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it’s not fair but I hope you’re hurting too. I hope you’re having trouble sleeping and just feel the void without me like I feel it without you.

and the worst part is I know damn well you aren’t. I know your life just moved on without issue. I am just some small footnote that you can completely and utterly function without with no problems whatsoever and just move on from.

and that fucking kills me

I just wanna know why you ghosted me. I think about you all the time. 💜

Assuming you are who I think yku are, I still don’t know why. I really don’t

I really. Truly. Love you so fucking much. This hurts so bad. And I don’t know who to talk to because you’re who I talk to when I hurt

greelin

comedy gold

greelin

it just keeps getting better

sleepysmilesamirite

Owl you can fly

I’m having more and more trouble pretending I’m okay. And I don’t have anyone I can talk to anymore about it. I’m not okay

I have nobody to share this with in my life right now but if the whole ’every 7 years your body has entirely new cells so you have a body that your abuser never touched’ thing is real. then when i wake up tomorrow i have a body you never fucking touched