our hearts burst in joyful bloom

call me ren or flare || it / its || adult local alterhuman who is so full of diseases my blog searchability is usually off and i tend to softblock new followers unless you know me or my mutuals / you ask beforehand. mb!

[the-redshift]

hi i have an alt it’s @protostar-s. if you find this post congrats i might start using it instead of this one

[the-redshift]

ok mb we tend to get carried away when selene fronts but. hopefully i have fixed the problem

[the-redshift]

as a rule we do tend to be as friendly and welcoming as can be but at some point you’re gonna have to acknowledge that we are people and we have the right to be upset when you treat us like trash. and that does not make us Evil™

[the-redshift]

like buddy we’ve mourned people in our system and then you’re surprised when i don’t like that you completely deny my experience. what did you think was gonna happen

[the-redshift]

can other systems just. accept that not every experience will be universal. why does it matter to you if someone believes in/experiences alter death. why do you refuse to just open your mind and try to understand other people. it drives me insane

[the-redshift]

im still thinking about this btw

[the-redshift]

leaving my sister’s place </3 i had a good week there tho

[the-redshift]

i might start cleaning up this blog. idk. im in the car rn so its not like i can do anything about it rn

[the-redshift]

ok i am. back

[yahooo-official]

guards, rotate him.

[the-redshift]

i like debating. however,

[the-redshift]

can other systems just. accept that not every experience will be universal. why does it matter to you if someone believes in/experiences alter death. why do you refuse to just open your mind and try to understand other people. it drives me insane

[apolladay]

Time sensitive poll!! If you can please post this as soon as possible, thank you in advance

If you’ve gone to a psych ward, how was your experience and how did your mental health improve?*

*got better/got treatment refers to if your issue got better or if your crisis was minimized/prevented. The first part is your experience, like if staff was nice. Sorry if wording is confusing, I’m bad at wording.

It was good, I got better/got treatment

It was okay, I got better/got treatment

It was bad, I got better/got treatment

It was good, I did not get better/get treatment

It was okay, I did not get better/get treatment

It was bad, I did not get better/get treatment

I had a very mixed experience (please share in comments**)

I’ve never been to a psych ward

**if your comfortable

Anon note: im in the middle of an episode and am kinda at the end of my rope here and am contemplating commit myself, but I’m a bit scared. I’m afraid they’ll put me on involuntary and I won’t be able to leave before school starts back up. I have a heavily stigmatized mental disorder and am afraid of how staff/the other patients will treat me, so I especially want to know the experience of people with the ““scary”” disorders. I really think I should commit myself, like, now, because I don’t want to be involuntarily committed later—and this could be a good experience for me… but I’m also anxious abt it. Sorry for rambling. Thanks to anyone to answers

If you’ve gone to a psych ward, how was your experience and how did your mental health improve?* *got better/got treatment refers to if your issue got better or if your crisis was minimized/prevented. The first part is your experience, like if staff was nice. Sorry if wording is confusing, I’m bad at wording.

It was good, I got better/got treatment

It was okay, I got better/got treatment

It was bad, I got better/got treatment

It was good, I did not get better/get treatment

It was okay, I did not get better/get treatment

It was bad, I did not get better/get treatment

I had a very mixed experience (please share in comments**)

I’ve never been to a psych ward

Voting ended onAug 24, 2025

**if your comfortable

Anon note: im in the middle of an episode and am kinda at the end of my rope here and am contemplating commit myself, but I’m a bit scared. I’m afraid they’ll put me on involuntary and I won’t be able to leave before school starts back up. I have a heavily stigmatized mental disorder and am afraid of how staff/the other patients will treat me, so I especially want to know the experience of people with the ““scary”” disorders. I really think I should commit myself, like, now, because I don’t want to be involuntarily committed later—and this could be a good experience for me… but I’m also anxious abt it. Sorry for rambling. Thanks to anyone to answers

[charl0ttan]

hmm im curious

When was the last selfie you took?

Today

Within the past week

Within the past month

Within the past year

Longer than a year ago

I don't take selfies/bald/etc

Voting ended onAug 23, 2025

[kin-a-character-who]

Do you kin a character from, or based on, an unfinished, cancelled, or otherwise discontinued source?

Do you kin a character who is from, or based on, an unfinished, cancelled, or otherwise discontinued source?

I do

I do not

Voting ended onAug 19, 2025

[dogspouse]

never feel like i can reblog any posts about how i love seeing men beat up and crying and being miserable bc i feel like a lot of them originate from a place of not liking men. you want to see men having a miserable time because you hate men. i want to see men having a miserable time because im a sadomasochist faggot who loves them. we are not the same.

[piosplayhouse]

Unfortunately the best pieces of media are the ones you have to instantly block any fandom tags for after seeing because the source material was so good that if you even catch a whiff of mischaracterization you'll crash out

[piosplayhouse]

Unfortunately the best pieces of media are the ones you have to instantly block any fandom tags for after seeing because the source material was so good that if you even catch a whiff of mischaracterization you'll crash out