...and I am out with lanterns, looking for myself

[beska93-deactivated20240604]

[gaycannedbeans]

ig: @sxmmie999

MY ART / DO NOT REPOST WITHOUT PERMISSION / DO NOT DELETE CAPTION / LOVE U

[theangelwithdirtywings]

[theangelwithdirtywings]

[theangelwithdirtywings]

[theangelwithdirtywings]

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Life is not about who you once were. It’s about who you are right now, and the person you have the potential to be.”

— Unknown

[heavensghost]

[heavyrain-dc]

“In the end you can’t always choose what to keep. You can only choose how you let it go.”

— Ally Condie

[6i]

sometimes you need to learn to be quiet even when you have a lot to say.

[babytoothbrain]

I Will not Let me Fall

Letters to a Young Poet, Rainer Maria Rilke// Kim Cogan// "Self Injury", Allie Long// Backwards, Warsan Shire// Annie Remich// "The Sun is Still Apart of me", Jennifer Willough// Sylvia Plath// Monica Luniak// On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous, Ocean Vuong//

[6i]

you are doing well. and if you aren’t doing well, you are doing your best. and if you aren’t doing your best, you are doing. and if you aren’t doing, you are being. and in being, you are bold.

[chillpotato]

- Sylvia Plath, from 'Ariel'

[htvpgenny]

Losing you wasn’t just painful, it was fucking damaging also. It wasn’t me sitting down on a couch surrounded by my friends as we watched movies and ate food to try and forget you. It was me staying up at four in the morning because the thought of you was so fucking strong I couldn’t even close my eyes without seeing your face. It was me swallowing thickly and blinking back tears every time I was in public, the hole in my chest causing my breaths to come out shaky rather than normal. It was me laughing at things for no reason as my stomach turned because the urge of falling apart was getting stronger. It was me crying at random hours during the day and me not wanting to get up out of bed. It wasn’t just me staring blankly at your number, deciding whether or not if I should call you. It was me throwing my phone at the wall and breaking it, because I was drunk again and the thought of you ever changing your information terrified me. It was me deleting our conversations and regretting it because now I couldn’t know where we had went wrong. It fucking hurt, losing you had hurt and I wasn’t ever able to forget that kind of pain.

[love-letters-i-never-sent]

[6i]

nobody needs you more than you need yourself. stop self sacrificing. stop self abandoning.

[tibby]

it’s actually very easy to live a life free of social media if you don’t consider tumblr a form of social media. which i don’t. #freedom #technologicallyfree #offline #amish