‘puppet-like’, ‘robot-like’, ‘acting a part’, ‘I couldn’t feel any pain’ ‘like I was made of cardboard’, ‘I felt like I was just a head stuck on a body’, ‘like a spectator looking at myself on TV’, ‘an out of body experience’, ‘my hands or feet felt smaller / bigger’. ‘when I touched things it didn’t feel like me touching them’

Derealisation

‘My surroundings seemed unreal / far away’, ‘I felt spaced out’, ‘It was like looking at the world through a veil or glass’, ‘I felt cut off or distant from the immediate surroundings’, ‘objects appeared diminished in size / flat / dream-like / cartoon like / artificial / unsolid’ Other dissociative symptoms

Memory: “I drove the car home/got dressed/had dinner but can’t remember anything about it”, “I don’t know who I am or how I got here” (fugue state), “I remember things but it doesn’t feel like it was me that was there”.

Identity: “I feel like I’m two separate people/someone else”.

Other: “I felt like time was passing incredibly slowly/quickly”, “I get so absorbed in fantasy/a TV programme that it seems real”, “I felt an emptiness in my head as if I was not having any thoughts at all”.

Source: Jon Ston. Dissociation: What Is It and Why Is It Important? Practical Neurology, 2006; 6: 308-313.

the-lemon-goddess

I know this is difficult to describe, the best i usually can come up with as an explanation for myself is like I am behind a two-way mirror or TV screen or im constantly in a dream state. Even the less common ones were common enough to be included in the post, with this knowledge, many others feel the same, have said the same things, and these thoughts are quite specific, yet they fit so well as a description for my everyday life, and it's a relief for me personally, to both have a better way of explaining this and also a better understanding of just how not weird this is. It isn't weird. It isn't something that is beyond treatment either, though it may feel that way often, things can get better and in the meantime for whoever reads this if you read this or just for myself: it's all okay, and you're a human bean.

If anyone sees this i hope you have a nice day, and if not then I hope you do soon ❤

#dpdr #hope everyone is having a good day #❤#orange

mattattattatt

Do you want to listen to some old vinyl?

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Aesthetic of old vinyl and lofi sounds. I’ve recently started using real world sounds and samples in my music sort of in the vain of In Love With A Ghost mixed with a hint of DJ Okawari and I think it’s worked out relatively well I hope at least haha.

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/1230matt9

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