i want you to feel the weight of me long after iâm gone. i want to haunt you through your entire day, whether youâre sitting at work, out at brunch with your friends or just running errands, trying your best to blend in and act like a normal person while you are secretly falling apart under your clothes.
your skin is still going to be humming from everywhere i marked you last night. every time your clothes shift against your thighs, every time you adjust yourself in your chair youâll feel that deep ache i left behind, inside you. i want that to be your constant unyielding reminder. i want you to get wet in public just from the memory of it.
youâre going to be trying so hard to keep it together but your pulse is going to be jumping in your neck because the only thing consuming your mind is how badly you need me all over again. âare you listening to me?â someone might ask you and youâre going to blink, completely zoned out because your ears are ringing with the memory of the things i whispered into your ear while i held you down.
i want you overstimulated by the memory of my hands that you're basically useless all day. even a breeze against your neck is going to make you shiver because your brain will trick you into thinking it's my breath.
itâs the psychological warfare of it. knowing that i can completely possess your thoughts from miles away, turning you into a needy desperate mess while youâre surrounded by people who have no idea you're secretly burning up for my touch. youâre going to spend every waking second of your day just drowning in anticipation, counting down the minutes, growing more impatient and frustrated by the hour because you know exactly whatâs waiting for you when you get back to me.
and thatâs the best part sweetheart. you can ache for me all day, you can let it drive you crazy, but you never have to wonder. you are entirely mine. the second you walk back through my door, i am right here to give it to you all over again. as much as you need it, as hard or as soft as you want it. i am all yours and you know how much i love breaking you just to piece you back together. iâm going to take such good care of you, like i always do.
pulling you right into me while youâre still breathless and needy, pressing soft kisses and whisper how proud i am of you for holding it together all day. iâll let you melt against me, feeling all the anticipation finally turn into relief. my hands tracing over the marks that were driving you crazy hours ago. then ruin you all over again. iâm going to give you absolutely everything youâve been begging for.
until then, youâre going to stay right there drenched, aching and consumed until you're back in my bed. i'm already under your skin and deep in your bones and you are never going to shake me out.
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