SweeneyxNellie Modern AU
@iammrslovett
*I sigh a bit as I hear the baby crying, kissing your cheek as I sit up*
L: "I can't deal with this family anymore!"
S: *I swallow as she says that* "Sit down, Lily. Now."
*i feel my heart sink, feeling really guilty* I’m… sorry.
"Sit down!"
L: *I swallow as my dad yells and just walk out*
H: I’ll-I’ll talk to her… *i swallow hard and walk out*
*i sigh shakily as she kisses my cheek and leaves, staring at the front door
*I swallow and turn to you* "it'll be okay... she needs time."
Time for what? *i sigh shakily* I’m… I’m innocent. I didn’t do anything. We have the proof. And it’s still not enough for her to believe I’m not a horrible mother. What is it going to take?
"We can try the therapy again. Maybe... maybe with your mother? Involved? Corner her?"
*i frown* I am not seeing my mother ever again. It’s all her fault.
"Then I'll go. I'll do it."
*i swallow hard and look down, shaking my head* I’m ruining everything again. *i start to tear up*
*I take you in my arms, holding you tight* "You're not ruining anything, baby, she is."
*i sigh shakily, crying* It was getting so much better…
"I know... I know. We'll get there again. I promise."
*i keep crying uncontrollably
*I hold onto you tighter, kissing your hair*
*i cry for a while before pulling off slowly* Im just… I’m gonna go lay down…
*I nod softly* "Okay..."
*i swallow, frowning sadly and walk upstairs to the bedroom
*I swallow and immediately text our lawyer and our therapist*
*I undress, putting on comfy lounge clothes before laying down on my side
*I go upstairs after to check on you*
*i frown sadly as i keep thinking at what Lily said
*I walk in quietly* "Do you want me to lay with you*
*i nod a bit
*I walk to the bed and lay down softly*
*i snuggle
*I hold you close, kissing your hair*
*i swallow, looking down* Maybe we should have told them right after it happened.
"It's okay... we... we can fix this."
*i frown sadly* I don’t know what else to do, Sweeney. She knows about my past and she knows the truth about the accident. What else does she need to take my side?
"Maybe you should take a trip. Alone with her."
*i swallow hard* I don’t think she would want to so spend so much time alone with me.
"No, but it forces her to talk to you."
I’m scared she would end up resenting me. Even more.
"We can at least try."
*i look down and nod a bit
*I kiss your cheek softly* "Take her to the London house."
*i nod a bit* Okay…
"Go for a month with the baby."
A month? *i swallow, looking up at you* A whole month away from you? *i pout* We haven’t been separated for that long since… since the twins.
"I know, baby... but... I think she needs it."
*i swallow and nod*
*I kiss you softly* "I'll call."
*i kiss back and nod softly before kissing you again
*I kiss back gently*