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any/all artist, dancer, writer of every variety, creative director of B. A. R.S, singer, actor and your new friend at your service DNI

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Hey tumbler..... It's been a whole... How y'all doing? Ill go first I look key took a silent mental health break but don't worry I'll be drawing again for my my imaginary fans

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5pm and the first thing I eat is some Oreo

I make great life choices

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And with the request of my boyfriend (the love of my life) Ill eat some dinner of at least 200 (way too many) calories

I love him

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5pm and the first thing I eat is some Oreo

I make great life choices

[the-only-qc]

5pm and the first thing I eat is some Oreo

I make great life choices

[the-only-qc]

One of my goals as a artist is to find ways to help people understand trauma.

A lot of my work focuses on depression and self harm, however I would like to express topics like SA abusive relationships, addiction and other things I've struggled with in my life.

My problem is I don't know how to properly express the feeling of these experiences. I require explain for what is okay and not okay to do especially in sensitive topics

How do I share these issues properly in a way where it can help rather than harm?

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This is after SAT prediction

I think I'll get a 940

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Update

I got 1030

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When I'm having a bad day I have this really bad habit of going through my messages from a while back when I wasn't doing to well as 2 things happen

1. I remember things that I completely forgot happen because it was overshadowed

2. I wonder why anyone tolerated me, like I was a genuine asshole to people who don't deserve it.

I love you guys and Im so grateful yall ate still my friends but I'm genuinely so sorry for that behavior, if I ever do something like that again never talk to me ever

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New drawing tablet, any advice?

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Rounds 3 with this drawing tablet

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If I miss this job interview because of my mother I'm going to crash out and it's not going to be fun for anyone

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Heading to the doctor!!! Hopefully I can still preform tonight

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And the tech week curse strikes again

This my 2nd panic attack of the day, and 6th this week yippee

On top of that I had a 2 super bad relapses today, yay guys!!

Ironically this is the best tech week I've ever had.

I'm great guys ಥ_ಥ

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UPDATE:

My crazy (abusive) stalker ex is transferring to my school next week despite getting expelled

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And the tech week curse strikes again

This my 2nd panic attack of the day, and 6th this week yippee

On top of that I had a 2 super bad relapses today, yay guys!!

Ironically this is the best tech week I've ever had.

I'm great guys ಥ_ಥ

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This is after SAT prediction

I think I'll get a 940

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Someone please tell me everything is going to be okay and that I'll do good on the SAT's and I'll get into the university of Michigan and get a scholarship and move to Michigan and stay far away from here and never have to deal with any people I don't like again?

... Please?

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When I'm writing a character, especially female presenting characters, one of the first traits i think of is hair.

I think starr is my favorite example of this. When I first wrote starr a couple years ago she was almost a completely different character and the thing that changed her for me was her hair. Originally she had long black braided hair, I wanted her hair to make sense ethnically and braid was the thing I saw the most for dark skin characters but for some reason it just didn't seem to fit and the entire story felt off. So I went back to starr to see what I could change. The first thing I messed with was the hair, I went through various styles and eventually for color. At the time (and even now) i was basing her off of sirens and mermaids specifically in Haiti, (because of that she was originally supposed to be Haitian but as I changed her more and more it made more sense to put her into some land locked for the purposes of her story.) And from most encounter stories I've heard sirens tend to be darker skinned with lighter and extremely long skily hair (despite what people believe it makes sense scientifically as it would help the blend in under water). And upon realizing this I turned starr into a blonde with silky hair.

However it bothered me at first to not make her hair textured so I eventually changed it to wavy. This is all to say that hair is very important to how a character is seen and how it can resemble something for later into they're story

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There are some small things people do to make me immediately like I did something wrong and now they're mad at me and are certainly going to bring it up the secret group chat they have just to talk about me and to start getting other people to agree that I suck and no one should be my friend because I already know some people I'm around don't like me through little social signals to end the conversation that you wouldn't do unless you didn't like the person, so there is probably a whole group of people who I think are my friends who actually hate my guts and even seeing me makes them stressed

Yea, meds start soon chat