Let Them Come

Oh, my painful fatal flaw May your cruelty find you May the scars you left me Dig into you twice as deep

[miczariel-deactivated20240917]

things my daughter has said - a sentence meme

“I don’t want to love anyone. I just want to love dogs and youtube.” “Look at this bunny! Look how fucking cute it is!” “I have to eat all these cookies. I’m counting to thirty-seven.” “If I was going to kill someone, I would poison them on Taco Tuesday because no one expects tacos.” “Capitalism made the minions.”  “If there’s no chicken nuggets, I don’t want to go.” “I’m not afraid of blood. I see it all the time.” “The floor is fine. I’ll stay here.” “Oh, boy, here comes reality!” “My least favorite piece of clothing is socks. They’re like pants for your feet.” “There’s so many girls…” “If I can’t hug a ghost, what’s the point?” “I’ve only hit a guy once but I could do it again.” “This smells like happiness and ketchup.” “But is Dr. Phil really real?” “I want to be a rock. Rocks get to lie down as much as they want.” “I noticed a strange thing. Mostly when you say ‘maybe’, it’s in a pattern. A pattern of ‘no’.” “I don’t understand but I’m angry about it.” “I’m in love with you because you bring me food.” “I’m going to kill everyone.” “Oh, right in the head!” “The world is going to keep going even if you don’t like it.” “I would go to jail for you.”

[neokirii]

I dont plan on making this too long– But I think I’ll have to put this for part one..

A story of Fenris becoming a slave, also attempt to make a GIFset To be continued–

[thebrxkenchains-blog]

“Lick up the mess you made.”

His stomach is churning with the order, his bottom lip trembling as he looks up from his spot on the floor. His knees were scraped from the tiles, the palms of his hands no better, but he still stays on the floor. Looking away from the magister’s gaze, he looked to the floor and made a face as he lowered his head to the floor.

His cheeks burn with embarrassment and humiliation, his arms trembling from supporting his weight. He’s gotten so weak since being here...

[smalllady]

fenris → istj

the inspector ISTJs are responsible organizers, driven to create and enforce order within systems and institutions. They are neat and orderly, inside and out, and tend to have a procedure for everything they do. Reliable and dutiful, ISTJs want to uphold tradition and follow regulations.

[angstmemes]

Sexual Humiliation Starters

“Don’t you look good on your knees with all that cum in your face.” “You’re not allowed to wear underwear tomorrow when you go out.” “Bend over the windowsill so I can fuck you and you can look outside and smile at the neighbours.” “Spread your legs and finger yourself. Look me in the eyes so I can see your pleasure.” “No, you’re not allowed to wear anything today. And no, I’m not closing the curtains.” “When I count to ten, you’re going to cum.” “You look good getting fucked… Now smile for the camera.” “You’re going to put that inside of you and I’m going to keep the remote and give you pleasure whenever I feel like it. Maybe even tomorrow when you’re having that presentation you’ve worked so hard for.” “Look at you all tied up with cum running down your legs… I think I’m going to keep you there for a while. Maybe show you off to my friends.” “I want you to record yourself masturbating and then you’re going to send it to me so I can decide whether it’s good enough to put online. Now don’t disappoint me.” “Wear this collar so everyone knows you’re mine.” “I want you to leave the bathroom door unlocked whenever you’re in there. You don’t deserve privacy.” “I’ve got a party tonight. I want you to be the ‘special entertainment’, if you get my drift.” “Look at that tail. Doesn’t it suit you well, pet? I’ll feed you if you behave.” “From now on, whenever someone asks you where you got those bruises, you’re going to tell them your Master gave them to you as a gift.” “Now stick out your tongue so I can cum on it.” “I’ve never seen a dick that small. Are you sure it’s even there? It’s not worth my time anyway. Get on your knees and make yourself useful.” “Lick up the mess you made.” “Oh look at you being all flustered. I’m sorry, but you’re not allowed to cum for another week… at least.”

[thebrxkenchains-blog]

“You would think after all these years I’d have figured out a way to fill this empty feeling in my chest.”

[amageinghawke-blog]

She worked slower than she wanted to because she had to keep her hands steady. If she didn’t, there was a high chance she would have to start over. It took a few minutes, and while she worked she spoke with soothing, reassuring words. It’s almost over. You can rest soon. I will let you sleep while I clean you up.

When she was finished, she dabbed the clean end of the wet towel over the stitching. She let out a heavy breath and wiped her face against her arm. Once the area was clean enough to apply a bandage, she wrapped the bandaging to him. She took care in making it loose enough for him to breathe. 

“Drink a bit more water, and I will go get a potion. It should be able to do the job like it should now.” She brushed his hair out of his face again and handed him a fresh cup of water. 

[thebrxkenchains-blog]

It took every ounce of will in his body not to pass out while she worked. He had to keep his gaze away, choosing to look at the side of at the ceiling. He discovered some intricate indentations in the the way the ceiling had been set and it mesmerized him just enough to keep his thoughts busy and keep him at least awake. Sure, he could still feel every prick of the needle, but he kept his mouth shut and his body still. Just the slightest twitch could ruin her work. 

His body was trembling by the time she was finished, his teeth finally releasing his sleeve and letting his arm drop to his side. Thank the Maker. It felt like they had been there for hours, not mere minutes. He’s beyond exhausted, barely comprehending the words spoken to him and barely able to keep a steady hand to drink the water. After the drink, he let his head lay back again, eyes closed as he felt her brush her fingers against his face. 

His skin was clammy and sweat made his bangs stick to his forehead, but at least color was coming back to his cheeks and lips.

[thebrxkenchains-blog]

“Yes, I have heard your opinion, but given that it’s a stupid opinion, I’m choosing to ignore it.”

[amageinghawke-blog]

Hawke sighed in relief when he responded to her again. She wet an old, clean towel and cleaned as much of the blood away from the wound as she could. She would have to stitch it so that it would clot properly and he could lay down. The bad part was, the internal bleeding. 

She looked at Fenris, and her heart was racing. Closing the wound would be the easy part. Though, once it was taken care of, one more potion might do well to mend the inside as long as he wasn’t moving again any time soon. She turned away slightly and used magic to heat the needle before threading it. She had to take a deep breath to calm her nerves and steady her hands. “Try not to move, grab onto the railing or my shoulder if you need to.” She suggested.

Carefully, she began stitching the skin. She used one hand to keep the wound as closed as she could to avoid as much pull. 

[thebrxkenchains-blog]

He hissed softly when she had to clean the wound, chancing a glance down to look at the wound despite his blurred vision. Wincing at what he could see, he let his head lay back and took a shaky breath, breathing heavily out his nose as he prepared for what she would have to do. His own heart raced, but not nearly as fast as hers probably was. 

If only he had been unconscious for this part. Maybe it would make this process more tolerable, but it wasn’t the best time for him to rest. Not yet. He took another couple of heavy breaths and bit into his sleeve, thankful she had removed the gauntlets before doing this. As soon as she started stitching his wound shut, he bit down really hard into the fabric, cringing and doing his best not to move.

[disenchantryed]

“Very prickly and intimidating. I’ll go ahead and pretend like you weren’t nearly dead last night until I pulled a dagger out of your ribs and healed you.” He pulls his strawberry blond hair out of its tie to catch all of the loose hair and pin it back up.

“Well then. Because I’m nothing if not an attentive healer, does anything need touching up or can I go ahead and go before you decide that ripping someone’s heart out is an appropriate show of appreciation.”

He tilts his head, pushes on it, listening to the satisfying pop from his vertebrae. That was better.

[thebrxkenchains-blog]

He huffed softly and held his side for a brief moment before sitting back down. The elf probably shouldn’t be moving just yet, especially since his legs still seemed to be trembling whenever he tried to get up. Everything is still really fucking sore, but he’s curious to see exactly what the mage did to him. The wound felt closed, at least.

“No...everything feels fine...I think.” He murmured thoughtfully, letting his hand press against his side and feel for the wound underneath his clothing. “I don’t know, I haven’t really looked at it.”

[amageinghawke-blog]

Amelia held her breath for a moment when Fenris looked at her. She bites her lip and presses her forehead against his. He feels cooler than he should. She helps him sit down on the stairs while Bodahn sets up a place for him to rest. “I know, but I need you to stay awake until I can stitch you up.” If it was anyone else in their party, she could have easily mended the wound. 

She started to detach pieces of his armor and dropped them to the side. “We have to get you out of this.” She said. A hand reached up to push back matted hair. She would have to wash the blood and sweat out later, probably while he was resting. She frowned and gently patted his cheeks. “Fenris?” She could tell it was difficult for him to keep his eyes open. 

Reaching over, she poured a small glass of water and brought it to his lips. She was hoping it would help wash out his mouth and give him something to keep him alert. “Have some water.” She offered. “I just need you up for another fifteen minutes or so.” That was asking a lot, but she needed to make sure he didn’t stop breathing.

[thebrxkenchains-blog]

Her forehead is warm compared to his and he finds a bit of a comfort in it, letting his eyes fall shut once again as he tried to push the pain to the back of his mind. With his armor off, it felt a little bit easier to breath, but not by very much. Once all his armor was off, he was snapped awake by the patting of his cheeks, lifting his gaze once again to look at her face as if she had something important to tell him. 

But, all that he was told was that he needed to stay awake awhile longer,but he really didn’t want to do that. He wanted to sleep and let the pain fade away as he slipped out of consciousness, but he wasn’t allowed to yet. Not until she’s had a chance to make sure it was safe for him to. Still, he nodded his head in understanding and sipped the water the best he could, letting the coolness sooth his throat and wash away the bitter iron taste from his mouth.

“...okay..” He murmured, his voice a bit more clear thanks to the water. Still,he wasn’t sure how much longer he could keep himself awake.

[thebrxkenchains-blog]

inquistion tbh

inquisitor: okay so...

inquisitor: cullen is a lyrium addict

inquisitor: blackwall is a fuckin murderer and liar

inquisitor: and dorian is gay af

inquisitor: does anyone else have something to confess???

solas: ...

solas: *sweats*

[mydadisindianajones]

Gereon Alexius: “You are a mistake, you should never have existed.”

Inquisitor:

[thebrxkenchains-blog]

❝For men love what they cannot have, and hate what they cannot control.❞

“Truer words have never been spoken.” If he was to be hated for the rest of his life, then he was fine with that. Nobody could control him. He’ll never let it happen again.

[wiinterempress-deactivated20180]

250+ starters you can use

even more starters·random starters from various sources (once again, from spotify playlists, random commentary, tv shows, books, movies, and my brain).

❝A little warning would have been nice!❞

❝You almost shot me! Again!❞

❝Hide your wives, hide your daughters, hell, hide your sheep!❞

❝I saw how you danced for them. There is no more need for that innocent act.❞

❝You’ll have to rip my bento box from my cold, dead hands.❞

❝Book? What book?❞

❝It’s all lies! Slander I say!❞

❝So after we were finished, he reached for his phone and began to play Candy Crush.❞

❝You owe me. I mean really owe me.❞

❝Stop it, you’re being even more rude than usual.❞

❝The cold and I don’t mix.❞

❝You look like you were fucked thoroughly last night. Was it worth it?❞

❝I had sex behind the court house.❞

❝Public sex is the best kind of sex next to make up, angry sex.❞

❝They hold you to a different standard because you are not some peasant roaming the streets. You are royalty.❞

❝If you are going to dance, at least pretend you can dance well.❞

❝You have far too much darkness within your heart. You will not be able to enter this place.❞

❝If, for example, you are alive at the bottom of the sea, I shall cut off my two legs and become a fish.❞

❝I want to fall asleep while embraced.❞

❝I once believed long ago that I could wish upon a star and my dreams will come true. Now I know such things are false.❞

❝I will savor the day I can watch you fall.❞

❝I will hunt you down & I will not show mercy.❞

❝There is little we can do. The rot has begun to set in.❞

❝You can keep your little princess in her proper little place. But if she follows all your orders, does exactly what she’s told? She will never ever grow up, she will only grow old.❞

❝Good deed? You so called good deed sentenced him to death.❞

❝That child will do whatever it takes to survive ; I suggest you do the same.❞

❝I am the Queen/King & I demand respect.❞

❝You will find me at the corner of 5th avenue & 57th street.❞

❝Girls don’t want smelly boys. They want chocolate, pretty shoes, and a good fuck every week.❞

❝I want you to break me with your own hands.❞

❝Have you stepped into your own trap, my lord? Any evidence you have against me, you yourself bought and paid for. Do you now begin to believe it?❞

❝Why must you leave a king to follow you? Why not a QUEEN?❞

❝It is true. I was unfaithful to you with all of them. With half your court. With soldiers of your guard, with grooms, with stablehands. Look for the rest of your life at every man that ever knew me and wonder if I didn’t find him a better man than you!❞

❝ I have a little neck.❞

❝You make love as you eat, with a great deal of noise and no subtlety!❞

❝Will you not kiss your daughter?❞

❝She has the face of a simpering sheep. And the manners. But not the morals. I don’t want her near me.❞

❝How DARE you and the rest of your barbarians set fire to my library?❞

❝You have such bony knees.❞

❝Queens. Queens. Strip them naked as any other woman, they are no longer queens.❞

❝I will not be told where I can go and where I cannot go!❞

❝The King has asked for me?❞

❝Even in carnal matters?❞

❝I shall not go the way of my sister!❞

❝Power is as exciting as love, I discover.❞

❝And who has more power than our dearest king/queen?❞

❝Touch her, and I’ll have her sent from court.❞

❝Mind your tongue, or I’ll have you sent from court.❞

❝I ORDER you.❞

❝…I think I’m a good person. I think there’s good in everyone.❞

❝I see these kids I’ve known all my life and wonder: What happened?❞

❝Remember those days when we were singing and clapping, happy and napping, baking cookies, eating paste?❞

❝College will be paradise.❞

❝Grow up. Bulimia’s so ‘87.❞

❝…Before you answer: I also do report cards, permission slips and absence notes.❞

❝For a greasy little nobody, you do have good bone structure.❞

❝You LIAR.❞

❝They will say my child is the bastard, regardless of what you do.❞

❝I care not who has the title “bastard” when I am dead.❞

❝You are the QUEEN. A girl this time, a boy the next.❞

❝Chaos is great! chaos is what killed the dinosaurs, darling!❞

❝Don’t read it. She’s having extra-heavy flow and wanted some advice from my gyno.❞

❝What’s your damage?❞

❝Sorry but I really had to wake you. See I decided that I must ride you ‘til I break you.❞

❝I think we broke my mattress.❞

❝No sleep tonight for you, better chug that Mountain Dew.❞

❝I’m like oxygen. I’m everywhere.❞

❝Thus ending her hangover. I say we go with Big Blue.❞

❝Shoulda thought of that before you killed me. I’m gonna be coughing up drain cleaner for eternity.”❞

❝Why are you not dead? Why do you live? How do you live? Why do you not lie at the deepest hole of the sea, bloodless, and bloated, and at peace with honorable death?❞

❝There are never enough hours in the days of a queen, and her nights have too many.❞

❝I was hoping you’d rip my clothes off me, sport.❞

❝I bet there’s all kinds of interesting things in that locker. Maybe some “ich luge” bullets…?”❞

❝I hope she’ll be a fool – that’s the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool.❞

❝And I like large parties. They’re so intimate. At small parties there isn’t any privacy.❞

❝You’re worth the whole damn bunch put together.❞

❝Surprise, surprise.❞

❝I’m older, but hardly more wise.❞

❝Is she beautiful?❞

❝I have borne you a daughter, Your Majesty.❞

❝Your Queen, I cannot be. Your mistress, I will not be.❞

❝For men love what they cannot have, and hate what they cannot control.❞

❝If I must die, then I will die boldly, as I have lived.❞

❝But stars come out at night.❞

❝I am a fool to own it, but I am in a fever for his/her touch.❞

❝Science without religion is lame, religion without science is blind.❞

❝Is that how it is? You fuck me and go behind my back and pledge your love to another?❞

❝Cut the shrill voice alright? I can hardly hear myself think.❞

❝If you wake me up, I will throw sharp objects at you.❞

❝Okay, I get your angry, but you should know better than to antagonize them.❞

❝They’re as far away as I could send them.❞

❝Are we ruled by superstition?❞

❝I do not fear the people.❞

❝BUT WHY IS THE RUM GONE?❞

❝On a scale of 1 to 10, how would you rate your pain?❞

❝It is okay to cry. Crying is a natural response to pain.❞

❝What good is that act, unless every person in this kingdom first swears an oath to you? To both of us?❞

❝Welcome to the nerd lab.❞

❝The more important they think they are, the quicker they finish.❞

❝Stay silent, & perhaps they will spare you.❞

❝Wanna fight for me?❞

❝Hey, are you still alive?❞

❝You speak as though you have seen this yourself.❞

❝You’re late. You missed quite a show.❞

❝Such tragic lovers.❞

❝I honestly don’t find that to be romantic. It’s pathetic.❞

❝Love? You think love will save you?❞

❝Only fools believe that soulmates exist.❞

❝I don’t know why the hell you want to sit courtside, unless you’re THAT desperate for balls in your face.❞

❝Gather the sheets and burn them. They cannot find evidence of this.❞

❝The blood is in your hands, not mine.❞

❝You speak as though you are innocent in this.❞

❝You took their heart and destroyed it.❞

❝Do you like killing? Do you like to watch the fear in their eyes as you bring your blade even closer to them?❞

❝I do not fear death.❞

❝Am I in hell?❞

❝If you think for a moment, then you’ll find it.❞

❝I will not be meek or obedient.❞

❝You do not own me. I am not your property or anyone else’s for that matter.❞

❝And you think sleeping with someone who is married is going to add excitement to your life?❞

❝There are worst faiths.❞

❝I would rather die than be locked in a cage.❞

❝You can take that pen and shove it up your ass.❞

❝Let me see your face.❞

❝My computer is acting weirder than usual. Did you give it an energy drink or something?❞

❝TV makes shit look so easy.❞

❝I could try, but no promises.❞

❝I just want to go home and shower.❞

❝That cat looks like he wants to murder us in our sleep.❞

❝I think there are better things to do in this city other than gawk at the buildings.❞

❝Put. those. cookies. down.❞

❝Oh shit, I made a booboo.❞

❝Banana monkeys apple balls!❞

❝What sort of insult is that? My cat can do a better job.❞

❝I have my eye on you. And I mean one eye. The other one is keeping an eye on the other guy.❞

❝You’re quite defiant, aren’t you.❞

❝Hold your tongue, or I will cut it out myself.❞

❝Bring them BACK.❞

❝I shall go to my grave loving you. HATING YOU.❞

❝Those who refuse will die.❞

❝How do you forget?❞

❝This was supposed to be a surprise damn it.❞

❝High or low, they will sign or they will die.❞

❝I believe in choices, both good and bad.❞

❝I didn’t fall off the horse. I held on for dear life as the horse dragged me along for a period of many years.❞

❝Funny how things work out. You love me now, when I do not love you.❞

❝I hate you. I hate your desire & MINE.❞

❝Call it what you wish, but you and I both know it’s the truth.❞

❝Don’t speak to me as if you know what I am suffering through. You know nothing.❞

❝Shut your eyes then.❞

❝That child saved your life.❞

❝Hey if you ever need some RELIEF, you know where to go.❞

❝I am no whore, despite what you like to think.❞

❝Beauty fades.❞

❝Mac or PC, I don’t care.❞

❝Find a legal way then.❞

❝Their blood is on your hands. Not mine.❞

❝Can’t make a habit of this you know.❞

❝Can I stay with you? I can’t be alone to my thoughts. The darkness will claim me again.❞

❝You swore you would protect me!❞

❝You are a toad.❞

❝What did you do, roll around in pig shit?❞

❝Get out you snake.❞

❝If they hurt me, then I will close my eyes.❞

❝There is nothing you can say that hasn’t already been said.❞

❝Music is important. There are so many advantages.❞

❝I couldn’t sleep. Can I stay here?❞

❝You are my soul mate!❞

❝I once tried to read that. I couldn’t get through the book.❞

❝BURN ME THEN. Do you think I care now that you have taken everything from me?❞

❝To love? Or to spy?❞

❝Which witch is which?❞

❝I signed up for a fun adventure in a creepy mansion. I didn’t sign up for demons trying to murder me.❞

❝Who’s your daddy now?❞

❝I’ll be good, I promise.❞

❝Do you hate me so much you would do this?❞

❝I loved you! I gave you my heart & you stepped on it.❞

❝My love for you surpasses everything.❞

❝I am a fool, yes. But this fool loves you. Do you hear me? I love you.❞

❝Take it from me as best you can, but there will come a time that you can no longer deny it.❞

❝Will you give yourself to me?❞

❝Once, I think I could have loved you. But now, I think I can only despise you.❞

❝My heart cannot take this secrecy anymore. Why must I hide my feelings for you?❞

❝You can try.❞

❝I think that there are better ways to spend my time than to listen to their insults.❞

❝Pathetic.❞

❝Children? Oh no, I– I don’t think I can even have children.❞

❝Impossible things can be possible if you have enough hope.❞

❝Did they touch you?❞

❝I don’t think I can move.❞

❝The best time of year is when I can cuddle with you in front of the fire.❞

❝My heart belongs to one being and it is you.❞

❝I need help. I cannot face this alone.❞

❝You ask far too much. Please, don’t make me do this.❞

❝Are you pregnant?❞

❝I’m pregnant.❞

❝I’m sorry, but your child is dead.❞

❝Who is the father?❞

❝How can you love a person like him/her?❞

❝Monster!❞

❝You are not a monster. Stop thinking that you are!❞

❝There is nothing you could have done. Their life was forfeit the moment they left this place.❞

❝Y-You? What are you doing here?❞

❝The last dance you will ever have is with me.❞

❝We are two ships in the night.❞

❝The shadows grow darker.❞

❝It will not be long before the darkness consumes your heart.❞

❝You belong to me now.❞

❝You WITCH.❞

❝You sold your soul to the devil & for what?❞

❝Revenge will be mine.❞

❝The dogs will eat their fill of you and shit your remains onto the crags.❞

❝Our Grand Rite now is done. Blood dimmed dawn now shall come. Powers of the moon and sun ignite. All flesh trembles at the sight. Thirteen souls fed to hungry earth opens the way for our dark lord’s birth.❞

❝Oh this ain’t right. This ain’t right. Any fool can feel that, even this fool.❞

❝ I shall miss the dazzling wit of your conversation.❞

❝This is my vow. I will meet you here, before the moon goes above those trees. I swear it.❞

❝You know, my father said this was the land of second chances. This can be ours. All we have to do is walk away.❞

❝Living in here and not believing in witches is like living in London and not believing in fog. It is to deny what is right in front of you.❞

❝Love is a two-faced coin and one is certainly betrayal.❞

❝Love is not a lost cause. I will not betray the one true love of my life.❞

❝If. Such a small word with such immense consequence. For all of us.❞

❝The wine is from God. The drunkard is from the devil.❞

❝I recognize the symptoms of your illness, and it’s not called marsh fever. You’re with child.❞

❝He’s insane.❞

❝This is a good day for him.❞

❝If you knew my father, you’d commend me for waiting this long.❞

❝How long may we enjoy your curative presence in town?❞

❝There was a reason for my marriage. Remind me of it.❞

❝Is it murder to defend your mother’s honor?❞

❝And if these times have made you clever, the coming months may thrust genius upon you.❞

❝You care so much for someone you hardly know.❞

❝That was the bravest thing I’ve ever seen, like a man sticking his head inside a lion’s jaw. I would gladly reward you for your bravery.❞

❝All things are permissible in our dreams.❞

❝I believe trust needs to be earned.❞

❝The others bought and sold. We merely proved ourselves better at the game, but we draw the line at murder. Do we not?❞

❝I do tend to win whatever battles I fight.❞

❝You’re not the only one who knows what it feels like to hold desires that come true only in dreams. But every morning we have a choice – forget our dreams or live them.❞

❝True malice like that which powers the Grand Rite ferments best in a loveless heart. I have looked into your heart and it is anything but loveless.❞

❝And so the queen came to rule the king and all of his kingdom and thus became the Queen of the Night. And so she lived happily ever after.❞

❝For it was not by a kiss she might make a frog into a prince, but by a kiss that she make a king into a toad.❞

❝That night she felt one monster on top of her and another inside and she glimpsed what her soul was becoming and learned her first lesson as queen: be careful what you wish for.❞

❝You know the worst part about becoming a queen? You often have to marry a king.❞

❝Not all queens start as princesses.❞

❝Your eyes. So filled with want. The hard part is not getting what you want, child. The hard part is knowing what you want.❞

❝We had a deal.❞

❝I want to be just like you.❞

❝Sometimes in life we make choices. These choices in life they lead us to do things, terrible things and we don’t wish to, we’d do anything not to. Choice informs choice. They don’t resemble anything you’d have wanted or wish for. Tell me if it was like that. If it was a difficult choice. Please. Please. So that I may still believe in goodness.❞

❝I murdered 20 men and I make no excuses for myself. Will you have me arrested?❞

❝The dead don’t lie.❞

❝I am the only one that knows.❞

❝The next lie to cross your lips will be your last.❞

❝You would threaten me, your one true ally?❞

❝So you would buy me outright?❞

❝I want it to stop. The torture, the torment, the suffering… or I will tell them. I will tell them all who and what you are.❞

❝We know that what we desire and what we must do to survive are often at odds.❞

❝My husband’s affliction has robbed him of both reason and sense.❞

❝We’ve lost control. She’s no longer ours.❞

❝Why? Because this is the fulfillment of all our dreams. Vengeance for centuries of oppression.❞

❝I don’t think I’ve ever seen such a mixture of reason and bullshit in a man.❞

❝There was a time when I might have suckled more than a toad.❞

❝All the world shall be yours in return; all the world.❞

❝You asked who would do such a thing. The answer is many people.❞

❝The witch hunt has begun and we will be runninng the trials.❞

❝He/She has all the sweetness of an apple on a tree.❞

❝This dog will come back and bite.❞

❝Save your thoughts. Say nothing.❞

❝You must cry for me, for I have no more tears.❞

❝Where is the murderer?❞

❝Be careful, be very careful, or you might find yourself wearing peasant shoes.❞

❝You see I’ve lost everything in this town that I ever cared for. You however, you have everything left to lose. A sentiment that makes you vulnerable.❞

❝Do not stare at him in public. It weakens you.❞

❝The only thing keeping me alive is the look on your face.❞

❝All things return, like every salty tear returns to the sea.❞

❝They will hunt and kill and drown in their very own blood till there’s no one left standing.❞

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Hawke has her work cut out for her. She just hoped that her mother wouldn’t fuss too much about the stains on the carpet in the morning. She wondered if Bodahn wouldn’t mind covering that for her. 

Amelia shifted Fenris’ weight again. If only she was a bit taller, she could probably carry him.

They made it to the door and she had Fenris lean against the wall so she could unlock the door. When she turned back towards him, she reached up to wipe away blood from the side of his mouth. “Maker, Fenris….” She hadn’t been able to get a clear look at him since they started walking. She should have convinced Anders come with her. He was a better healer, and he had more experience in this department. At least she knew what to do, though. She had learned enough.

She considered for a moment that bringing him upstairs was not the best action, so she took him into the library. She called for Bodahn to bring in bedding from storage and set it up by the fire. She rushed to get what she needed to help fix Fenris up. Sandal even brought the pitcher of water to her upon request.

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His breathing rattles in his chest as he waits for Hawke to get the door open. At this point, he’s fading. Fast. He’s so tired...his eyes remain closed for the time being, letting them rest shut for a moment, only to be startled awake when the other brushed her hand against the side of his lip. Offering a weakened grunt, he shakily stood back up with her help and let her lead him through the estate. 

His eyes fall closed once again, head lowering slightly so it rested down against Amelia’s shoulder as she made him a spot for him to lay down. He’s only mildly aware of the voice of somebody else with them, a little more of a panicked tone of voice, but he can’t match a face to the voice at the moment. It’s so warm by the fire and it doesn’t help with keeping him awake, either.

“...t...ired...Hawke...” He mutters softly, forcing his eyes to open slightly so he could look up at her.

[amageinghawke-blog]

The air in Hightown was still at this time of night. It was something she was grateful for. The last thing she needed was people gawking at the bleeding elf leaning against her. She shifted his weight slightly when he leaned on her again, and started to lead him around the corner towards the Hawke estate. 

Of course, being so close to Fenris was different for her than being near anyone else. It was easy to ignore, especially now, but the Lyrium still reached out to her. As long as she kept her magic in check, there shouldn’t be a problem. Fortunately, with him covered in leather, she didn’t feel that pull so strongly when she touched it instead of bare skin.

“We’re almost there, then.” She encouraged. “Just stay with me, Fenris.” The last spot of blood that hit the ground when he spit was enough to cause her composure to slip. There was a tremble of worry in her voice, and she momentarily closed her eyes before looking ahead again. They were almost there. It was just around the next corner.

[thebrxkenchains-blog]

He’s doing the best he can at this point. The wound is now letting his blood seep slowly through his clothing, sticking to the leather and staining against his armor. His head just hangs lowly, letting Hawke take him to their estate. He’s trying so hard to keep himself conscious, but the constant closing and opening of his wounds has really drained him. Not only did it hurt immensely, but it was draining him of his very valuable life blood more and more with every moment that passes.

With his head down like this, it helped prevent blood from welling in his mouth, letting it drip freely from his lips as his lungs heaved in short gasps of air. He just has to make it to safety, then he may be able to let himself rest. At least, he hoped. If Hawke kept him awake any longer after they arrive to the estate, he’s not sure if he can obey the orders to stay awake.