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––– ‘ Do you - ’ Luna started quietly, looking around to watch whether anyone could hear them. ‘ Do you have the pills? I’m running out and my leg is starting to hurt. ’
When he saw her struggling with her words, he figured out by himself why was she here and answered her, without even letting her finish her sentence "Yeah.” he nodded and looked at the girl. “How much do you need this time?”
A SOUR LAUGH SLIPPED PASSED HER LIPS, as she shook her head and looked away. “tell me something i don’t know.” she mumbled, looking up at the ceiling. “isn’t that enough proof, then ? i ignored all your warnings, just like you ignored mine.” the blonde said. would he finally believe she did love him when it actually came from his own reasoning ? “because i want you in my life, ryan. i feel good when i’m around you. i feel safe–from the world and from myself.” she said, looking up at him again. “i know things cannot go back to how they were–but i just want to try to built something new.” the blonde said, desperately. “please… and if you don’t want to, then just tell me. just be honest with me. tell me it’s over and out, everything. and i promise i’ll just–stay away.”.❞
When she asked him isn’t that enough proof, Ryan looked down, not answering her question. She was feeling safe around him? Was that some kind of sick joke? The last thing he was, was safe. Like she knew that, not once he did something to prove it ”Yeah, they can’t.” he finally decided to say something. “I can’t promise you anything...I just, I can’t talk to you now.”
––– ‘ At least you’re honest about it. ’ she stated and felt a tad uneasy. ‘ I’d preferably have you not pretend. By all means I’d like to be out here as soon as possible too. ’
Well, I can’t promise anything. What is it that you need, blondie?
LOSING HER TEMPER, flora couldn’t help but yell back at him. “if you don’t want my answer–the truth, and i don’t give a fuck whether you’re too stubborn or victim-like to believe me–then why do you ask ??” she asked, loudly. “we may not be together anymore, but i still want to be your friend. we could do that before, why not anymore ? yes, i’ve always loved daniel. but i would never, ever, lie to you or mason or anyone about how i feel towards them. yes, i do believe you can love more than one person. and maybe–because we never got a chance–ours never grew as deep as my love for daniel did. maybe i just fall in love too quickly. i know i’m fucked up–i know i’m not good to be with. didn’t i warn you for this ? if you had just listened and stayed away, this wouldn’t have happened !” she said, tears forming in her eyes. “i don’t victimize myself here, ryan, because i am not the victim here. but N E I T H E R are you. and before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean.” she said, not wanting to deal with him trying to make her feel like crap. “just tell me you never want to see me again and we’re done. you’ll be free and happy.”.❞
“I wouldn’t be having this freakin’ conversation if I didn’t want an answer! I’ve wanted an answer for a while now! You need to understand something....you’re not fucked up, but your definiton of love is. Even someone like me knows that. But you know what...forget it, it doesn’t even matter anymore. You warned me about you? Like the way I warned you about me? Let’s make something clear, if you love someone, warnings don’t mean anything. Why do you want to be my friend? You feel guilty that everything fell apart or you actually believe the things can be the way they were few months ago? Cause both are stupid.” he said, trying to ignore completly her last words.
“I DON’T GIVE A FUCK?”, flora asked in disbelief. “tell me how i never gave a fuck, ryan !? i wanted you, despite what you think about yourself. i wanted to take a chance on your, to get a chance from you. because i care. i love you, ryan. and i don’t care that you don’t want to believe me because i am with daniel now. you left me. i didn’t know why. i tried to contact you but you never replied. i thought you were gone. what did you expect me to do when daniel was there when you were not ? wait for you ? when i didn’t even know whether you’d even come back ? if that’s what you expected, then don’t tell me I am the one not giving a fuck about Y O U.”.❞
Stop with the victim role, it looks bad on you. What do you mean? That if now Daniel suddenly leave, you’ll jump in the arms of anyone who’s near? Let’s be real, you were just waiting for the golden opportunity to just go back to him. It was never me, or Mason or anyone else. It was always Daniel. So you can stop being the big hypocrite you are and you can stop with this “I love you” bullshit, cause you’re the only one who’s believing at it.
WHEN RYAN STOPPED HER, flora sighed. “because i care about you, ryan. because i don’t want what we had gone. i know i’ve made mistakes… and i’m sorry, i said this before. but i don’t want to lose you. i don’t want you to hate me.”.❞
You care about me? Are you fuckin’ kidding me? You proved 100 times that you don’t give a fuck, so why now go pretend that you care, huh? And what exactly is “what we had”? Did you expected to stay BFF with me or what?
TOTALLY IGNORING THE BOY’S REACTION, flora just decided to leave. he was mad at her, he hated her–fine. his loss. ❞
[he grabbed her arm, stopping her] Let me ask you something. Why the hell you keep coming here?
“OKAY THEN.”, flora said, softly, as she just wanted to leave again. it’s not like her presence was wanted anyway. ❞
Could you look any more dramatic?
Oh it's pretty obvious you dig Rosie. Big woop.
And what if I do? Maybe it is a big woop. Mind your own buisness.
What are 5 people you wouldn't mind befriending?
I don’t have friends and I’m perfectly fine with it. Though I don’t exactly hate the company of Rosie and Oceana, but I haven’t seen Oceana from a very long time. Maybe she left.
Can you give a little description of the person that might've caught your interest?
You don’t give up, huh? She’s pretty, smartass and annoying. Is this enough?
Hey—what can I get you to drink?
Jack Daniels and ice. Just don’t get confused and don’t bring me the wrong thing. I don’t want a glass of Jack Daniels...I want a whole bottle. Thanks.
what do you like the most about being an architecture?
Having control.
is there something you'd like to change about your past?
Something? There are a hell lot of things I would like to change about my past.
is there someone who has caught your interest?
Maybe there is.
FROWNING AT HIS TONE, flora sighed. “yes–you do.”. ❞
Yeah? Well, you’re clearly wrong. First of all, you’re the last person who should worry about me. Second of all, there is nothing you should worry about. I’m having the time of my life lately.
“I’M JUST WORRIED ABOUT YOU, THAT’S ALL.”, flora said, shrugging as she looked down. “but appearanly there’s no need for me to, which is great.”. ❞
When she said that she’s worried about him, he couldn’t help, but laugh “Why would you be worried about me? Do I look like some you should worry about?”
