thebritjay

thinker/tinkerer/middlefingerer

[thebritjay]

good advice. #feigninginterest #tableart #lalyfe #baeAF #westwood #bling #barneys #sundays #diadelosmuertos #drank #jameson #newwavehookers #lawoman #liveauthentic #unicornhair #oltimey #resourcefulnotghetto (at Barney's Beanery - Westwood)

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love me or leave me

let me be lonely

you’ll never believe me

but I love you only

id rather be lonely than happy

with somebody else

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writhing in misery

black label filigree

return to me

please

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I feel sick.

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night bae. 😘

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Things I should say but haven't to give you space

I think about you on average every two and a half minutes. I'm miserable. No distraction is good enough and I don't want any, I just want you. 8/22/15

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checking my phone 10,000 times day like maybe he texted. 💔

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Designed to Disappoint

that's always been my motto

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8/22/15. Tomorrow is his birthday and I love him very much. Please come back to me.

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August 22, 2015

Happy birthday, Grandma Gloria. You'd only be 73 today.

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i drove by your house just to feel like I saw you you’ll probably never see me as anything but this though

8/22/15

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heartbroken lovepoem

an explosion inside a steel case feels confusing something once numbed from a former bruising has difficulty knowing when it’s fully using the most of its faculties or picking and choosing

until an ultimatum is placed in its crack it drips inside deep where the wound is still black and suddenly you fight cause you know for a fact that everything else in the world isn’t half

you’re forced to react but you finally feel the truth in yourself cause your starting to heal to know what you want and no longer conceal the weakness inside you, you’re melting the steel

but by then it’s too late a transference occurred the decency in you having been blurred you find yourself causing the same pain in others and they won’t allow you do it a third

to comprehend the love you have before you lose it is to be wise beyond your years this proves it

8/21/15

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new colors/new horizons

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had a lovely day with my soulmate <3 here's as close as I could get to an actual picture of this handsome rogue with me today, had to sneak this from the side lol happy independence to all good night! (at Will Rogers State Beach)

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Radness can be found in every nook & cranny.. Even the darkest corners of our own self-doubt, harsh judgments, hopelessness and even self-destruction. Find the impetus to rise and you’ve already mastered it.

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#waybackwednesday to that time I was sorta #turnt and couldn't remember any songs at a party.. Wait that's every time. #acoustic #guitar #girly #music

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Don't be a square. #houndstooth