hi! please don’t spam like our posts, at best it’s just kind of annoying and at worst it messes with my paranoia. i’m sorry if this seems rude, but i’m just not comfortable with it -Avalon

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hi! please don’t spam like our posts, at best it’s just kind of annoying and at worst it messes with my paranoia. i’m sorry if this seems rude, but i’m just not comfortable with it -Avalon
hi! my little boy artemis (aka mr. baby) has developed a urinary block :o(
i don't have the funds to fully pay for the procedure so please if you can give anything, it would mean the world to me!
https://gofund.me/d61398756
NDA stands for Non't Dalk Aboutit
this is by far my most popular original post on this stupid website in the 15 years i've been here
posting for once because like. idk i think i need witnesses. anyway. i’m finally fr making plans to get out of my mom’s house. i’m avoiding calling it an escape plan because i think, ultimately, she wouldn’t stop me from leaving but her knowing would complicate things. this is a place that is fundamentally unsafe for me to stay, and i can’t keep doing it. i don’t know where to start yet, really, but i’m starting anyway. i have to get out of here if i want to be with my fiancé, if i want to actually medically transition, hell if i want to live past my 20s. i have to get out of here.
i’m going to get out of here
heyyyy long time no post! we’ve had some personal stuff going on, and for that reason we decided to do some adoptables! just three for now, since this is our first time making them
Sour Berry Bunny- 10$
Avocado Puppy- 10$
Peach Tea Kitty- 10$
dm if interested! we’re taking payment on our ko-fi, once payment is sent you’ll get the full size version of the design with no watermark! even if you don’t want to buy, boosting is always appreciated! <3
heyyyy long time no post! we’ve had some personal stuff going on, and for that reason we decided to do some adoptables! just three for now, since this is our first time making them
Sour Berry Bunny- 10$
Avocado Puppy- 10$
Peach Tea Kitty- 10$
dm if interested! we’re taking payment on our ko-fi, once payment is sent you’ll get the full size version of the design with no watermark! even if you don’t want to buy, boosting is always appreciated! <3
If you think someones existence is hurting a community: chances are YOU are hurting the community MORE than that person ever was.
If you see someone who describes their gender as a bouncy ball and identifies as trans and you tell them they are hurting real trans people: they are not hurting real trans people, they are a real trans person. YOU are hurting a real trans person. Just because the best way for them to describe how they feel is more abstract than you like doesn't mean their wrong.
If you see someone who is mspec but also identifies with a monospec label like a bi lesbian or a pan gay and you tell them that they are hurting real lesbians/gays: They are not hurting real lesbians/gays, they are real lesbians/gays. YOU are hurting a real lesbian/gay person. Just because they do like others than the same gender but have a preference for the same gender and feels like lesbian/gay is an important part of their sexuality doesn't mean their wrong.
If you see someone with "contradictory" labels like a lesboy (lesbian boy) and you tell them that they are hurting real LGBT people: They are not. They are a real LGBT person. You are hurting them by telling them that they are wrong for having a complex understanding of themself that can best be described in a way that sounds contradictory.
If you think someone with a self diagnosis is hurting real neurodivergent people, take it from a medically diagnosed neurodivergent person: YOU are doing more harm to us than they are. For them, their diagnosis doesn't massively affect them on a day-to-day basis enough that they need medical intervention. For them, they might not live in an environment that is safe enough for them to seek a medical diagnosis. For them, they might not have the ability to get a medical diagnosis. For them, they might not want a medical diagnosis. Hell, if you think you have something wrong with you that doctors can't automatically figure out it's hard to get any type of diagnosis than "your probably faking it <3" doesn't matter if it's physical or mental.
If you think non-traumagenic systems hurt real systems: THEY DONT BECAUSE THEY ARE REAL SYSTEMS. Yes, we are endogenic. Yes, we have fictives. No, the majority of our alters are NOT fictives. And guess what? Even before we learned that SYSTEMS existed, we have been experiencing system-like behavior like "x is in charge" or "y likes that but z doesn't" and we've had two mental images for every name we "hoarded", one of "what the body looks with that name" and one of "what that person looks like actually". WE LITERALLY HAD HEADSPACE VERSIONS OF KNOWN ALTERS BEFORE WE KNEW WHAT A SYSTEM WAS. And not every fictive heavy system is non-traumagenic.
THESE PEOPLE ARE REAL MEMBERS OF THE GROUP OF PEOPLE YOU ARE TRYING TO DEFEND BY ATTACKING THEM.
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a gender related to movie scenes where a character hides in a bathroom at a party
some funky green blinkies for today :)
you are NEVER too old to nestle under a blankie and get so cozy and warm. remember this
Gender-roulette
A type of genderfluidity in which a person “spins a roulette wheel” to determine their gender. This can happen over days, weeks or months. Alternatively, a gender that feels connected to roulette wheels or games of chance.
Flag and term coined by The Enigmatic Plague System (thats us!), with help from @f3l0nsp4rty
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stop. stop fucking acting like depression anxiety and adhd and gifted kid syndrome and ptsd flashbacks are the only symptoms of trauma ever. traumatized people have personality disorders traumatized people have psychosis traumatized people have anger issues traumatized people have did/osdd traumatized people have delusions and honestly a lot of these things are SO much more common than you think, we’ve just been forced to constantly hide it because we’re terrified of being sent death threats or told we’re faking, abusive, the list goes on. support traumatized people with “scary” disabilities from their trauma, it’s not all about gifted kids with adhd and it never was.
to all the alters&fictives who send me asks abt them connecting with my art i know i don’t answer most of the asks but i love you guys so much and hold yuo dear to my heart.
-> citynotteic : a gender in the scene system that is like a city on a dark, boring night. there’s too much light pollution to see stars, and the sounds of the city drown out any noise from mother nature. artificial lamps light up the streets as people come home from work. it is unnaturally normal.
FLAG ID: a flag with 11 diagonal stripes. from top left to bottom right, they are very dark navy, dark navy, lighter navy, blue, lilac, light lilac, lilac, blue, lighter navy, dark navy, and very dark navy. /END ID
DNI ID: a pastel pink divider with Hatsune Miku on the right side. On the left, there is a paragraph in pink text reading "DO NOT INTERACT: transmed, cishet, pro-shipper, kink/nsfw, cringe/flop, discourse”. /END ID
extended dni
a while ago i attended this lecture on autism. guy in the audience said he had many of the symptoms that were presented and asked what should he do to get treatment and possibly a diagnosis. instead of answering his question the psychologist went on a tangent about how “the clinic reigns all powerful over guesswork”, and how actually it has become a trend amongst little children on the internet to claim that they are autistic for cool points, and that this hurts real autistic people. no she didn’t tell him how to get his symptoms looked into, she just made it very clear that to her, aknowledging your own symptoms is bad and evil and hurts the poor real mentally ill people.
an ex-friend of mine, then a psychology major and by now probably a full psychologist, once lectured me on how horrible and bad it was that i told her “i probably have some sort of neurodivergency”, and that if i were her patient she would never give me a diagnosis because “you aren’t like this now, but i know that if you get a diagnosis you’ll use it as an excuse to start treating people badly. that’s just how mentally ill people are.”
same ex-friend was extremely disgusted when she found out that fans sometimes make neurodivergency headcanons for characters that have the same symptoms as they do, and that authors sometimes write books with neurodivergent protagonists in stories that don’t focus on that (ex: she seemed horrified that percy jackson has adhd?)
multiple psychologists i’ve seen on facebook agree that they should refuse to treat patients that say “i’m here because i have symptoms of a disorder and wonder if i have it”, and that a patient should arrive to a psychologist as a blank slate.
school psychologist asked me how i was feeling about my trauma situation and i told him i thought my friends would leave me. instead of addressing the issue he said that that no i didn’t, that i was lying, that i had searched “bpd symptoms” online and now i was faking symptoms because i wanted to have bpd, that he shouldn’t have told me he suspected i had a personality disorder because now look what was happening. no, i didn’t search bpd symptoms online. yes, my friends left me, it was a completely founded belief and not a symptom, let alone a faked symptom.
so the next time you hear someone saying they’re “anti self-diagnosis” i want you to understand what they’re saying. what they’re saying is:
- i don’t want people to be aware of their own symptoms
- i don’t think my patients should have access to any information that doesn’t come from me
- i don’t think neurodivergent people should learn how to cope with their symptoms and live “normal” lives
- i think neurodivergent people should be denied a diagnosis because the moment they get one they will become evil and dangerous
- i don’t think people who don’t look like a stereotype could possibly be neurodivergent, even if they have all the symptoms, so i think they are faking it for attention and should be denied treatment
Plural Pride Flag
Ok, I know there’s tons of plural pride flags out there already - but none of them suit our personal tastes so figured we might as well give it a go!
*** Free to use without credit, including for commercial use ***
This is an inclusive, general pride flag for all those who consider themselves plural, part of a system, have DID / OSDD, etc.
Along with all the color meanings, the white heartbeat line represents the experience of sharing a body.
[Image ID: Four different variations on the plural pride flag. Each has the same colors - indigo, blue, aqua, yellow-green, orange, red, and brown. There are different arrangements, the first two having these colors as vertical stripes, and the second two having them as horizontal stripes. The first flag has a white heartbeat line across it. The final image has the color meanings listed, which are as follows.
Brown - Systems and Plurals of Color
Red - Self Love and Love Within Systems
Orange - Healing and Recovery
Yellow-green - Unity of Systems and Plurals
Aqua - Acceptance of all Origins
Blue - Healthy Multiplicity
Indigo - Courage and Perseverance. End image ID].
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