Info: Yoongi/Reader, 1st Person, PG
Genre: Angst, Poetry
Word Ct: 609
Warnings: Implied death
Summary: She knew her fate, accepted it, but she would never rest easy if Yoongi never moved on from her.
Do you remember that night?
That night when your car broke down.
We were halfway to nowhere,
And halfway to anywhere.
We didn’t care
That we had to sleep under the stars.
Do you remember that night?
My hands were shaking
“Yoongi?”
I asked hesitantly
Your fingers twined with mine.
“I love you.”
Do you remember that night?
The first time I said it.
You smiled so sweetly,
And you even said it back.
I was so happy.
We were so happy.
Do you remember that night?
You held me close
And promised me
That nothing would change.
I believed you.
I really did.
Do you remember that night?
Before we found out?
When you could look into my eyes
And see someone you loved.
When you looked at me and smiled.
So why now do you frown?
Do you remember that night?
When you weren’t afraid
That I’d slip from your fingers.
You brushed my hair back
You whispered my name
And I felt safe.
Do you remember that night?
So different from our nights now.
There were no doctors
There were no tests.
Just a ratty old blanket
Wrapped tight around us.
Do you remember that night?
How I’d like to go back.
Before sterile rooms
And regretful looks.
When “I love you’s” were warm
Because now they’re cold.
Do you remember that night?
When our future was bright.
You had dreams
So did I.
But dreams were cast aside
For prayers in the end.
Do you remember that night?
Before we needed prayers,
Before sterile rooms,
Before doctors,
Before we found out,
And everything was possible?
Do you remember that night?
When we slept under the stars,
When we confessed,
When you held me close,
When “I love you” was a promise,
And not a goodbye?
Do you remember that night?
Please tell me that you do.
Please tell me that you think of me
And remember broken cars
Ratty blankets
And endless dreams.
Do you remember that night?
It was so long ago.
Please,
Yoongi,
Remember that night.
And forget about me.
Forget about the first time
I coughed blood on the floor.
Forget about the first time
The tests came back.
Forget about the first time
I wore that gown.
Forget about the first time
You put me in that chair.
Forget about the first time
I slept in that room.
Forget about the first time
My hair fell out.
Forget about the first time
The treatment didn’t work.
Forget about the first time
They told you the truth.
Forget about the last time
The treatment didn’t work.
Forget about the last time
My hair fell out.
Forget about the last time
I slept in that room.
Forget about the last time
You put me in that chair.
Forget about the last time
I wore that gown.
Forget about the last time
The tests came back.
Forget about the last time
I laid on that table.
Forget about the last time
I was put to sleep.
Forget about the one time
I didn’t wake up.
Because,
It’s hard to see
It really is
But
Remember that night,
Remember that night under the stars.
Remember when you held my hand.
Remember when I told you that I loved you.
Remember the smell of exhaust,
Remember roadtrips and adventures.
Remember ratty blankets,
Remember that night.
Remember me.
Remember me from that night.
Remember how happy we were.
Remember when we were young.
Remember when we were in love.
Remember when we dreamed.
Remember when you held me.
Remember me.
