& On & On & On

Eli. 25. Queer. Somewhere in the outskirts of Toronto. I'm not too sure what this is anymore. Wannabe punk, aspiring creator of some sort. (They/them)

[mijikowaffle]

もぐもぐのゴン 2018.6.10

[notbecauseofvictories]

Do you have any Tips for Academic Success?

Have You Considered A Deal With The Devil 

[thatscreamingrat]

my current project is going strong so far

follow it on twt

[theambiguousqueer]

i paid off my student loans today :)

[theambiguousqueer]

Stressed

My contract is ending soon and I have nothing lined up afterwards

I feel like I'm not going anywhere with my life and not working on bettering my sewing skills enough

I've fallen so far behind on my reading goals

I don't even know if my relationship is in a good place rn or if I'm just too worn down and can't even begin to fathom how the fuck I would exist financially as a single person in this stupid expensive city

I am so tired and I miss talking to my friends and feeling like I have a life that isn't just work and then stressing about wtf my next work contract is going to be

Maybe I need to change careers I don't know wtf I'm doing or how to even "grow my career"

[theambiguousqueer]

I wish I could just skip town and leave my shitty apartment and life behind for a while. If it weren't COVID times I'd go and live in a different province for a few months or for a year, even if I would just be by myself it would be better than this life.

I just need a clean break, more space, an actual fucking job, and lots of rest but I'm so fucking stressed all the time and I'm being suffocated by disassociating thoughts of how this is not what I ever wanted my life to be, that I can barely breathe. My brain is just too loud right now and I really need some quiet

[theambiguousqueer]

Thinking about changing my name again so people will stop calling me "Ellie" and I'd have a reason to change my legal name, but I don't know what I'd change it to? And it also just feels like a bad time to change my name again since I'm going to be trying to look for jobs using the references I made in school???

[meliscan-deactivated20210112]

@meliscan

[theambiguousqueer]

hey, i know it doesn’t mean much from a stranger on the internet but i’m sending you good thoughts - navigating human relationships really sucks sometimes but i’m hoping you get through this and find people that do care about you and value you as much as you deserve. stick in there 💌

thank you 💕

[theafternoontiger]

Visit Original Link

[laralaralara]

i’m gonna make it through this year if it kills me

[stars-bean]

It Happened One Night (1934) dir. Frank Capra

[snototters-deactivated20210129]

[angelenentrenamiento]

me: *sees a ghost* omg are you dead

the ghost: of corpse

[angelenentrenamiento]

somebody said they will beat my ass because of this joke. Grave mistake

[upschittcreek]

THE ROSES IN EVERY EPISODE:

2x01 - Finding David

[titlecard]

Found them. Here they are, Sen. Train Tickets? Where’d you get those? Leftovers from 40 years ago. You get off at the sixth stop, called ‘Swamp Bottom’. Swamp Bottom? That’s right. Make sure you get it right. There used to be a return train… but these days, it’s one way only. Still want to go?

SPIRITED AWAY • 千と千尋の神隠し 2001 | dir. hayao miyazaki.

[motiya]

[cundtcake]

[adelphicoracle]

I love these two young women with all my black shriveled heart

[biscuitnapper]

One of those never not reblog deals lol