Let’s Talk, Baby - Scratch That #003
You really wanna talk about feeling lonely baby?
Let's talk about the fact I've been feeling this way for months. Let's talk about how I've tried telling you you're never here. Let's talk about how if you're not at work or sleeping, you're on your computer. Let's talk about the fact I wanna fuck but you can't be bothered. You're too tired, too sore. Let's talk about all the cancelled dates because you have had a “bad day”. Let's talk about feeling lonely.
You really wanna talk about feeling used baby?
Let's talk about how I come home from work at 8pm and night and still have to cook you dinner and clean the house. Let's talk about how I do your washing, cleaning, ironing. Let's talk about how I would do anything for you at the drop of a hat. Let's talk about how I ask for help but never get it. Let's talk about how I never get a thanks for that cup of tea you always get in the morning, 1 tea bag, 3 sugars, and milk poured in before the scalding water because you like the taste better.
You really wanna talk about feeling abused baby?
Let's talk about you bringing up things I've done wrong in the past, that I have since improved on. Let's talk about all the names you've called me. Let's talk about how you ignore me, ignore my pleas for help. Let's talk about how you lied to me, to my face. Let's talk about you blaming me for things you've done, for this. This isn't my fault, you did this of your own accord. Not me.
You really wanna talk about how I'm crying hypocrisy but you don't see it?
Let's talk about the fact you threw a complete fit about the sheer thought of him and I doing anything physical, and in return, we haven’t. Let's talk about you saying yes, pursue him, but got jealous because he was getting the attention you weren't and you didn't like that. The same attention I tried giving you for months. Let's talk about how you never asked if it's okay to flirt or date other people. Let's talk about how I have been open and honest about me being polyamorous and telling you that day 1. Let's talk about why you don't think he is good for me, give me a valid reason.
You really wanna talk about feeling violated baby?
Let's talk about how you find her attractive. Let's talk about how you went after her. Let's talk about how you “lost control” of yourself. Let's talk about how accidentally brushing your hand against her tit led to more. Let's talk about how you get excited by her, but not by me. Let's talk about how neither of you planned on telling me, or her partner. Let's talk about how you two wanted to sweep it under the rug and forget about it. Let's talk about how you didn't tell me about it for a month and a half, and how I found out on accident by seeing a message from her on your phone. Let's talk about how you don't regret doing it, have a “clear conscience” and “don't feel the need to make things right”. Let's talk about how you're not sorry for doing it, you're sorry you were caught.
You really wanna talk about how you cheated on me baby?
Spare the breath, my love.
Why waste it on me when you'd rather use it to moan into her mouth.
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