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stage 88

so iAsked myself a question over the weeknd..what are some of my weaknesses that I hardly improve. working on myself and knowing who I am and what exactly I want out of life is one of my top priorities. patience and development will improve from this on top of financial planning. starting this business is difficult mainly because my personal life is unbalanced. Not structured and disciplined enough. it feels like iHave monkeys on my back and they are tearing my drive down. when procrastination occurs it's usually over things iCan control. this week is working towards reversing my operations towards improvement. moving forward with self development, deadlines, aspirations, life calendar, and focusing more on blogs iHave made a commitment to stick to the plan towards getting back on track. ACHIEVE GOALS BY CHASING THE HYPE. Monday's are about having a strong financial week planned out for proper budging and having a strategic financial plan will improve my savings and spending habits, making a development plan and action plan both weekly and monthly. improvements under way!

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Stage 89

#Ready2Die iTotally feel like just grabbing a knife and cutting my wrist I'm sure iWouldnt feel much pain from it...iAlso feel like driving until my full tank of gas runs out and then running to a river as far as possible until iCan no longer walk then jump straight in and drown myself...almost got into a fight with my parents and then this religion thing is bothering me and they're so sensitive and emotional and that's the whole reason why iHate love bc they had to much love to give me that I'm just sick of it I'm 25 still in the house and the more sickening part about it is that it was my choice iLowkey hate my life right now iFeel like I'm too much of a problem to fight through and fix it iRather die and end this bullshit iFeel emo af and this is different iCant adapt to this environment any longer some things just don't need to go to the heights of where it's going iKnow life isn't the easiest but why am iThis young feeling this overwhelmed like if iKeep failing at life taking L's why am iEven here ?