Drowning
I don’t know why. But every time I look at people doing things like having families or going on vacations or being with friends or even carving a god damn pumpkin for Halloween, I am reminded overwhelming so that I have pushed out all chances of that for my career. I can’t even go out to dinner with my significant other because I choose my career over my life. I know that I shouldn’t complain because this is literally what I studied and trained for four years. But I can’t help it. I feel so alone. All the time.




















