The 1975

(This is totally a Matty fanfic blog) (You can read it Here or Here) "There are seventeen different things a guy can do when he lies to give himself away. A guys got seventeen pantomimes. A woman's got twenty, but a guy's got seventeen...but, if you know them, like you know your own face, they beat lie detectors all to hell. Now, what we got here is a little game of show and tell. You don't wanna show me nothin', but you're tellin me everything. I know you know where they are, so tell me before I do some damage you won't walk away from. "

[the-nineteen-seventy-pie]

Yo I just wanna say you're an amazing writer and honestly sp made me feel an indescribable emotion which is a good thing. Have a great day!

Omg thank you so much. Ahhhhh. You have a good day too babe!

[the-nineteen-seventy-pie]

I completely forgot that I had messaged you last year about Seventeen Pantomines, almost exactly a year ago, in fact, until I was aimlessly scrolling through ao3 in hopes of some new Matty material during this drought of a hiatus. Anyway, how are you? I've been writing a bit myself, nothing worth posting though. I want to request something, but in the span of twelve months I've sort of lost inspiration, even for Matty. Can you believe it? Maybe by June things will pick up again. Talk soon! xx

Hi honey! I’m doing good, love. Really good. I think that’s a big reason why I haven’t been back to writing 17P. I wrote that in the middle of a very long mental break and idk. It’s hard going back to that mental state to finish it. But love, anything you write is definitely worth posting. But I know the feeling. And maybe losing inspiration in Matty is a good thing, maybe it’s time to find it somewhere else.

[inferior]

Garden (5) by brianoldham

[dappledwithshadow]

Egon Schiele

[da-da-sk]

[evertestati]

[dying-human]

[wordsnquotes]

I’m not a complicated girl, she laughed, I just want to run away with you, rob a bank, fall in love and eat ice creams in paris.

Michael Faudet, Dirty Pretty Things (via wordsnquotes)

[showstudio]

[promisesofamazing]

And if you’re going to love me, you need to know that I am a complete mess. I cry whenever someone raises their voice and I always think that I’m never good enough because in the past that’s been the case. I cry whenever I start to even remotely think about my future because I don’t know who I am without this sadness and I don’t think I’m ever going to get better. I love animals way too much so I’m always bringing strays home. I get attached way too easily and I don’t know how to keep a conversation going. There’s days when everything is too much and I won’t speak to a single soul so please don’t take offense when I don’t return your calls. I come with a lot of baggage so you should know that I am no ray of sunshine and I am not made of fairy dust and everything pink and sunny. I am made of heartache, tears and sadness. If you’re going to love me, you should know that I open up way to easily and it leaves me with nothing for myself and that hurts. I let people take pieces of me whenever they decide to leave so I’m hoping that you won’t do that. As much of a realist that I am, I love romance. I don’t believe in a prince saving me, but I do believe in unicorns and ghosts. I always say my favorite color is blue, but if you ask me why I don’t have a happy meaning for it. I haven’t been to my father’s grave since the day we put him in the ground and that eats away at me. Holidays are always hard even though I always have a smile on my face. If you ask me what’s wrong more than likely I’ll say that nothing is wrong and that I am in fact fine. This is far from the truth. I am never fine, but there are days when I’m okay and if you can’t understand that then you should not be telling me you love me. I’m scared of love and what it does to people so if at times I push you away I am sorry. So I guess what I’m trying to say if that I am no picnic in the park and I hope that you can still say you love me. I am not for everyone, but I hope I am for you.

Deeply Feeling Series // via promisesofamazing (via promisesofamazing)

[the-nineteen-seventy-pie]

Guys. I was scrolling through my note to see what part I wanted to share with ya’ll and I found this.my sex scene is just so detailed.

[the-nineteen-seventy-pie]

Alright, I’ve been a poop head and haven’t posted in forever. So tonight I’ll post a little snippet for you all.

Also, for some reason I cant see my tumblr messages on my phone? Anyone technosavy that can help a sister out?

Also. The chapter is just about done. It’s a little longer than usual. But if you guys want to, you can always check out my other fics I have in my ao3 account and keep an eye out for my newest fanfic that has consumed my entire existence. It is my other baby and that one will probably be out sooner than this chapter. (sorry :( )

[the-nineteen-seventy-pie]

Hey! :) what happened to the rest of 17 pantomimes?

Hi, love!It’s still being written, haha. I ended up getting distracted with another fanfic for a different fandom and it’s consumed my entire life. I promise I haven’t abandoned the story, I just like taking my time. :) :)

[the-nineteen-seventy-pie]

When will you be updating Seventeen Pantomime? I've read every chapter that you've posted on ao3 and I'm yearning for more. I strongly feel that Nia is actually The Writer and that she's aware of who Matty actually is. I'm excited to see them take their friendship to a deeper level and see how it all changes when June decides to show up. I totally stand by my little prediction though! Please update soon. xx

I’ve gotten 5,000 words written for the next chapter and somehow I’m still not finished. There’s so much that’s happening and ahhhh.And I guess we’ll see about that prediction soon, won’t we? ;P

[the-nineteen-seventy-pie]

What are your plans after Seventeen Pantomimes, love? Do you plan on starting on a new Matty piece, or do you think you'll take in requests for stories including him? I have wonderful ideas that I'd love to share with you. You write him so realistically, so raw, so beautifully. I need more. I crave your writing. It's euphoric. Please don't ever stop writing and please, please, if you can, don't stop writing about Matthew. He's my love. xx

I can totally take requests now, my love. Please share your ideas with me! Sorry if this a hella late reply, tumblr ate my messages and I just got all of them today :( :(and I’m not sure about a new Matty piece, maybe. Seventeen Pantomimes is like my heart and soul and I’m scared nothing will ever like compare to it. hah

[the-nineteen-seventy-pie]

i dont want matty with nia :(( i want him with the writer

There’s quite a lot that needs to happen within these last few chapters, my love. 

[dapperbanana]

Behind every fanfic update, there is a writer being turned into THIS as they await your reactions

[moonblossom]

Never before has a cat gif so succinctly summed up my emotions.