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[thebluestsunshine]

UPDATE

so i don’t plan on deleting or leaving my blog by choice, as I don’t even write smut or reblog smutty pictures so I don’t see tumblr’s nonsense really affecting me, but I should let you all know that my attention and love for detroit has been waning lately. I’ve found myself getting interested in dragon age instead, but either way, I haven’t felt up to writing any fics, so I apologise for that. I can’t say when that will change, but I’m not going anywhere, and will be poking my head in from time to time. I feel like requests or prompts might help, but even saying that, I have a prompt in my inbox that’s been there for weeks I think and I still don’t feel like writing it (i’m so sorry to the person who sent it in aaaa), but yeah, I don’t know. Maybe send me some ideas or requests or something if you like, and I’ll see if I can write something! I make no promises, but it’s the only thing I can think of that might help. / v \

[thebluestsunshine]

i know i haven’t posted at all lately and i apologise for that, i do plan on getting some things written for you guys this weekend, but if you could, please consider buying me a coffee on ko-fi, here! It would mean the absolute world to me, and would help me relax a bit in terms of stressing about the holiday seasons, which hopefully might let me focus on writing a bit more. No pressure of course, I’m eternally grateful for the kind words, reblogs, and likes I get as is, I just wanted to let you guys know it was an option. <3

[thebluestsunshine]

so, i opened a redbubble store last night to sell some of my artwork/designs, and i had an idea, but i wanted to run it by you guys first, get some opinions:

i was thinking about designing a collection of chibi designs featuring connor and the reader. however, i want to be inclusive, so i was thinking about doing a few different ones for different races. However, i sadly can’t depict every single specific race out there, so i’m not sure what to do. i don’t want to offend or exclude anyone. I won’t be doing simple colour switches either, i want each reader to have their own unique look and pose with connor. any suggestions? i hope this doesn’t come off as rude or anything like that ;lkasjdf

[thebluestsunshine]

so, i opened a redbubble store last night to sell some of my artwork/designs, and i had an idea, but i wanted to run it by you guys first, get some opinions:

i was thinking about designing a collection of chibi designs featuring connor and the reader. however, i want to be inclusive, so i was thinking about doing a few different ones for different races. However, i sadly can’t depict every single specific race out there, so i’m not sure what to do. i don’t want to offend or exclude anyone. I won’t be doing simple colour switches either, i want each reader to have their own unique look and pose with connor. any suggestions? i hope this doesn’t come off as rude or anything like that ;lkasjdf

[oak23]

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I really liked the acapella Mitski did in the Genius Verified video but I couldn’t find any good edits of just the acapella spliced together so I guess I’m doing it.

[thebluestsunshine]

so, i opened a redbubble store last night to sell some of my artwork/designs, and i had an idea, but i wanted to run it by you guys first, get some opinions:

i was thinking about designing a collection of chibi designs featuring connor and the reader. however, i want to be inclusive, so i was thinking about doing a few different ones for different races. However, i sadly can’t depict every single specific race out there, so i’m not sure what to do. i don’t want to offend or exclude anyone. I won’t be doing simple colour switches either, i want each reader to have their own unique look and pose with connor. any suggestions? i hope this doesn’t come off as rude or anything like that ;lkasjdf

[thebluestsunshine]

i apologise for not doing much, i’m really struggling to write and i admittedly don’t know what to do here if i’m not posting things??? and to all the lovely people who have tagged me in the WIP meme, I uh...don’t have any works in progress / v \;; Whenever I write anything I do it all at once so yea. Thank you for the tags though!! I just don’t want anyone waiting around aaa

[a-shakespearean-in-paris]

13 and 26 for Connor and Soph? :3

Soft Tummy

a sorry kiss, tending an injury-Connor RK800 x OFC

A/N okay, I went more abstract than literal, and I’m sorry it took a bit, but here we are :) 

In a word, Sophie was a bit…squishy. He liked the fact she was squishy, but for some reason, Sophie didn’t seem to. At least at first. 

He discovered that fact about her when the two were laying in her bed. He was discovering the happiness he felt in simply being with her, feeling the warm press of her hip against him, the entangle of her leg, the simple wonder. He propped himself up, and when he asked, can I, She nodded. She nodded and spoke with her eyes that yes, it was alright. 

She grinned. She blushed. It was more than permission. She wanted his hands. 

Even so, he was gentle at first. He touched only where he had touched before. He liked to hold her face in his hands when he kissed her, so he gently swept his fingertips against her cheek. He outlined her lips in a kiss but not kiss. The sweater she wore didn’t fully cover her shoulder. The back of his hands swept over the curve and glide. His eyes traveled a little lower. 

“What are you staring at?”

“Uhhh…” 

Laughing, she reached for him. When he was on top of her and their foreheads touched she wrapped her arms around him. “Silly man,” she muttered. “Silly, beautiful…” 

He kissed her. He put his hand on her hip, feeling the curve as he kissed. His hands roamed a little, because it felt right.

 “Connor…what are you…” 

“You’re soft,” he said. 

“Soft?”

“It’s nice.” 

“Connor…”At her fallen face, he shifted off. She looked away from him, eyes on the ceiling. He asked her what was wrong. 

“Nothing,” she replied.“It sounds like something is wrong.” He knew it had to be something he said or did. He asked her if he shouldn’t have touched her, kissed her. 

“I…I like it when you touch me, but…” 

But she turned pink and said no more.“Was it because I said you were soft?”

“No.” 

He knew better. “Sophie. I’m sorry.”

She sighed. “Alright,” she said, exasperated. “Alright. I’m squishy. I have a soft tummy. I work out but you know…it likes to stay there. And you know, it’s not that big of a deal, but–”

“I like it.”

She stared, mouth agape. “You…do?” 

“Yes!” he said, getting nearer to her again. “It’s soft. You’re soft. And…” 

He sought permission. With her eyes, she gave. He touched the softness delicately, and when she pulled up the sweater, revealing the bare patch of skin, he kissed her there. 

“I think you’re beautiful.” 

She let him leave more kisses on her tummy. 

[thebluestsunshine]

hmmm i think i want to write more unrequited love stuff but less obsessive and crazy

[slytherin-headcanons]

Slytherin Ask Game

Ravenclaw | Hufflepuff | Gryffindor

1. What did you want to be when you grew up?

2. Where did you meet your best friend?

3. What is your greatest achievement?

4. Somebody you aspire to be like?

5. Are you a birthday person?

6. What is your dream job?

7. What are three things you want to do before you die?

8. Who is your favourite antagonist?

9. How different was your life five years ago?

10. If you were hypothetically stranded on a desert island, how long do you think you could last?

11. Any unpopular opinions? 

12. Would you want to know when you’re going to die?

13. Do you ever take things from the hotel?

14. Biggest pet peeve?

15. Do you hold grudges?

16. Do you like the place where you grew up?

17. Would you kill someone if they were planning to kill you?

18. Three things you’re looking forward to?

19. What would you be the god/goddess of?

20. Where do you normally sit in the classroom?

21. Would you rather always be overdressed or always be underdressed?

22. Do you own anything that has been passed on to you by a family member?

23. What can you do today that you weren’t capable of a year ago?

24. What is something you want right now?

25. Most slytherin thing you’ve ever done?

[thebluestsunshine]

Playlist Tag Game

aaa thank you @pandemoniumambassador for the tag! c:

Rules: go to the last playlist you listened to, hit shuffle, and post the first ten songs that come up. Tag five people to pass the game on!.

The last playlist I listened to was one called ‘Closet Pop’ by a spotify user I highly recommend, Tj Jones

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Views - Suken

All Alone - Acid Ghost

Brothers - Almost Sold Out

Stuck - Loveclub

Open Smile - Pear Moth

Rust (Keep Your Heart) - Callus

Something New, Something Blue - neek, Saro

Downtown & Cigarettes - Bbyafricka

Come Visit, Baby - Frass Green

Everytime - Boy Pablo

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i have no idea who to tag whoops so apologies if you’ve already done this or been tagged 100 times!! @the-darklings @a-shakespearean-in-paris @arsynia @lavenderstages @sunstrain @deviantramblings anD IDK ANYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO DO THIS??

[the-darklings]

(lonely god);

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hero/villain!au // this is a “non-canon” piece

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He catches you gently.

Folds you to him with a desperation that makes the blood in your mouth taste like triumph.

Blood, ash and dirt stains his breathtaking face. Once, it was a face you found comfort in; a face that under different circumstance you could have…

Perhaps some part of you still—

“And when it’s over, and this world is ashes, you and I will be the only ones left standing. Gods to this new world and then you will understand. We cannot exist without one another.”

He told you that once but that was then.

His grey eyes are wide and desperate as he stares at you with something almost resembling shock and despair.  

“No—no, what have you done? What have you done?” he whispers and something frays the edges of his words, some hidden emotion you cannot place as he lowers you to the ground. “Why? Why didn’t you—”

Tears sting your eyes, blurring your vision as you gasp painfully, the tearing pain slicing mercilessly through your body. Nines’ hands are on you, cradling you with gentleness you knew he only ever showed you and you alone. His hands settle against your bleeding chest and you can feel his power thundering through his skin as he tries to mould his power into your broken body.

“Why didn’t you block?” Nine hisses and the words are bitter and raw, almost destructive on his tongue as his power starts cracking the ground beneath you from its raging fury. “You should have blocked. Why didn’t you? Just—keep still.”

Your lips quiver and the blood on your tongue tastes coppery and sharp, a small whine of pain slipping from you as you try to meet his wild stare, “You—you’ve taken everything f-from me. Please…I just—I just want to be free. I want to see him a-again. Let…let…let me go.”

“No,” he snarls, his lips twisting dangerously, and you groan as he presses his hand harsher against your bleeding chest. “I will not let you go. I will never let—I need you… and I will not allow you to slip away from me (Name). Do you… do you truly hate me so much you would rather die than be with me?”

Your heart aches at the quiet vulnerability in his low voice, at the desperate clench of his jaw as he tries to heal you, tries to mend you from within. He always looked so nice when he smiled at you, you recall suddenly, and it makes you sad. You can’t remember the last time he smiled, or you for that matter.

Once upon a time, you came so very close to falling in love with that crooked grin full of startled surprise.

A wasted chance to do something beautiful with the immeasurable power you were both granted.

“No, no…I don’t hate you,” you choke out and his eyes close at your words. His expression is almost pained and it doesn’t make you happy like you expected it would. “I never—I never hated you. I w-wanted to…so much. But I never—I think…I think that in another universe…I would have l-loved you forever.”

It’s peaceful.

And soft.

This oblivion.

“No,” the word rips out from some dark, guttural place inside of him, so powerful and frantic you can feel his power—everything that he is, every last fibre of him—cling to you with a desperation that makes you flinch. His power wraps around you so tightly, it almost makes you cry harder. “I will not let you go. I refuse. Y-You will not leave me alone, do you understand? I will not let you—”

You smile at him softly, brokenly, and feel his fingers frantically seek your own as he laces them with yours, pressing them against his trembling lips.

“S-smile for me.”

He doesn’t. His eyes close instead, and you’re not strong enough to keep your own open anymore.

Something wet hits your cheek, and a roar of pure agony rips through the earth—a fury of a God—while the ground shakes and trembles beneath you and–––

…

an: you’re all sadists, and I love it~~

[thebluestsunshine]

KAT HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME OH MY GOD????

[you-make-me-wander]

AUs and Prompts List

So I just gathered some prompts and AUs that I really like. Take your pick!

  Imagine your OTP exchanging gifts for the first time during the holidays, maybe both a little nervous that the other won’t like their gift. It turns out that neither has any reason to be anxious; both love the other’s gift and kisses are exchanged along with each present.

Imagine person A of your OTP relentlessly flirting with B in public, just to see B blush.

Imagine your OTP studying together, and for every question answered right, somebody has to take off a piece of clothing.

Imagine Person A keeps having nightmares about Person B. They don’t know what disturbs them more— how scary the dreams are, or how arousing they are.

Person A has given up on love. Nope. Love is not for them. Forget that…. And then they meet person B and think; “Annnd this is the asshole who will ruin everything.”

Imagine your OTP is wrestling over the remote.

Imagine Person A of your OTP seeing Person B with bed hair for the first time, and being totally blown away by how cute/hot/etc. they look with their hair being a huge mess. Bonus: if Person A gets flustered when Person B pokes fun at them for liking it.

Imagine your OTP intertwining their fingers together while they’re in bed.

Imagine your OTP have a morning class together and person A always walks in late and has obviously just woken up and person B thinks that the grumpy person who sits in front of him is the cutest thing ever.

Person A leaving thigh hickeys on person B.

Imagine your OTP stuck in an elevator after they’ve had a fight. 

Imagine your OTP getting in a fight and one of them yelling that they love the other one and then it gets really quiet.

Imagine person A of your OTP scaring person B (during Halloween) on accident so badly that they cry.

Imagine your OTP cuddling under a blanket on a cold winter night. Person A gently wrapping their arms around Person B and lightly kissing down their neck making Person B shiver from something other than the cold outside.

Imagine your OTP running into each other under the mistletoe. Person A blushes and goes to suggest that they don’t have to kiss but Person B cuts them off with a kiss.

Imagine person A of your OTP wearing person B’s clothes.

Imagine person A walking out of the bathroom after a shower, half-naked and wreathed in steam, and B immediately dropping whatever they were holding. Bonus if it’s an animal which gives them the stink eye before slinking away.

Imagine your OTP as teachers at the same school who are always flirting and have their students shipping them without realizing it.

Imagine person A of your OTP coming home from the gym all sweaty. Person B sees this and gets instantly turned on.

Imagine your OTP moving in together. They’re unpacking each other’s boxes when they find, ah, interesting things they didn’t know the other person owned.

Imagine your OTP finding fanfic of each other, either separately or together. Alternately, imagine Person A writing fanfic of them and Person B finding it/finding out about it, or they both write it and find each other’s.

Imagine your OTP waking up at the same time for a midnight snack and Person B scares Person A on accident.

Imagine your OTP living together. The air conditioner breaks during the hottest week of summer and your OTP has to figure out how to stay cool. Alternately, the heating breaks during the coldest week of winter and your OTP has to figure out how to stay warm.

Imagine your OTP not having enough blankets for both of them and sharing. It takes some doing, but they settle comfortably into each other’s arms and fall asleep listening to each other’s heartbeat, smelling their hair, feeling the rise and fall of their breath. The next morning, they’re still in the same position.

Imagine your OTP living in a dorm. Person A thinks that person B is kinda cute, but otherwise doesn’t feel much for them. Person A goes to borrow a textbook from person B and walks in on person B in their pajamas with their hair all messed up and person A thinks it’s the cutest thing ever.

Imagine person B of your otp uses person A as a pillow.

Imagine person A of your otp goes to a bookstore and spends hours just looking at books and person B sees them and falls in love with how passionate they are and how geeky they are.

Imagine person A of your otp is reading a book late at night and person B can’t sleep so they ask person A to read to them so person A starts reading out loud and a few minutes later person B is completely knocked out and person A gives them a kiss on their forehead.

Imagine Persons A and B of your OTP both go to a private school. Person A is really studious and innocent, like never been kissed type thing. In contrast, Person B got kicked out of their old school for sleeping with a teacher. One day Person B sees Person A in the hall and decides that ‘corrupting’ Person A will be their personal mission this school year. Up to you whether or not they succeed.

Imagine person A of your otp is waiting at a restaurant for their date and is obviously being stood up and person B notices this, just before person A gets sick of waiting and gets up to leave person B sits with them, and even though they aren’t who person A was waiting for they end up having a lot of fun and hooking up.

“Bonding solely via eye contact over that annoying person on our plane that we’re both slowly becoming more and more exasperated about” au.

“Constantly fighting for the best seat in the library/coffee shop/whatever” au.

“We are both stuck in the dorm common room because their respective roommates needed ‘alone time’” au.

“I was walking by the roller coasters and someone’s shoe flew off and hitme in the head” au.

“You just caught me reading hardcore smut fan fiction during class and you’re wondering how I can read this with a blank face” au.

“I sent a selfie of myself in the tub to the wrong number and you responded back with another selfie. Holy shit you’re really attractive.” au.

“Now or Never kiss” au.

Being on the brink of admitting their feelings for each other but then getting interrupted.

Both of them being the best friends that everyone just assumes is a couple and no one is even surprised when they announce they’re official because 'wtf do you mean you weren’t before?’

“I thought you were my friend so I slapped your ass in greeting" au.

[prema-ja]

[arsuf]

“Q: what was it like to love? A: oh, it was like burning. Q: where did it burn? A: everywhere. it burned everywhere.”

— Salma Deera, “Icarus in Interview Part 2,” The Burning Ones (via theotokosi)

[a-shakespearean-in-paris]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

HEY UPDATE :)

Chapters: 29/? Fandom: Detroit: Become Human (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Connor (Detroit: Become Human)/Original Female Character(s), Connor (Detroit: Become Human)/ Original Human Character, Connor RK800/Original Female Character, Connor (Detroit: Become Human)/ OFC Characters: Connor (Detroit: Become Human), Original Female Character(s), Original Male Character(s), Markus (Detroit: Become Human), Hank Anderson, Sumo (Detroit: Become Human), Gavin Reed, Original Chloe | RT600 Additional Tags: Romance, Falling In Love, Androids and humans, Slow Burn, Eventual Smut, second love, Navigating Emotions, androids navigating pesky things called feelings, Friends to Lovers, Minor social commentary, Bookstores, Actors, Post Game fic, Denial of Feelings, pinning, Mutual Pining, Fluff and Angst, Fluff and Smut, Father-Son Relationship, This takes place after the good ending, The One Where Everyone Lives, Idiots in Love, Identity, Identity Issues, Pacifist Ending, Post Pacifist Ending, This fic contains spoilers for the musical hamilton, Demisexuality, Deviant Connor (Detroit: Become Human), Connor Deserves Happiness Series: Part 1 of Immortal Longings Summary:

It is after the revolution. Connor at last gets to live, but he still doesn’t fully know what that means. It is through art and music that Sophie helps him understand. She’s odd, eccentric, and freeing, and amidst the newness of living everyday, there is another newness that blooms when he thinks of her. He wants to live. He’s most alive with her.

Life is ephemeral, Sophie knows. Connor, endearing, kind, and a strange sort of beautiful, reminds her of that fact. He learns to live and make his life his own as she remembers how beautiful being alive is. He promised her he wouldn’t fall. But perhaps she would want to fall with him.

This is how they fell.

[thebluestsunshine]

how would you guys feel about me doing requests? :o