HIRAETH

Im afraid If i let u see my skeletons youd grind my bones into powder And get high of my faultlines.

[remanence-of-love]

[stayuntilthefoglifts]

People who wound us get no say in how we clean up the blood.

Harriet Selina

[emilybraydenblogs]

I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[thecrazyone4]

Finally,

I found him, my person.

He’s anything and everything I could ask for, so loving and caring but you can also be so cold.

The kind of cold that makes me wonder if you even love me,

You were with some other girl for quite some time and when you tell me things about her I can understand why she fell over some things,

But you’re to precious to let go.

You’re the one I’ll marry or my worst heartbreak.

[thecrazyone4]

turns out I should’ve trusted my intuition, you are my worst heartbreak. i let go of all of my boundaries and let so many people go just to give us another chance. I hope you work on yourself enough to make a girl happy one day. Just know it won’t be me. I have a lot of healing to do, you destroyed parts of me I didn’t know was possible. I found someone else, but I’m so afraid to get hurt again.

After what you did to me I don’t know if I can trust anyone ever again.

[thecrazyone4]

I’ve never been happier,

im convinced you’re the love of my life, the way you look at me sometimes or how you talk about me shows me you really care.

i know I can be a mess sometimes and be quite a handfull, but in a way you know just how to handle me.

we have our fights about both our pasts but were learning how to manage those situations, we have things we need to handle , yet im not worried bc I know well get out of it.

even though I know you love me and won’t just leave me; I’m still afraid sometimes but I’ve never felt safer in anyones arms.

[thecrazyone4]

were back, heartbroken again.

my mind cant understand where it went wrong, we seemed so happy. Everyone saw the signs except for me. in the first week my mother warned me, you reminded her of her narcisist ex boyfriend. It took me 3 years to figure that out.

you hurt me deeper than anyone else. The moment i felt your hand touch my cheek i knew it had to be over. but i gave you another chance.

yet you threw that away also, the circle seemed complete. You showed regret for what you did. Said it wasnt you and you dont remember. But only a few weeks later you did the exact same again.

i wish i loved myself enough to be alone.

[thecrazyone4]

I’ve never been happier,

im convinced you’re the love of my life, the way you look at me sometimes or how you talk about me shows me you really care.

i know I can be a mess sometimes and be quite a handfull, but in a way you know just how to handle me.

we have our fights about both our pasts but were learning how to manage those situations, we have things we need to handle , yet im not worried bc I know well get out of it.

even though I know you love me and won’t just leave me; I’m still afraid sometimes but I’ve never felt safer in anyones arms.

[thecrazyone4]

were back, heartbroken again.

my mind cant understand where it went wrong, we seemed so happy. Everyone saw the signs except for me. in the first week my mother warned me, you reminded her of her narcisist ex boyfriend. It took me 3 years to figure that out.

you hurt me deeper than anyone else. The moment i felt your hand touch my cheek i knew it had to be over. but i gave you another chance.

yet you threw that away also, the circle seemed complete. You showed regret for what you did. Said it wasnt you and you dont remember. But only a few weeks later you did the exact same again.

i wish i loved myself enough to be alone.

[thecrazyone4]

I’ve never been happier,

im convinced you’re the love of my life, the way you look at me sometimes or how you talk about me shows me you really care.

i know I can be a mess sometimes and be quite a handfull, but in a way you know just how to handle me.

we have our fights about both our pasts but were learning how to manage those situations, we have things we need to handle , yet im not worried bc I know well get out of it.

even though I know you love me and won’t just leave me; I’m still afraid sometimes but I’ve never felt safer in anyones arms.

[pinkjeepwhitemonster]

i wish i could tell everyone how bad im struggling 

[streave]

I want someone to notice, but on the other hand, i don’t.

[sad-sophie]

[nyctofilic]

[lostmf]

I was born into a house cursed by my parent’s sadness and rage

My monsters weren't in my closet

they were in the kitchen

the living room

the bedroom

they watched me go to school in the mornings

and i tiptoed around them at night

it's hard to feel safe in the world

when you were raised in a haunted house

[noname-404s-blog]

[1moondusted-archive]

no matter which group i’m a fan of at that moment, listening to twenty one pilots will always feel like coming home

[hotboyproblems]

does it scare you that in less than 3 months it’ll be 2014