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You can just call me Cursed, or Creya. 20yrs old, she/her.

My main blog is @lost-in-creation

I self-insert/self-ship very frequently. If this bothers you to see, you probably just shouldn't follow lol. I respect non-sharers, but I am not one myself. also, old self-ship art (before mid-2025) is all in a romantic context, but I realized I'm aroace so now it's more platonic. (not quite friendship but still not dating. instead, a secret Third Thing, inexplicable even to me)

Here's all the media I have posted about (I'm into infinitely more things than this I just have yet to draw for them):

FNF silly billy mod, dead by daylight, vewn animations, project sekai: colorful stage, the post traumatic manifesto album, roblox pressure, deltarune, trivia murder party, poison apple tales' games, umamusume, reflect studios' games, tomodachi life ... [to be continued]

And of course my ocs #myocs

anyways goodnight

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some PTM girls on my island

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what do yall think of my miis of breather tanner and luna

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do you see my vision. breather cosmetic for the legion, become real NOW

you can't tell me this isn't how it would go if they met

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Which one of you...

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based on a fever dream i had

+ the og sketch i did on my phone after waking up

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breather gifs i made because i like looking at him

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"one day," said about a day i'll never have

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do you see my vision. breather cosmetic for the legion, become real NOW

you can't tell me this isn't how it would go if they met

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GO AND SELFSHIP!!! BE HAPPY AND FREE!!! RAHHHHHHH!!!!

thank you for your kindness..... :,] but don't worry, Anon. I'm still a freak about fictional characters, just in a different manner.

(Slightly related and completely nonsensical rambling under the cut)

If this is about my last art post, the reason I hesitated to call it self-ship in the tags isn't because I'm afraid of being cringe. I've been cringe my whole dang life, I'm used to that by now.

The real reason is: I found out I'm aroace not too long ago, (maybe two months max,) and since then I've been re-contextualizing a lot of stuff in my head. Including the usage of romantic terms. I used to like using them. Turns out, I just liked the idea of what they entailed - that bond with another person - but romance itself irks me. And I know the term "self-ship" doesn't have to mean romance, but in my life the word has been used so frequently in association with romantic pairings, that I can't break out of thinking it that way.

Therefore, I don't like to call it self-shipping for myself anymore. It's more like... self-pairing? We're just hanging out, not just friends but not dating either. Instead, a secret Third Thing... But I understand that to other people, it would likely have the same vibe as self-shipping, so I tag it as that anyway. Since some people might prefer to not see it for whatever reason.

(and to be so clear, I have nothing against people who do self-ship romantically. It just isn't for me anymore. Y'all can have fun in your corner, and I'll be in mine)

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whatever. go my breather comics

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more lotus 🌺

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Lady Lotus🩷🪷

Honestly such a queen and im so glad @thecursedcreator made a design for this DIVA of a woman, made a few design changes to kinda upscale her but didnt want to deviate too much from the amazing original. Go give some love to the OG creator for the incredible creativity and design. Its really awesome seeing this fan base grow as a community since ive been into this niche ass series for years. Love you guys so much and thank you for the constant support for this small community 🩷🩷🩷

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are trainer sonas cool. Here's mine

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This is the silliest thing I've ever made

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Thinking about it i realized I've never seen fanart of lotus from dead signal ⁉️ so I'm taking matters into my own hands. Beautiful & dangerous woman be upon you.

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this has been done before right. Like 100%

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☝️copycat

Viktor only version under cut