You are possibly never going to see this, and i think im ok with that but the truth is Maoro, my love, i am deeply and hopelessly in love with you. Im sorry if it was not enough for you, if our age difference its too big in your eyes and i am do understand that at 22 a 5 year gap means the world to you, or at least im trying to understand that.
At your age i didnt see myself getting married but because i had never found love like i found with you. I had searched and searched, and all i found was pain and despair. But you gave me soooo much happiness, you opened my eyes to so many new things, you gave me comfort and made me feel safe and protected in a foreign country.
You want us to stay as friends, but i just cant. Not now, maybe not ever. Because what i saw in you was my entire future and now i have to let that idea go.
Thank you for your honesty even though it came late, but it could’ve been later and worse.
I still love you with my whole heart, with my entire being and with that craziness that you love. I hope you will find someone who will love you with as much love as i did and its your age or closer than i am.














