disgusting.

I follow from f******--********l*******r 20 yrs old, 5'8" HW: 115.1kg UGW: 55kg

[redrola]

[the-painolympics]

I think today is the first day my cigarettes actually feel like appetite suppressants

[the-painolympics]

I managed to go three days without more than one meal a day and now I'm back home without my smokes, and I've binged every day I've been here. Fuckin disgusting.

[the-painolympics]

The longing to be sicker. The nostalgia of my old, half-forgotten pain. I feel a ghost of the horrid gnawing in my gut that I used to call home. My fingers linger on the plastic wrappers of snack cakes and forbidden candy much longer than they ever used to, just to feel that same disgust, that same wretched longing. I want to be sick again. I miss the half- empty person I used to be. I'm tired of being a glass half full. Why can't I just be skinny?

[the-painolympics]

I think today is the first day my cigarettes actually feel like appetite suppressants

[the-painolympics]

I think today is the first day my cigarettes actually feel like appetite suppressants

[the-painolympics]

Are cigarettes a laxative??

[aljdkskjx]

reminder because apparently we need it:

your ed is not an excuse to be a dick about anyone elses weight. your ed is not an excuse to be fatphobic. your ed is not an excuse to demonise, bully or make anyone feel like shit because they are overweight/obese.

fat people with eds are valid. fat peoples eds are just as serious as anyone elses and they are deserving of love and help just like everybody fucking else.

you are not better than anyone else because you are thin.

[gimmetheb0nes]

Fatphobia is an ugly look on anyone, and u having an ed doesn’t change that. Just be nice and don’t shame people for their weight/appearance.

[the-painolympics]

haa... not my crush posting this as her ideal type. kill me.

[sympathyf0rthedevil]

[the-painolympics]

I had to post this here since my alt got s worded, but there's something so hauntingly unattainable about the gap between the bottom of their binder and their stomach. It's worse than the dysphoria of having breasts imo. It hurts, so much.

[lost-in-my-body-again]

I saved this years ago and I have no idea from where, but I look at it so often it hurts

[redrola]

[lelaid]

Mugler S/S 2020

[svnbabe]

stassiebaby via instagram 

[the-painolympics]

I might remake my blog... this one is a sideblog, and I want a proper main account where I can like and follow people instead of just reblogging

[the-painolympics]

I did it!! I'll change this url soon too :)♡

[the-painolympics]

I might remake my blog... this one is a sideblog, and I want a proper main account where I can like and follow people instead of just reblogging

[starvationxa]

someone: did you eat

me: yes

someone: what did you eat

me: yes

[xxskinandbonesxxx-deactivated20]

The funny part is, you can’t tell if it’s a fasting meme, or a binging meme. Xx

[plummeting-boi]

oh god you’re right