dying inside

kat | bi | she/they | not pr0 | TW

[pinkjeepwhitemonster]

is it even worth it anymore?

[snake-habitat1]

“do you want to talk about it?”

no, i want to kill myself because of it.

[pinkjeepwhitemonster]

i give up

[pinkjeepwhitemonster]

why is being sick sort of comforting

[pinkjeepwhitemonster]

no one cares unless you’re popular or rich

[pinkjeepwhitemonster]

if i could pick… i’d choose death over life

[pinkjeepwhitemonster]

why me

[pinkjeepwhitemonster]

it doesn’t matter if i “get better”- i always end up back in the same place

[pinkjeepwhitemonster]

who would really care if i was gone

[fairycosmos]

sorry that many of you are extremely sad like me

[br0kendalias]

the urge to put myself in dangerous situations just to feel something

[here-lies-who-i-was]

I could really benefit from a walk...

What a shame that I'll spend the entire time thinking about throwing myself in front of a car.

[pinkjeepwhitemonster]

mood fr

[pinkjeepwhitemonster]

tell me why i spent years looking up e@ting d!sorders and how to l0se we!got, but now that people are saying i have one, im horribly offended

[ssewersweet]

[pinkjeepwhitemonster]

i wish i wasn’t me

[pinkjeepwhitemonster]

it’s not always “i wanna kms”- it’s sometimes “i don’t wanna exist”

[pinkjeepwhitemonster]

if i could just close my eyes and be dead… that’d be great