"don't tell me to calm down"
- in which five hargreeves has a panic attack about his family and you try to help him through it.
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five’s whole body began to shake, almost uncontrollably. he was indeed having a panic attack about his family.
he started to get panic attacks more frequently, exactly like the one he was having right now.
“come on don’t be ridiculous right now.”
my eyes softened, as I watched him pacing back and fourth. over and over again. it did really hurt, seeing him like this. five ignored me and began to start mumbling under his breath.
i sometimes disliked the more stubbornly side of him, because sometimes he wouldn’t listen and do things his own way.
i understand why he was having a panic attack. i mean the world was ending in less than a week now.
honestly who wouldn’t be having a panic attack right now?
he has a hard time confessing about things to basically everyone. he wasn’t really used to it anyways.
the pressure of being the only sibling in his family to understand what was coming. and to actually figure out how to stop this so called ‘apocalypse’ . while his other siblings really didnt care.
i murmured, waiting a couple of seconds to get a response.
but there was no response from him.
it was beginning to get off my nerves that i wasn’t really doing anything, so i walked towards him and stopped him from pacing back and fourth.
i placed my hands on his shoulders to prevent him from pacing again, and gently shook him.
he was a bit surprised, but once he saw how hurt i was, he began to stop shaking. which was a really good sign.
before he was able to finish his sentence, i embraced five in a tight hug. i could feel his heart racing as i embraced him.
he slowly wrapped his arms around my waist, trying his absolute hardest to not cry.
i knew that he secretly loved my hugs, although it really isn’t a secret anymore. sometimes the hugs would go on for a while.
which i didn’t really mind at all really. so i didn’t complain.
mainly everytime i was with him, like this. it made me feel so comfortable and happy, like an euphoric feeling or moment.
it just made butterflies appear in my stomach.
“you know im here right? if you need anything, im always here for you. i promise, we could even pinky promise if you want.”
i whispered into his ear, trying to comfort him the best i could.
hopefully it was working.
he pulled away, and began to stare into my eyes. he still had his arms around my waist.
then there was silence. but it was only just for a moment.
he leaned towards me, with one of his cute little smiles. which honestly was extremely extremely adorable.
i already knew what he was going to do, so i leaned in too.
as his lips met mine, he gently pulled me closer to him, then ran his thumb down my cheek affectionately.
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