IDK I write some things sometimes. Sometimes it's poorly put together prompts and sometimes its poorly put together fics. Right now this is headcanon central ✩ NSFW sometimes because I am just trash
In which Rin is amazed by how badly he is in love with Nitori.
For the amazingly adorable Cande! Seriously girl, I can not even take you.
Hope you like it!
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I had only started dating Nitori a couple weeks earlier, but it all ready felt like an amazingly long time with him. The way he would look at me from across the room or nuzzle my shoulder when I was feeling down...
To be honest, it actually felt as if we had been dancing around the image of 'dating' for awhile before we made it 'official'.
Either way it was somehow exhilarating being able to kiss him goodnight before we each went to bed. Being able to put my hand on his cheek that was always so warm as he was beaming, just being able to stare at him and know I didn't have to hold back.
Yeah, Nitori had changed me, more than anyone at Iwatobi had even the ability to. And he was sad sometimes when I spent the day with them, but I always held him every time I came back.
He should know by now that I can't live without his smile for all I'm worth.
And now he was doing something to me that we surprisingly hadn't tried yet and I had no idea he could still make my heart beat as fast as it was now.
He was holding my hand.
And that was it, that was all it took for me to completely melt. I couldn't fucking believe that this kid could make me so completely scrambled for what to do just by interlocking his hand with mine.
Fuck, he knew what cards to play.
We were just walking out from campus to go to the store and he was all bundled up while I wore nothing but a small jacket. He squeezed my hand tighter. I wanted to pull his scarf away and kiss him.
His hand was so small but even more comforting as we kept walking and he made a complete mess out of me. I was in love and I was in deep.
And no matter what I did, I couldn't keep my eyes off of him, couldn't even fathom pulling my hand away from his. He was blushing, his nose buried into his scarf, and I could tell he was smiling, the smitten little shit. He probably knew how crazy he made me feel, how he had me totally wrapped around his little finger and all I could do was love him more for it.
He noticed my eyes trailing on him and he looked up questioningly. You know exactly what you're doing I couldn't help but thinking. So I leaned over and kissed him on the cheek, something actually a lot harder to do than I had originally thought, but completely worth it because I had never seen someone go so amazingly, adorably scarlet before.
He's probably thinking the same thing about me now, I said to myself as I laced our fingers together. I could hear him grumbling underneath his scarf and I couldn't help but laugh. Which was the absolutely wrong decision I would soon find out when he completely stopped walking to lean up on his tip-toes to kiss me straight on the mouth.
Fuuuck.
I felt him pull on my hand as he tried to keep walking but no, my feet were completely glued to the ground and like the total idiot I was I even lifted my free hand up to touch my lips. That wasn't even the first time we had kissed and there I was, stranded, at a serious loss for what to do just because he placed an angry little peck on my lips.
FUUUCK.
This time when I laughed, I laughed loud, and Nitori was even more confused than before. I fought back the stupid little pain in my heart when I took our hands apart to bound the short distance between us to envelop him in a hug.
I laughed harder when he sqeaked.
He questioned what in the world I was doing and I let go of him to lace our fingers back together. I couldn't fight back the small chuckles that came out of my mouth as I told him as simply as I could that I was just in love with him. With a smile on my face, I kept walking with him, believing that I was ready to go anywhere with him.
Until I heard him mumble shyly that he loved me back.
Uhm, just as a PSA, although I've been writing for while now this is the first fic blog I've made so forgive me if the format's a bit weird, or if it takes me a little while to get used to it.
Mainly, I barely have enough time to get things done as it is so I won't be able to update very often, but I don't plan on being dead. I want to give you guys stuff that's the point!
For what stuff I will be posting, probably all ship fics (what did you expect) but probably mainly makoharu because I have a few multi-chaptered fics under my belt right now for those dweebs. I do write homestuck though and my otp is actually rintori so--
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